The One That Got Away
Chapter 41
Frank’s P.O.V
Gerard led me out of the cafeteria and we made a silent agreement to skip the rest of our classes. So we ended up at his house, in his room, sitting on his bed just staring at eachother. It had been about 10 minutes and it seemed that we weren’t talking any time soon and I was okay with that.I was thinking over what he told Anna in the cafeteria. The things that he told her left me with my mouth open, did he really feel that way about me or was he just mad at her?
Don’t get me wrong I wasn’t doubting the love that Gerard had for me. I was just wondering what he meant by all the things he said, was he feeling what I was feeling for him for so long? I know that this whole liking guys thing was new for him and I didn’t want to push something like ‘love’ onto him this soon. This whole entire situation, though, solidified the love that I was feeling for him and I feel like he needs to know that, but he has that adorable face on. You might not know it, but when he thinks too hard he looks to the ceiling and pokes out his tongue. It's like making that face will solve all his problems. I can’t disturb that, but for the first time in the hour, the silence was killing me.
“Gee?”
“Yeah Frankie?” he asked breaking free from his trance.
“I know this may not be the most perfect place to tell you but ...”
“But what Frankie? Don’t tell me you’re breaking up with me! If it's about what Anna said don’t listen to her. She’s a bitch and a slut and she doesn’t even deserve to see your pretty face everyday at school...”
“Gerard” I interrupted.
“...She’s a horrible person and she’s probably going to become no one in the world. She’s going to become a hobo and no one will ever even turn their heads to look at her....”
“Gee?” I tried again.
“...Or maybe she’ll stay with that guy that she cheated on me with and they’ll have a hundred million babies by the time she’s 25 and her and him will be fat and alone...”
“GERARD!!!” I yelled to get his attention. “One I think that’s impossible and two I was never going to break up with you I was going to tell you something extremely important until you interrupted me. Lastly, you really need to catch yourself when you’re rambling.”
“Sorry Frankie, continue” he said with a hand gesture meaning that I should continue.
I sighed, “Like I was saying, I know that this isn’t the most perfect place or time to say this, but I feel like you should know it after what happened with Anna.” I took another deep breath, “Gerard, I love you.” I stared at him with tears in my eyes and he just looked like a deer caught in the headlights of a car. He was just staring at me wide eyed. I took the silence as a bad thing so I panicked and was about to add something else to that to not feel so rejected, but just as I was about to add it Gerard tackled me and I ended up on my back and he was straddling me.
“Oh Frankie.”
“Gee?” I questioned.
Gerard led me out of the cafeteria and we made a silent agreement to skip the rest of our classes. So we ended up at his house, in his room, sitting on his bed just staring at eachother. It had been about 10 minutes and it seemed that we weren’t talking any time soon and I was okay with that.I was thinking over what he told Anna in the cafeteria. The things that he told her left me with my mouth open, did he really feel that way about me or was he just mad at her?
Don’t get me wrong I wasn’t doubting the love that Gerard had for me. I was just wondering what he meant by all the things he said, was he feeling what I was feeling for him for so long? I know that this whole liking guys thing was new for him and I didn’t want to push something like ‘love’ onto him this soon. This whole entire situation, though, solidified the love that I was feeling for him and I feel like he needs to know that, but he has that adorable face on. You might not know it, but when he thinks too hard he looks to the ceiling and pokes out his tongue. It's like making that face will solve all his problems. I can’t disturb that, but for the first time in the hour, the silence was killing me.
“Gee?”
“Yeah Frankie?” he asked breaking free from his trance.
“I know this may not be the most perfect place to tell you but ...”
“But what Frankie? Don’t tell me you’re breaking up with me! If it's about what Anna said don’t listen to her. She’s a bitch and a slut and she doesn’t even deserve to see your pretty face everyday at school...”
“Gerard” I interrupted.
“...She’s a horrible person and she’s probably going to become no one in the world. She’s going to become a hobo and no one will ever even turn their heads to look at her....”
“Gee?” I tried again.
“...Or maybe she’ll stay with that guy that she cheated on me with and they’ll have a hundred million babies by the time she’s 25 and her and him will be fat and alone...”
“GERARD!!!” I yelled to get his attention. “One I think that’s impossible and two I was never going to break up with you I was going to tell you something extremely important until you interrupted me. Lastly, you really need to catch yourself when you’re rambling.”
“Sorry Frankie, continue” he said with a hand gesture meaning that I should continue.
I sighed, “Like I was saying, I know that this isn’t the most perfect place or time to say this, but I feel like you should know it after what happened with Anna.” I took another deep breath, “Gerard, I love you.” I stared at him with tears in my eyes and he just looked like a deer caught in the headlights of a car. He was just staring at me wide eyed. I took the silence as a bad thing so I panicked and was about to add something else to that to not feel so rejected, but just as I was about to add it Gerard tackled me and I ended up on my back and he was straddling me.
“Oh Frankie.”
“Gee?” I questioned.
Notes
Friday post!!! Hey girls and guys... is there any guys reading this... that would be odd, but I don't judge. Anyways... school is stressfull, but you guys don't care. Comments? Questions? Concerns? Wanna talk? Send me a message or drop a beautiful comment.~~~~~~~~
K ;)
8/20/13