"W-where's mikey a-and jack?" I sobbed out still not looking at gee. "Jack told mikey to stay there because he and Tyler had to show him something?....." Shit I knew what they were going to show mikey. They were going to show him my journal. The one thing that I wrote everything mason did to me in it and of course Tyler had found it one day while snooping and took it off me.

I didn't say anything else I just kept crying. I hated people seeing my legs because they were the only part of my body I liked but according to everyone they were scary looking because it was literally just skin and bone. I didnt really want gee to see my legs but I felt like looking at them because I always try and avoid looking at the nasty scars on my legs and since mason is now back I felt like I had to.

I rolled up my pant legs and I felt gee stiffen at the sight of my legs. I traced over the scars two letters on each leg spelling out 'mine'. The very last month I was with mason he wanted to surprise me by making me officially 100% his. I thought it was going to be a promise ring or something but instead he tied me up and carved 'mine' into my legs so deep it'll be a scar forever. "Mine?" Gee asked uncertainty.

"Yea. I'm his. He marked me so ill always be his but I mean I knew that all along, I mean look at me! I only like my legs yet everyone thinks there horrible or that looking at them will give you cancer."

"frank can I ask you something?.."

"Shoot."

"When you were fifteen did you really only weigh 68 pounds?..." He asked.

"The night the photo was taken I did...but no that wasn't my normal weight."

"Oh thank god." He said sounding relieved.

"I was normally lighter...." I trailed off knowing that gee had obviously thought that 68 was my lowest.

"wh-what..."

"I used to try and stay around sixty....mason said I looked best like that...."

"frank can I ask another question?" I nodded. "What did mason do to you? I mean like when you said abusive did you mean-"

"stop. Just don't worry about it. What happened happened and I will never speak of it ever agian. The twins know most of it and that's all that matters. So please gee just drop-"

befor so could finish what I was saying gee had his lips planted on me. We made out for a while before he pulled back and looked at me in the eyes. "Frankie your beautiful. I can't even begin to think about what he must have done to you to make you see yourself as ugly."

I honestly liked gee but this was wrong for Christ sake he was my teacher. My first thought was 'frank he's a teacher he's supposed to tell you that everything's ok and that every kid is unique and perfect in their own way he doesn't mean it'

i just curled up into a ball "fuck!" I yelled at myself. I just sat there not moving. I could feel gee shaking me. He eventually gave up and just sat there next to me. Honestly all I wanted him to do is to leave me alone and just be normal mr.way the art teacher not someone leading me on.