I look down as I mutter, …


“I..,” I can’t tell her, “I like Frank…” I sigh and bite my bottom lip. “Why is he unreachable, honey?” Mom asks. I look up, into her eyes. Shit. I forgot about that. “I just think him and Mikey have feelings for each other.” I sigh. That might just be true, maybe the hallway conversation didn’t mean anything and was just a distraction? Suddenly, out of absolutely nowhere, the door opens and Mikey and Frank come running in. Fuck. “Gee? You okay??” Frank and Mikey both hurry over, Mikey grabbing my left shoulder and Frank grabbing my hand. I blush, at Mikey’s hand of course, but mom probably will think it’s because of Frank.
“I’m fine.” I say, hoping I sound convincing enough. I probably do, because they both sigh in relief. “We were so worried!” Mikey gushes. “I’m sorry for worrying you. Now, go back to school Mikes.” I say with a nervous glance at him and Frank. Frank still holds my hand, but I’m not going to let go, as mom is still watching. “Let’s go then…” Mikey says to Frank with a glance at his feet. “Nah, they threw me around today already, I don’t feel like going back.” Frank shrugs and sits down next to me, our legs touching.
I shuffle a bit, uncomfortable with the way Frank is touching me; he’s still holding my hand too. From the corner of my eye, I see Mikey slowly backing up, his face looking torn as he looks at our hands. Suddenly, he darts for the door and I hear him sobbing faintly. I have to fight the urge to run after him, hug him, comfort him like I used to. I love you! My mind screams, and I feel my stomach twisting. I feel sick.
“Frankie…” I whisper and look at him. He’s closer than expected though, our lips are almost touching and I feel his breath on my face. “Gee…” He says softly, while bringing a hand up to my face, and stroking away tears I hadn’t even noticed were there. “I shouldn’t… But I just can’t resist anymore.” He says. Suddenly I feel his lips on mine, kissing me feverishly. I feel myself kissing him back, I don’t want to though… But I can’t move. I’m frozen on the spot, nailed to the couch. I try pushing him off, but all my arms will do is fold themselves around his tattooed neck, as my lips still move against his. NO! My mind screams at me. I don’t want this! I want Mikey! Unwillingly, I feel my eyelids closing, my arms pulling Frank closer until he’s nearly sitting on my lap, my lips moving against his in a deeper, more passionate way. Suddenly Frank pulls away, my eyelids open and I can see tears in his eyes.
“I-…” He starts but didn’t get to finish, because of Mikey running back in. “I knew it! I knew it! You filthy traitor, you bastard!” Mikey screeches at Frank, pointing an accusing finger. “You were always eyeballing him, always lost in thought when we talked about him! And now I told you…” He screams before sinking down onto his knees and sobbing into his hands. “I thought I could trust you with my secret…”
He whispers faintly. Frank looks at me with wide eyes, pulling at my hand as if to tell me to not go to him. “Gee… I’m sorry…” Frank whispers, his nose in my hair and his lips on my ear. “But… I like you…” He adds and kisses down the side of my neck. “Frank… No…” I say, but it doesn’t come out the way I want it to, I end up sounding rather turned on. “You do want me, don’t you.” Frank says, like he’s just won.
“Frank. I love someone else.” I say coldly as I try to crawl away. But Frank holds me close. He’s strong for a small guy… “No you don’t… You told me. In your sleep.” He whispers and shivers run up my spine. He’s been watching me? But how? And for how long? Fear and cold take over my bloodstream and I freeze on the spot. Could he be… No…
“I have to go comfort my brother.” I say, my voice filling with affection. I see it working on him, his face giving away his jealousy, then showing his true sadness. “Fine. Go to your brother. But you won’t get to see me anymore.” He says coldly and jumped up, running to the door before disappearing. “Mikey…” I run to him, sinking down next to him and pulling him into my arms. “Gee? Do you really love him..?” I hear Mikey.

So he heard all that…

Notes

ew depressing chapter ;-; sory guys don't hate me