I ended up crashing at gees house for the night. I woke up in the middle of the night from a nightmare about mason. I looked around the living room from my spot on the couch. I stood up and opened the window near me. im guessing gee and mikey had went up to their rooms, so I went and grabbed my cigarettes from a my jacket. I lit one up and just sat there. My life was such a mess, I was a messed up person though.

"you ok?' I turned to see mikey standing in the hallway toward the door looking at me.

"yea im fine what're you doing" I asked since he was obviously going out.

"please don't tell gee...im just going out with some friends, and ill be back before he normally gets up, I promise I wont get wasted or anything, just please don't tell him," I thought for a few moments, before finally deciding ''yea ok."

'thanks frank" he said smiling at me before opening the door and walking out. I couldn't fall back asleep so I turned on the tv, making sure that the volume wouldn't wake gee, and watched a few movies.

I looked at the clock which read 3:00 a.m. I" sighed and was about to lite another cig when I heard gee. "frank what're you doing up?' he asked his voice still groggy. "I couldn't sleep well, sorry if I woke you up."

"no you didn't I couldn't sleep either so I was just coming to check on you" he said walking over and siting on the couch next to me. I put my cigarette away and laid down with my head on gee's lap. he began petting my head, running his fingers through my hair, which calmed me down. "frank I hate seeing you hurt"

his word shocked me at first I wasn't hurt at the moment, and I didn't think I looked hurt. "but gee im not hurting? what do you mean?"

'I mean your the love of my life and id do anything to make you happy, but with mason around, hhe hurts you, and I hate seeing the aftermath. I know you probably don't notice, but I can see the changes in your personality, and eyes that your hurting."

"gee im happy right now, don't ruin the moment....and since were both up" I said smirking at him signaling that I was up for having some fun. "im sorry Frankie im just not in the mood right now." he said giving me a sad look.

"why not?" I said sitting up from my laying position.

'frank don't get upset im just not in the mood!" he sid getting defensive. I could tell something was off, but I knew he wouldn't tell me, id have to work it out of him,

"what'd you do?' I asked harshly hoping to scare him.

"w-what?"

"what. did. you. do."

"I-I called the cops........'