I am hoping through the dark clouds light shall break and bring a bright sky I am hoping through the dark clouds light shall break and bring a bright sky I am hoping through the dark clouds light shall break and bring a bright sky The lyrics danced around my head with hope. Well what else do I have? I can't seem to shake the feeling I was getting in way too deep. Biffy Clyro. That's all I have to say, they don't need to be described. They are what got me through harsh times. I had never heard such harsh but real hope in songs before, Love was a main factor in their songs. It never meant more than what it said. People back home hated the band. They are a Scottish band who have cool accents and catchy lines. How a girl like me in a small town heard of them I still don't know. They were going somewhere, I don't know where but they had to, their music was beautiful. I sat up on my bed and turned off my laptop, shutting off the music that was filling the room. Maybe I needed to get out of this house. It's been 2 weeks since we moved in to the lovely state of NJ. I truly need to see this place to really have any idea of what I am getting myself into. I walked out of my room and went downstairs, grabbed my greenday hoody and went to leave when. "Hayley where are you going?" my mom said. "Oh I just wanted to go for a walk somewhere, get to know this place a little more" I smiled. "Okay, Hayley I want you to be home before 9 okay?" She demanded. "Yeah sure" I sighed. That gave me 2 hours to explore this brilliant place I was to now call home. Mikey hadn't talked to me much and I had wondered why he wasn't replying to my texts. I shook it off because somehow it never mattered to me, making friends wasn't a big deal to me. Yeah it would be nice to have someone to share my strange and weird opinions to, talk to about my day and maybe even become best friends who do everything together. It seemed like that was never going to happen. I neared a park, it looked dead or like it should be in dawn of the dead. I wasn't too sure. I loved that movie and I couldn't stand that most people didn't give it enough of a chance. I looked around and saw a swing, sweet. I sat down and swung forward and back. The autumn air was blowing in my face, the smell of bark was filling up around me. My mother always told me that I should be happy to smell such lovely things like the seasons. I on the other hand didn't care, flowers didn't make me happy and neither did snow. An hour passed so quickly, I didn't even notice someone walking into the park. As the person grew closer, I paniced thinking I'm gonna get killed. "Hayley? Is that you?" The figure said "Mikey?" I said confused, looking at the figure with more detail. "What are you doing out here alone?" Mikey stated sounding pretty worried. "I could ask you the same question?" I smiled. "I don't like you being out here alone, Hayley" he said still looking at his shoes. "Why haven't you returned my calls or texts?" I asked getting a little bit pissed. "Can we not do this?" He asked. "well I know we hardly know each other but you can't just act like you wanna be friends then ignore me for 2 weeks, it makes me feel as though I've done something terrible!" I blurted out without thinking. "It's not your fault Hayley, it's my brother" he said slowly, "Your brother? Seriously if that's all you got just be honest and tell me right now it's because I'm a freak and you don't like me!" I said before walking away. "Hayley wait, no it's not how it sounds, my brother wants me to stay away from you" He said breathlessly while trying to catch up with me. "What" I said turning to face him, "sorry but who the hell is your brother, I don't know who he is and if I've even done anything to upset him, I have only ever talked to you in our school!" I said confused. "He said your in his art class and you seem strange, I was telling him about you and he told me to stop and not talk about you, we need to stay away from people like you, you cause trouble without meaning it, I do not get it at all, that's why I have decided to not listen to him, you wanna come to my house?" He smiled. "WOW, that's a lot to take in, sure I'd love too" I laughed. We walked back to Mikeys house which was only a ten minute walk from the park. "Welcome to our awesome home" he grinned. I walked through the door and was greeted with a warm feeling, like it was somewhere new and beautiful. "Hey my mom and dad aren't home, so you don't need to worry about that, and my brother is down in his room" he said walking into the living room. "Hey Mikey who are you talking .... Oh" It was that goth kid, aww damn that's who his brother is and fuck they look similar, I don't know how I never seen it coming. "Hey Gerard, I didn't think it would be a big deal" Mikey explained. "No It's fine, I'll be back later, I gotta get out of here!" He said while grabbing his coat and slamming there door shut. "Don't worry I'll talk to him" Mikey smile trying to make me feel better. Truth is I didn't feel better, I felt terrible, this guy had automatically ruined my chance at friends. The worst part is he had never talked to me at all in the two weeks I had been here! god this was gonna be fun! Mikey walked me home and I went into my bed and thought about everything that pissed me off about him. He was beautiful though, face of an angel. Asshole mouth though, fuck this is going to be a long night.