Time lapse

it was Wednesday and I still hadn't really left my room. I only got up to pee. I wasn't hungry so I just sat there and listened to music. As long as I was alone I felt safe. It was weird I know but I felt if I was alone that I couldn't hurt anybody and they couldn't hurt me.

It it was about 10:00 when there was a knock on the door downstairs. I walked down slowly malinbf sure whoever it was couldn't see I was home through the window because if it was mason I didn't want him to know I was here. As I got closer I saw it was gee. I opened the door the tiniest bit "what are you doing here?" I asked.

"Oh my god your okay!" He said a rush of relief coming over his face. "Can..can I come in?" I stepped back and opened the door. He stepped in and as soon as I had shut the door he engulfed me into a hug. "Why are you here? Don't you have classes to teach?...."

"No I cancelled my afternoon classes...."

"Oh. So why are you here?" I asked truly confused I mean why did he come to see me.

"Frank seriously!? I watched mason drive off with you and I stopped to check on you and the twins said you weren't here. Then you don't show up at school for three days and the twins wouldn't tell me a damn thing! What happened!?"

i grabbed bed his hand and dragged him into my room. I grabbed my journal and opened it to the page where I had written what had happened after mason drove off with me. I never let anyone touch my journal so I was nervouse because I didn't want him reading anything else. I handed it to him. "You don't read anything else except this page. Got it." He nodded seeming confused.

After he had read the page I told him I saw him about to try and turn the page. I grabbed the journal off him scaring him in the process. "I said not to read anything else!" I yelled.
when he turned to look at me I saw he was crying. "I-I had no idea...he seems so harmless...you really weren't lying about him were you..." I shook my head no.

I went to go put my journal away when gee stopped me. "Frank how much do you weigh right now? I mean like have you been eating since you haven't been at school?..."
I looked at him and lowered my head. "I don't know how much I weigh but I can check....if you want me to, but can you come with me?" I asked not wanting to face the scale alone. He noises and stood up grabbing my hand.

I lead him into the twins room. "Why are we in their bedroom?" He asked confused. "Oh...they tried to hide the scale from me they don't like me to know my weight...but I found it anyway..." I trailed off. I went into the twins closet into a box that basically had a bunch of old books in it. at the bottom though was the scale. I grabbed it and placed it on the floor.

I took off all my clothes until I was in only my underwear and stepped on the scale. It was did vital and took a minute before giving me my weight. 86.4 pounds. I started crying and ran to get my pencil hoping i had finally met my goal. I laid down and stood the pencil next to my stomach. I saw my stomach was below the red line and I sat up crying, but they were tears if joy.

I guess gee thought somethingn was wrong because he came and wrapped his arms around me. "Frankie what's wrong?..."

I stood up and wrapped him in the biggest hug I'd ever given. "nothing's wrong! I finally met my goal everything a perfect my stomach was below the red line! I can't believe I finally did it!" I yelled jumping up and down. Gee immedietley pushed me off him and grabbed my shoulders. "Frank what did that scale say you weighed!" He asked seeming angry. "86-"

"frank how can you be happy about that! Your basically killing yourself slowly dying more every day!"

I felt angry now. How could be not be happy for me. I honestly didn't care if I was dying like I said earlier. "So what is be less of a bother underground! It's not like anyone needs me anyway." I said running out of the room and into my bedroom like a five year old. I sat on my bed crying. I felt him push me down on to my back and straddle me. He kissed me roughly and pulled back looking straight into my eyes. "I need you Frankie."