I couldn't move the pain was to great and mason made no attempt at removing the toys. I just laid there crying to myself. Mikey just sat there in fear. He had stopped crying and now was just sitting there watching me and mason not being able to help me without mason hurting him.

"Frank?" Mason asked me calmly which sacred me even more.

"W-what?"

"Are you with anyone right now?"

"N-no."

He he pulled one of the toys out causing great relief to come over me. I didn't know what he was getting at but I didn't think much of it. "Fuck! Frank you got blood all over the sheets!" He yelled hitting me with the blood covered toy.

"I-I'm sorry"

"no your not!" He yelled hitting me again.

"Stop! Stop it! Quit hitting him he Doesn't deserve this!" Mikey yelled standing and pushing mason away from me. I rolled over and pulled the toy out of myself and grabbed the bed sheets pulling them over me to cover myself.

"Go! Both of you get the fuck out!" Mason yelled at us. I reached to grab clothes but mason stopped me. He handed me my boxers and nothing else. "B-but-"

"no I'll give these back to you at school now go!" He yelled pushing us out of his room.

We started walking home. "Here." Mikey sated handing me his hoodie. "Thanks" I said putting it on. It was huge in me like a dress, but as long as I was covered I didn't really care.

"Frank why did you come to his house?.....I mean no offense but were you trying to get raped?"


"No I wasn't tying to get raped you ass hole! I just...well I was mad and I felt like if I went to his place he would try and make me." I stopped not really wanting to tell mikey I was avoiding eating.

"Why were you mad?"

"Me and gee-"

"gee?" Oh shit. "As in my brother? Wait why the hell were you with him?"

"Uhmm he came over to check on me, and-"

"check on you for what?....."

"he wanted to see why I wasn't in school,and if I was eating......" I sated awkwardly.

"Then why were you mad at him? I mean what did he do?...."
mikey asked still clearly confused as to why he was at my house.

"He tried to make me eat...and I got mad at him..." I sated not wanting to go into how he got me to eat. Mikey would probably hate me. It's his brother and my teacher I mean if it were the other way around Id be pissed. Mikey stopped walking and turned me to him.

"Frank? Why was he trying to make you eat? I mean have you been sting while you haven't been in school?" I didn't responded I just shifted my glance so I was looking at the ground. "How much do you weigh?"

"Like 86? I guess..."

"Frank! Your going to end up killing yourself!! I'm seriously worried now I had no idea your anorexica was that bad-"

"I'm not anorexic!! Quit saying that!" I yelled at him.

"Fine then what are you bulimic? Frank it's obvious that you have an eating disorder! I don't care what you say but there's obviously something wrong if your seventeen and you weigh less than a ten year old!"

"Shut the fuck up I'm fine! I don't need you and your brother both watching over me 24/7 I already have the twins for that!"


"Honestly frank I think you need therapy not just me and gee watching you-"

"no! I'm never going to therapy again. I'm perfectly fine!" I snapped.

"What do you mean again?"

"I went to therapy before and I hated it! Everyone there thought they could fix my problem by talking to me or telling me that what happened is over and that It won't happen again!" I yelled remembering all the doctors who said they could fix me and make me better.


****time lapse****


i ran away. All the way back to my house. I couldn't take mikeys interrogation. I ran crying into my house and saw Tyler. I ran up and engulfed him in a hug.

"Holy shit frank where were you it's like 5:00 am!? Me and jack were worried sick."

"He he-" I couldn't talk I was crying to much.


"He? He who? What happened?" I could tell Tyler hadn't slept much so in guessing he was waiting for me.


"He he h-hurt m-me! It was s-so painful! It's my f-fault I shouldn't have gone. B-but it hurt so much! I-I couldn't take two!" I screamed.