I decide against eating and pull out my iPod that the twins had snuck in for me, and started blaring some smashing pumpkins.i fell asleep and was awoken by lips on mine.
I opened my eyes and saw gee. I took out my ear buds and smiled "gee lay with me?" I asked. he nodded and sat next to me "frank you didn't eat." He groaned.

I felt let bad because I knew he really worried about me and my eating habits. "But gee-"

"no frank I don't want to hear it! I'm leaving unless you eat and I won't come back and visit until Monday!"

It was was friday and I honestly I would only get worse unless he was here by my side. I reluctantly picked up my fork and stabbed the meat on my plate. I put the food in my mouth and swallowed it. "Happy now."

"Very." He said kissing me. "Keep going." He stated pointing at the plate.

"I cannnnnnnnt" I groaned.

He picked up my fork and filled it with it food then held it to my mouth. "If I have to feed you like a baby to get you to eat I will."

I rolled led my eyes but ate the food anyway. Eventually gee got me to eat half the food on my plate.he smiled at me and gave me the best kiss ever. "I'm so proud of you!" He smiled.

"Thanks but I seriously feel like I'm about to explode."

***time lapse***

another week had passed basically the same But gee hadn't come to see me in four days and I was really missing him. I heard someone knock on my door and I said come in happily hoping it was gee. "Hey babe"

i swear my heart almost stopped. It was mason.

He pulled the curtain around my bed back and stepped into full view and started walking towards me.

"s-stay away from m-me!" I yelled. I would run but I was hooked up to so many machines dripping fluids into me I couldn't. i tried to cover myself as much as possible, but I had nothing to cover myself with.

He grabbed my arms pinned them down and began kissing me violently. He climbed on me and straddled me. I started crying when I felt him start grinding me because I feared he'd do worse. I couldn't do anything to stop him, he was a jock and strong and I wasn't even eighty pounds.

I heard the the door to my room open again. "Hey Frankie-what the hell?! Oh my god frank!!" It was gee.

I could feel feel gee trying to pull mason off me, but he wasn't strong enough. Mason didn't stop kissing me until he was punched in the face and knocked out cold by gee. I turned and grabbed the trash can next to my bed and threw up all the contents of my stomach. I was pretty upset because I had been eating so that when gee showed up I could tell him how good I had been doing.

"oh my god frank are you ok?! What happened?! What did he do to you?! Did he touch you?!?" He asked freaking out. I was so scared I just looked at him and started crying again.

"Fuck fuck fuck fuck! Oh god where are your pills?!"

"No! I-I don't w-want t-them!"

"Frank you need them!"

"No!" I yelled obviously still having an anxiety attack. Gee stopped and looked at mason who was still out cold. He told me he would back in a minute and grabbed masons body dragging him out of the room.

I felt sick and reached for the trash can again, an began throwing up again. Gee walked in mid-puke and ran over to me. "Shhh-shhh it's okay." He said rubbing my back and moving my hair out of the way.

I finally stopped puking and began to yell at myself. "Fuck! You wasted all that time eating just to throw it up! God I'm such a fuck up!" I yelled at myself. I was extremely mad that all those hours of trying to eat had been wasted.

"Frank you are not a fuck up and what are you talking about wasting all that time eating?" He asked.

I looked up at him but was to ashamed. I averted my stare to the floor instead. "Well you hadn't visited me for four days...and I decided to eat so I could surprise you...I ate three whole meals throughout the four days total and just wasted all of it!" I yelled at myself.

"Did you really eat four complete meals?" He asked me sounding hopeful.

"Yea I kept track of calories..." I said grabbing a journal I'd been keeping with everything if eaten in it and handing it to him.

He he pulled me into a giant hug. "Frank I'm so fucking proud of you that amazing baby!" He said giving me a kiss in the cheek.

"No it's not! Mason showed up and fucking ruined everything!" I screamed. Mason? Mason had found me.
"g-gee how'd he find me?" I asked ready to cry again. Gees face dropped and I felt my stomach drop along with it.

"I-I don't know, but he won't be coming back so don't worry. I'll stay with you and make sure."

"O-ok but gee I-I'm scared."

"I know you are but we'll get through this I promise."