What wouldn't I do for you?
Die, Die my Darling
Gerard [P.O.V.]
It was October 31st and you know what? I couldn't wait to see Frank again. He had visited me both days I was in the hospital and he even helped me out at home. Grandma was nice but Frank just always made me feel better. I remember how he saw me feeling so bad he came over and whispered "Do you want anything Gee?" I groaned
"Can you get me some coffee?"
"How will coffee make you better?" He smiled.
"I am cold is all." I whispered shivering a bit.
"Well let me get you a blanket then silly." I watched him walk up to my room and grab a small batman blanket off my bed. He draped it over me perfectly. I smiled at him
"What would I do with out you?"
"Be cold." He giggled at the end. He sat down next to me turning on the TV. I smiled as he turned on cartoons. I was seventeen way to old for Spongebob but I didn't care. I began to maneuver my self next to Frankie. He helped me ever so gently. I smiled with my head on his chest. He smelt so beautiful. He smelt of vanilla and something softer maybe Rose. I heard his heart beating rapidly. I whispered
"What is wrong Frankie?" He calmly said
"Oh its nothing. I'm just, yeah." I looked up to Frank who was already looking down at me. I whispered
"I'm looking into the eyes of perfection." Frank hushed me and gently ran his hand across my high cheek bone. I felt such devotion to this guy. He truly cared about me and made me feel special.
"Gee, I love your smile. Your smile is what gets me. Nothing else matters to me if you are smiling with me." I sighed at him praying his plump lips would land on mine. I wanted to feel his beautiful mouth softly caressing my own. It was such a passionate feeling I hoped it would happen with all me heart. I felt Frank get closer to me just as Mikey walked into the room. He smiled widely
"Would you like some waffles?" I hushed him cursing him in the process. Mikey stifled a laugh. I groaned
"Sense when did you start talking?" He smiled and walked upstairs. Frank had left soon afterwards. I was defeated to say the least. I sighed at the memory of perfection. Today was Frank's party so maybe I could jump him tonight. I felt a lot better and what are movies better for than making out? I looked at the clock I would have to leave with Mikey now to get to Frank's house. I ran downstairs to Mikey smiling at me
"Some one is excited to see their not so secret crush." I made a snide face at him and walked out the door him following not to far behind.
We arrived at Frank's in about ten minutes. Brendon and Ryan were already there. I smiled at Frank's mom though I hated that witch. We walked to Frank's basement bedroom. Inside Frank sat on his bed with Ryan and Brendon on the couch. Mikey snagged the chair leaving me with the bed next to Frank. Frank smiled
"Hi gee, I'm really happy to see you are looking better." I laughed
"Yeah I'm happy that you turn what 16 today?" Frank nodded
"Yeah I do! I hope that my mom doesn't get too drunk tonight. She gets obnoxious when she is drunk. It actually is quite irritating. I also wish something else would happen though I am fully aware that it won't." I smiled at his innocence
"What is that sweet little Frankie?" He blushed a little and just stared at me through his beautiful long black lashes. I knew right away what Frank wanted and I did too. I was about to say something but Ryan piped up
"So what movie are we gonna watch?" Frank jumped up leaving me alone on the big bed
"Well how about Insidious? I haven't seen it yet so good choice?" Everyone nodded. Frank put in the movie and passes a box of pizza around. I took a coke from his soda collection. I sat back against the headboard smiling. Frank scooted close to me and whispered in my ear "Gee, turn off the light." I did as he commanded. Frank nuzzled up into my arm. I put it around him and he laid his head on my chest. I once again felt the perfection. Mikey smiled at me and mouthed
'Kiss him you moron.' I giggled a bit. Frank looked up at me with a pleading look in his eyes. I smiled at his innocent eyes. He came up close to my ear and whispered
"Kiss me you animal." I looked at him and pulled his head to mine and brushed our lips together for a split second. Frank frowned as I pulled away. I smiled
"I'm not a cheap whore Frankie geez." I smiled again as I brought him back in for a longer more passionate kiss. He was so smooth as his lips brushed against mine so gently. I felt his tongue on my bottom lip begging for permission. I opened my mouth slightly to let him in and he took full advantage. I felt our tongues dance in perfect harmony. I pulled away though to smile at this marvelous man before me. He smiled
"Would you believe that was my first kiss?" I whispered
"I couldn't tell baby." Frank rested his head on my chest again. I smiled at him fidgeting with my fingers. He was so adorable. I saw his smile fade as an intense scene started. I covered my crotch for dear life. It really couldn't take anymore beatings. Frank jumped into me a little more. He was sobbing for some reason though. I looked down and him and whispered
"Frankie baby it is just a movie I promise it won't hurt you." He looked at me
"Gee, my mom doesn't know I'm gay." I whispered
"Well, what a bomb shell this is." As I said that Frank's mom bust into the room drunkenly slurring her words. Frank began to panic and I could tell he was gonna need some help. I grabbed him and kissed his forehead gently. His mom yelled
"Well, he's ugly and a faggot how befitting. Worthless piece of shit." I stood up
"Frank is beautiful inside and out. You ma'am are the ugly one here." She walked over and slapped me across the face. Frank yelled
"Mom stop it!" I felt a red print already forming. She screamed
"Franklin Iero! You are no son of mine!" I saw Frank's heart break right there. I ran to him and pulled him to my chest tightly. I whispered
"You don't deserve this."
"Yes he does and he can't live here anymore I hate him!" I saw his eyes painfully looking for his mother to stop. I hushed him
"Come live with me. Me and Mikey went through this we can help." Mikey had his hand on my shoulder. He nodded in agreement. Ryan was starring shocked. Brendon was shooing out Ms. Iero. I felt a hand on my shirt hem. I saw Frank having a panic attack. I yelled
"Frank calm down!" Brendon screamed
"Grab his anxiety meds!" I found an orange pill bottle that said take two in case of emergency. I put the white pills in Frank's mouth and massaged his throat so he would swallow. Soon Frank had calmed. I held him singing anything that was coming into my head. Die, Die my Darling by the Misfits blasted in my head though and that was not the song for this situation at all.
It was October 31st and you know what? I couldn't wait to see Frank again. He had visited me both days I was in the hospital and he even helped me out at home. Grandma was nice but Frank just always made me feel better. I remember how he saw me feeling so bad he came over and whispered "Do you want anything Gee?" I groaned
"Can you get me some coffee?"
"How will coffee make you better?" He smiled.
"I am cold is all." I whispered shivering a bit.
"Well let me get you a blanket then silly." I watched him walk up to my room and grab a small batman blanket off my bed. He draped it over me perfectly. I smiled at him
"What would I do with out you?"
"Be cold." He giggled at the end. He sat down next to me turning on the TV. I smiled as he turned on cartoons. I was seventeen way to old for Spongebob but I didn't care. I began to maneuver my self next to Frankie. He helped me ever so gently. I smiled with my head on his chest. He smelt so beautiful. He smelt of vanilla and something softer maybe Rose. I heard his heart beating rapidly. I whispered
"What is wrong Frankie?" He calmly said
"Oh its nothing. I'm just, yeah." I looked up to Frank who was already looking down at me. I whispered
"I'm looking into the eyes of perfection." Frank hushed me and gently ran his hand across my high cheek bone. I felt such devotion to this guy. He truly cared about me and made me feel special.
"Gee, I love your smile. Your smile is what gets me. Nothing else matters to me if you are smiling with me." I sighed at him praying his plump lips would land on mine. I wanted to feel his beautiful mouth softly caressing my own. It was such a passionate feeling I hoped it would happen with all me heart. I felt Frank get closer to me just as Mikey walked into the room. He smiled widely
"Would you like some waffles?" I hushed him cursing him in the process. Mikey stifled a laugh. I groaned
"Sense when did you start talking?" He smiled and walked upstairs. Frank had left soon afterwards. I was defeated to say the least. I sighed at the memory of perfection. Today was Frank's party so maybe I could jump him tonight. I felt a lot better and what are movies better for than making out? I looked at the clock I would have to leave with Mikey now to get to Frank's house. I ran downstairs to Mikey smiling at me
"Some one is excited to see their not so secret crush." I made a snide face at him and walked out the door him following not to far behind.
We arrived at Frank's in about ten minutes. Brendon and Ryan were already there. I smiled at Frank's mom though I hated that witch. We walked to Frank's basement bedroom. Inside Frank sat on his bed with Ryan and Brendon on the couch. Mikey snagged the chair leaving me with the bed next to Frank. Frank smiled
"Hi gee, I'm really happy to see you are looking better." I laughed
"Yeah I'm happy that you turn what 16 today?" Frank nodded
"Yeah I do! I hope that my mom doesn't get too drunk tonight. She gets obnoxious when she is drunk. It actually is quite irritating. I also wish something else would happen though I am fully aware that it won't." I smiled at his innocence
"What is that sweet little Frankie?" He blushed a little and just stared at me through his beautiful long black lashes. I knew right away what Frank wanted and I did too. I was about to say something but Ryan piped up
"So what movie are we gonna watch?" Frank jumped up leaving me alone on the big bed
"Well how about Insidious? I haven't seen it yet so good choice?" Everyone nodded. Frank put in the movie and passes a box of pizza around. I took a coke from his soda collection. I sat back against the headboard smiling. Frank scooted close to me and whispered in my ear "Gee, turn off the light." I did as he commanded. Frank nuzzled up into my arm. I put it around him and he laid his head on my chest. I once again felt the perfection. Mikey smiled at me and mouthed
'Kiss him you moron.' I giggled a bit. Frank looked up at me with a pleading look in his eyes. I smiled at his innocent eyes. He came up close to my ear and whispered
"Kiss me you animal." I looked at him and pulled his head to mine and brushed our lips together for a split second. Frank frowned as I pulled away. I smiled
"I'm not a cheap whore Frankie geez." I smiled again as I brought him back in for a longer more passionate kiss. He was so smooth as his lips brushed against mine so gently. I felt his tongue on my bottom lip begging for permission. I opened my mouth slightly to let him in and he took full advantage. I felt our tongues dance in perfect harmony. I pulled away though to smile at this marvelous man before me. He smiled
"Would you believe that was my first kiss?" I whispered
"I couldn't tell baby." Frank rested his head on my chest again. I smiled at him fidgeting with my fingers. He was so adorable. I saw his smile fade as an intense scene started. I covered my crotch for dear life. It really couldn't take anymore beatings. Frank jumped into me a little more. He was sobbing for some reason though. I looked down and him and whispered
"Frankie baby it is just a movie I promise it won't hurt you." He looked at me
"Gee, my mom doesn't know I'm gay." I whispered
"Well, what a bomb shell this is." As I said that Frank's mom bust into the room drunkenly slurring her words. Frank began to panic and I could tell he was gonna need some help. I grabbed him and kissed his forehead gently. His mom yelled
"Well, he's ugly and a faggot how befitting. Worthless piece of shit." I stood up
"Frank is beautiful inside and out. You ma'am are the ugly one here." She walked over and slapped me across the face. Frank yelled
"Mom stop it!" I felt a red print already forming. She screamed
"Franklin Iero! You are no son of mine!" I saw Frank's heart break right there. I ran to him and pulled him to my chest tightly. I whispered
"You don't deserve this."
"Yes he does and he can't live here anymore I hate him!" I saw his eyes painfully looking for his mother to stop. I hushed him
"Come live with me. Me and Mikey went through this we can help." Mikey had his hand on my shoulder. He nodded in agreement. Ryan was starring shocked. Brendon was shooing out Ms. Iero. I felt a hand on my shirt hem. I saw Frank having a panic attack. I yelled
"Frank calm down!" Brendon screamed
"Grab his anxiety meds!" I found an orange pill bottle that said take two in case of emergency. I put the white pills in Frank's mouth and massaged his throat so he would swallow. Soon Frank had calmed. I held him singing anything that was coming into my head. Die, Die my Darling by the Misfits blasted in my head though and that was not the song for this situation at all.
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