The One That Got Away
Chapter 16
Gerards' P.O.V
I ran after Anna in the attempt to plead her to not make fun of me and kill the social life that I don't have, but things turned out differently than I expected.
~Flashback~
"Hey Anna wait! Listen I can Explain!"
"Explain what Gerard? That now you've turned into a fag for the new kid?" Her words hurt, she just can't call me a fag like that and she CERTAINLY can't call Frank a fag because, even though he does like men, that doesn't mean she has the right to call him that.
"HEY! Don't call him a fag okay?"
"Oh so now you're defending him? When two weeks ago you were in LOVE with me Gerard? No! Don't explain anything to me okay? We have a problem and I have a solution... in school we are the perfect couple, you love me and I love you. After school I don't care what you do with your life or that little fairy of yours. We will go to every dance and every school event that I cheer at. You aren't gay and you don't talk to that THING during school hours unless you absolutely have to okay?"
"Anna I don't think that I can..."
"No Gerard you don't get it do you? You don't think anymore you just do what I say okay?" She slapped my cheek a bit too hard then walked away.
~End Flashback~
How could I let her manipulate me like that? Why did I even let her continue? I should have just shut her up and said no, but i didn't and now she's going to make me her bitch. Fuck! I can't even talk to Mikey about it because he still doesn't know about everything that happened between me and Frank.
But I'm desperate for good advice and Mikey is full of it, so I'm going to tell him... everything.
I ran after Anna in the attempt to plead her to not make fun of me and kill the social life that I don't have, but things turned out differently than I expected.
~Flashback~
"Hey Anna wait! Listen I can Explain!"
"Explain what Gerard? That now you've turned into a fag for the new kid?" Her words hurt, she just can't call me a fag like that and she CERTAINLY can't call Frank a fag because, even though he does like men, that doesn't mean she has the right to call him that.
"HEY! Don't call him a fag okay?"
"Oh so now you're defending him? When two weeks ago you were in LOVE with me Gerard? No! Don't explain anything to me okay? We have a problem and I have a solution... in school we are the perfect couple, you love me and I love you. After school I don't care what you do with your life or that little fairy of yours. We will go to every dance and every school event that I cheer at. You aren't gay and you don't talk to that THING during school hours unless you absolutely have to okay?"
"Anna I don't think that I can..."
"No Gerard you don't get it do you? You don't think anymore you just do what I say okay?" She slapped my cheek a bit too hard then walked away.
~End Flashback~
How could I let her manipulate me like that? Why did I even let her continue? I should have just shut her up and said no, but i didn't and now she's going to make me her bitch. Fuck! I can't even talk to Mikey about it because he still doesn't know about everything that happened between me and Frank.
But I'm desperate for good advice and Mikey is full of it, so I'm going to tell him... everything.
8/20/13