Frank’s P.O.V

School. School is an awful thing. It’s a lot like window shopping. All you can do is dream and hope that one day you will have what you see in the window. Today I have been questioning whether or not I should drop theater as a whole just to avoid Gerard. Austin says that I should do what I feel is best but André says that Gerard doesn’t know that I like him so I should, in his words, grow a fucking pair and ask the dude out so I can stop moping.

I don’t know what to do or how to even deal with the hurricane of emotions that I have been dealing with since I saw Gerard with that girl. Getting cross faded with Austin proved to be no help at all, all it did was make me even more “mopy” if that’s a word. It is that same uncertainty that has me walking to class to face the man of my dreams and my nightmares.

~~~Oh Look A Mini Time Lapse~~~

“Okay class we’re getting to the point in time that we get to practice our lines wearing costumes!!” the teacher started. “Everyone get into the same groups that you guys were in last time and I’ll come around individually give you instructions.”

I was gone last time we met so I just stood around awkwardly until Karla, I think her name was, said that I was with her, her bestfriend, and Gerard, great. I closed my eyes and took deep breaths until I was calm enough to join the group without bursting into tears or commit murder, whichever one came first (although I was sure the latter of the two would).

“Okay, let’s get started,” Karla began, “How about we start from where all of our characters start talking in the bar?”

“Ya-” I started but I didn’t get to finish because we were interrupted by our teacher.

“Frank and Gerard how would you two like to go into the theater closet and go pick up all the costumes that you guys will be able to pick out from?”

“Sure, Ms. that’s a great idea!” Gerard practically yelled.

“Great! Here are passes for you two! Hurry back!” she said handing us two yellow slips of paper.

“Come on Frank” Gerard said with a smile on his face.

~~Okay Maybe One More Time Lapse~~

The walk to the theater was a little awkward because every time Gerard tried to spark up a conversation it was like he was trying to avoid the big pink elephant that both of us knew was following us.

“The closet is back stage” was the first thing Gerard said after a good awkward silence. I followed him there and once we got to it I stared at the door not knowing what to do. “Are you gonna open it or are you trying to use the force?” Gerard asked me.

“What?”

“I said are you gonna open the door or are you testing some powers that I should know about?” he reiterated.

“No, I mean, no. Wait I’m sorry I’m just really distracted right now.”

“It’s okay it happens to me all the time, but we need to hurry back so lets get that box.” I followed him into the dark room expecting it to be bigger and sadly came to figure out that it wasn’t big at all. How did I figure this out? Well I ran straight into Gerard’s back right after the door closed.

“Oh my god I’m so sorry! I thought this room would be bigger” I said quickly.

“No it’s fine, but where the fuck is the light switch!”

“I don’t know but I’ll look over here and you look over there.” After looking for a good 30 seconds (the room really isn’t that big) I couldn’t find the light switch. “Gerard I can’t find the switch.”

“Neither can I.”

“Oh my god! I can’t find the switch! Gerard! Gerard its dark,” i started getting frantic, “Gerard! Gerard I can’t breathe and its really dark!” I was hyperventilating by this point and I could feel the walls of the room getting smaller by the second. I needed to find that light switch! I’m claustrophobic and the lack of light wasn’t helping.

“Frank! I need you to calm down and breathe okay? We are gonna get out right now okay just let me get past you.” Gerard said calmly, I nodded in agreement even though he couldn’t see me. I moved out of the way and let Gerard pass by. I heard him fumble with the knob for a little while, but the light wasn’t entering the room and I was still trying to remember how to breathe. “Umm, Frank? Don’t freak out, but the door is locked.”

He should have never told me. I completely forgot how to breathe and attacked Gerard. “Gerard the room is getting smaller and I need to get out now!” I yelled grabbing a fistfull of his shirt. I was so close and he smelled so good and just wow he is really calming.

“Frank I’m sorry but the door is locked.”

“No, no, no, no, no, no, no. This cannot be happening!” I pounded the door while yelling and trying to remember how to breathe at the same time. It was at that moment that Gerard turned me around and just kissed me.

It helped calm me down, but he had no plans of stopping because the kiss soon became heated and my body felt like it was on fire and as much as I wanted to pull away and focus on the issue at hand, Gerard was doing this thing with his tongue that I didn’t know was possible. My body was on fire and Gerard was hot as well, but my body welcomed his heat.

He pulled away breathing heavily and said nothing but “I’m gonna call Mikey.”

~~Last Time Lapse~~

Mikey showed up five minutes after our make out session and showed us where the light switch was. It was outside the door. Gerard and I laughed awkwardly and Mikey looked at us with an all knowing look and when he dropped us off at class I heard him tell Gerard, “I know what you did in there and I want to know why.”

Gerard replied with a simple “Later.”

Notes

Ohh my god it has been a while! But after spending this past week reading really good books my writers block is gone and I am ready to get back to writing this! Updates should be quicker now! Wanna talk to be or ask me what are the really good books I have been reading? Drop a beautiful comment or send a message my way!
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K ;)

P.S School sucks, so yeah... I will be writing a lot!