Mama, we're all gonna die.

"God, Gee. How many people do you know?"

"Frank, I went to juvie three times. I know a lot of people."

"You mean everyone here's a fucking criminal?!"

"Gold star for you, babe."

"Gerard?" I watch Frank as his eyes fill with emotion as he sits on the corner of my bed.

"Yeah?"

"Could me and you just stay away from everyone else. I mean, I hate being in tight spaces with a ton of people.. And.. I just want to be with you." His head hangs over his lap as he speaks. His voice is low and mumbles.

"Frank, it's okay. I'm here. I'll always be here. I'm not going anywhere." I sit myself beside Frank as I wrap my arm around his shoulder.

"Sleep with me." His eyes meet with mine. They glimmer in the dim light in my room.

"Frank, are you serious?" I lick my lips as I gaze at him. Frank's still a virgin, he's always a straight edge. But why now?

"Gerard, we've been dating a long time. I just feel bad cause I never let you sleep with me before. I don't want to lose you cause of that.." His yellow eyes lock with mine.

"Frankie, I respect that you won't lose yourself. I mean, I didn't listen. I lost it when I was twelve and look at me now. I'm a huge fuck up. You're so strong and smart. That's why I fell in love with you. You were the opposite of me.." I swallow deeply as I let my emotions out. Fuck, I never did this before. Everything just feels so weird now.. Am I really going soft?

"I know, but I think it's time I lose it. I don't want to lose it to anyone else but you. I love you Gerard..." His eyes comfort me as he looks at me. I stare back at him. In his eyes, I can see myself through them. I feel comfortable when I see myself through his eyes. I see what Frank sees in me.

I study his face, how innocent he is. But I lean my head in, him following. I wait for him to tilt his head before I close my eyes and press my lips against his. Thing's are just so different now. I used to kiss him with no problem, now.. I don't even know. But it feel better. I feel passion. I feel his passion for me and I enhance my passion for him.

I lean myself on Frank as I slowly push him down on my bed with our faces still attached. I crawl on top of him as I bite his lip. His tongue slides against my mouth as he slips it in. My cold hands creep up his shirt. I feel him squirm beneath me. I lick his mouth to try to calm him down, which he does. All before he pulls his head away from mine. "Gerard, I'm serious." The warmth of his body under mine turns me on more as he tells me what he wants.

I only respond by setting my mouth on his neck, licking and sucking it. Even I know how much of a turn on it is. I memorize the taste of his skin, his scent. My teeth nip at him as his fingers lock through my hair. His light moans go right in my ear, his breath against it only causes my body to shiver. I pull myself back from him as I sit myself down on his lap. Stretching my arms down my back, pulling my shirt over my head. Frank smiles as I tower over him again.

His warm, gentle hands examine me. While I slip mine under his shirt and tub them against his spine. It arches as my finger tips dance on it. Frank just sits himself up against my head board, making it easier to undress him.

Soon enough are clothes are on the floor while were under the blankets. Frank grips my hair hard while I slip inside. I remember my first time and how bad it hurt, so I try to make it as easy for him as possible. I hear him wince in pain, "Frank, I'm sorry.. just tell me when to stop."

He's silent for another few seconds as his lips are pined under his teeth, his body arches as I push myself in. "It's fine.. Just don't stop, Gee." A part of me thinks that Frank's only doing this so I won't leave him, and with that tells me to stop. But the other lusts this moment, and tells me not to stop. My conscience is stuck at a fork in the road. I shuffle my thoughts and clear my head. Focus on the moment, and the boy beneath you.

Finally, I'm able to fit myself in Frank. His cries stop and his breathing is steady. My fingers tie in his hair as I tower over his chest. Moans escape from his mouth, a beautiful sound.. triggering me to go faster. The grip on my hair grows tighter as his body arches even more. I can tell Frank's getting there, so I try to get there myself, to lock our rhythm in sync.

Soon my whole bedroom is filled with a perfect harmony of our voices in pleasure. I slow myself down with our voices. Soon I pull myself out of Frank and I just tower over him.

"That was nice." Frank smiles as he looks up at me.

I lean my forehead on his, "You got it, dude." I smile.

"hmmmm." he hums as he rubs his nose against mine.

"And don't worry, you'll never lose me, Frankie." I whisper as I look in his eyes.

"Well I hope not." he smirks at me.

"I love you Frankie." I rub my face in his neck, his fingers just play in my hair.

"And I love you too, Gee." I hear him giggle. "I think I pulled out your soft side." he smirks and I just pull my face away and look in his eyes. His grin is contagues and I can't help myself but smile back at him.

"Maybe, but shhh don't tell anyone. K squirt?" I kiss his neck until I remember Alois.. How the fuck could I forget? Emotion flushes through me as I press my head harder in his neck till he cries out.

"Gerard, are you okay?" His voice cracks.

"yeah... just a blood rush.." Not a complete lie.. but not the whole truth..

"Oh, I see." He wraps his arms around my neck until he pulls me closer to him. "Cuddllleee." He sings as I lay on him.

"Of course, my love." I kiss his neck one last time before I roll off him and hold onto him.

"See, Gerard. I did find your soft spot."

Notes

I wote this and it was perfect then my computer sp[azzed so I had to re write but oh well. Here you go long time no see and yeah just a sex scene but scary will come up I promiseee c: