What wouldn't I do for you?
But it's better if you do!
Frank [P.O.V.]
Gerard was acting a little strange avoiding me completely. To be honest I wanted to talk about his dream, but it was obvious he didn't want to. I sighed as I began to run to catch him. I hate physical exercise but Gee is worth it. Softly I touched his shoulder.
"Yes?"
"Gee, talk to me. What was that dream about last night." He looked at the ground
"I don't want to."
"But it's better if you do. So spill." I smiled to show how much I cared.
"Well, it was all about me falling." He had a tear in the corner of his eye.
"I know there was more. What did it have to do with me?" He looked back to the ground and softly said
"You... weerree... I saw you, um, mangled and d-dead." I grabbed his arm and whispered in his ear
"I'm fine, you are fine. I am not going anywhere I promise." He smiled down at me a bit. I laughed and he was so gorgeous. My black bangs fell in my eyes, and softly he brushed them behind my ear. I saw how nervous he looked. I whispered "The second day won't be that bad."
"How do you know that?" He sighed.
"I'm here aren't I?" My sarcastic little tone came out.
"Frank how do you do it?"
"Do what Gee?"
"Make me feel not so alone all the time." I pulled him into a big hug and put my head into the crevice of his neck. He smelt so good. I wanted to keep him here forever. My arms around him, his arms around me. Pure perfection. Gerard pulled away and I let a small pout form. Gerard noticed quickly saying "I'm sorry Frank it is just, I've been hurt bad in the past. Trusting is a hard thing for me." I sighed
"Gerard Way, I only want to make you happy and see your beautiful smile." He looked down at the ground
"If that is true you have a lot of work ahead of you." I was about to say how worth it he was when a voice from down the hall yelled
"Hey faggots. Gonna fuck right in the hallway?" A boy with dark black hair and a letterman jacket strutted over. He smirked at me. "Hey shorty. I heard you're a bottom. I could see that." I snarled
"What does my sexuality mean to you?"
"Oh, did I offend the little queer?" Gerard mockingly said
"You don't have the vocabulary to offend a deaf man." The boy laughed
"Oh getting defensive for your ass buddy? How sweet." I wanted to punch this kid I knew exactly who he was. He was the most rude inconsiderate kid I had ever met. He was rascist, homophobic and worst off a jock. He ran his mouth to everyone. Gerard smiled lightly
"Who do you think you are asshole?"
"I'm Zayn Malik. I run this school bitch!" I wasn't going to deny the truth. Gerard grabbed my hand as Zayn went to punch me. I had been so wrapped up in thought I had not noticed the fist flying at my face. Gee moving me saved me from a broken nose and that was touching. I looked up to his beautiful face. Zayn moved in on Gerard though, and knocked him in the face. Gee fell. My mind raced as to how to help as I watched Gerard take multiple hits to the stomach. He groaned in agony. I screamed
"STOP! DON'T HURT HIM PLEASE!" Tears rushed down my face. Gerard lay on the ground in a ball. Zayn kicked him as hard as he could. He kicked him in the abdominal then the balls. The terror that rose in his screams of pain cut me deeply. I wondered why no one had come out yet to see why everyone was yelling. Finally a teacher raced out. He yelled enough as he pulled Zayn away from Gerard. I knelt down beside Gee. "I am the worst friend ever." I sobbed onto Gerard who was in a huddled mass. He was shaking uncontrollably. I felt so like a complete piece of shit. The school nurse came and got Gerard. I whispered "Can I go with?" She sighed and nodded her head. I followed poor Gerard to the nurses office. She began to examine him thoroughly. She whispered
"Broken rib or two, maybe a concussion. His back is badly bruised. Pelvic bone is still intact." Every word cut me like a butcher knife. I looked at Gee with tears streaming his cheeks. I hoped to God the medics got here soon. With in minutes a team of medics arrived in an ambulance. Gerard was placed on a stretcher. He looked so innocent and broken. I felt a tear fall down my cheek. Gerard with as much pain as he was in wiped it away. He whispered so faintly
"Don't cry for my Frankie. You are too beautiful." He was then ripped away from me. I sat down in the nurses and sobbed uncontrollably. The nurse made a call. I couldn't hear what she said so I just kept hating myself. Mikey walked in and knelt beside me placing a hand on my shoulder for reassurance to me and balancing himself. He whispered
"Frank. I know you really like Gerard, as more than a friend. It is two days that you have known him and you already blame yourself for what he does." I gazed at Mikey
"I just, he makes me feel so safe." I felt another tear roll down my face.
"That's okay. I understand this completely."
"You do?" I felt the desperation come out in my voice.
"Yes, I feel that way about Alicia. She is my savior. She brought me back to life. I don't know if Gee told you anything but our parents beat and abused us. They then abandoned us this year. We live with our grandmother Daloris. I wish she was younger though because she is quite ill." I looked at Mikey in all seriousness
"I am so sorry."
"It isn't your fault there are shitty people in the world."
"I wish I could help." I mumbled.
"You can Frank. I know how to help Gerard. When we were little he used to say he wanted an all black box of crayons. It would make him smile again I know it."
"Thank you Mikey. Don't tell Gee about this though okay?"
"I promise you Frank." He smiled and pulled me into a long nice hug. It wasn't like Gerard but I felt a bit better.
Gerard was acting a little strange avoiding me completely. To be honest I wanted to talk about his dream, but it was obvious he didn't want to. I sighed as I began to run to catch him. I hate physical exercise but Gee is worth it. Softly I touched his shoulder.
"Yes?"
"Gee, talk to me. What was that dream about last night." He looked at the ground
"I don't want to."
"But it's better if you do. So spill." I smiled to show how much I cared.
"Well, it was all about me falling." He had a tear in the corner of his eye.
"I know there was more. What did it have to do with me?" He looked back to the ground and softly said
"You... weerree... I saw you, um, mangled and d-dead." I grabbed his arm and whispered in his ear
"I'm fine, you are fine. I am not going anywhere I promise." He smiled down at me a bit. I laughed and he was so gorgeous. My black bangs fell in my eyes, and softly he brushed them behind my ear. I saw how nervous he looked. I whispered "The second day won't be that bad."
"How do you know that?" He sighed.
"I'm here aren't I?" My sarcastic little tone came out.
"Frank how do you do it?"
"Do what Gee?"
"Make me feel not so alone all the time." I pulled him into a big hug and put my head into the crevice of his neck. He smelt so good. I wanted to keep him here forever. My arms around him, his arms around me. Pure perfection. Gerard pulled away and I let a small pout form. Gerard noticed quickly saying "I'm sorry Frank it is just, I've been hurt bad in the past. Trusting is a hard thing for me." I sighed
"Gerard Way, I only want to make you happy and see your beautiful smile." He looked down at the ground
"If that is true you have a lot of work ahead of you." I was about to say how worth it he was when a voice from down the hall yelled
"Hey faggots. Gonna fuck right in the hallway?" A boy with dark black hair and a letterman jacket strutted over. He smirked at me. "Hey shorty. I heard you're a bottom. I could see that." I snarled
"What does my sexuality mean to you?"
"Oh, did I offend the little queer?" Gerard mockingly said
"You don't have the vocabulary to offend a deaf man." The boy laughed
"Oh getting defensive for your ass buddy? How sweet." I wanted to punch this kid I knew exactly who he was. He was the most rude inconsiderate kid I had ever met. He was rascist, homophobic and worst off a jock. He ran his mouth to everyone. Gerard smiled lightly
"Who do you think you are asshole?"
"I'm Zayn Malik. I run this school bitch!" I wasn't going to deny the truth. Gerard grabbed my hand as Zayn went to punch me. I had been so wrapped up in thought I had not noticed the fist flying at my face. Gee moving me saved me from a broken nose and that was touching. I looked up to his beautiful face. Zayn moved in on Gerard though, and knocked him in the face. Gee fell. My mind raced as to how to help as I watched Gerard take multiple hits to the stomach. He groaned in agony. I screamed
"STOP! DON'T HURT HIM PLEASE!" Tears rushed down my face. Gerard lay on the ground in a ball. Zayn kicked him as hard as he could. He kicked him in the abdominal then the balls. The terror that rose in his screams of pain cut me deeply. I wondered why no one had come out yet to see why everyone was yelling. Finally a teacher raced out. He yelled enough as he pulled Zayn away from Gerard. I knelt down beside Gee. "I am the worst friend ever." I sobbed onto Gerard who was in a huddled mass. He was shaking uncontrollably. I felt so like a complete piece of shit. The school nurse came and got Gerard. I whispered "Can I go with?" She sighed and nodded her head. I followed poor Gerard to the nurses office. She began to examine him thoroughly. She whispered
"Broken rib or two, maybe a concussion. His back is badly bruised. Pelvic bone is still intact." Every word cut me like a butcher knife. I looked at Gee with tears streaming his cheeks. I hoped to God the medics got here soon. With in minutes a team of medics arrived in an ambulance. Gerard was placed on a stretcher. He looked so innocent and broken. I felt a tear fall down my cheek. Gerard with as much pain as he was in wiped it away. He whispered so faintly
"Don't cry for my Frankie. You are too beautiful." He was then ripped away from me. I sat down in the nurses and sobbed uncontrollably. The nurse made a call. I couldn't hear what she said so I just kept hating myself. Mikey walked in and knelt beside me placing a hand on my shoulder for reassurance to me and balancing himself. He whispered
"Frank. I know you really like Gerard, as more than a friend. It is two days that you have known him and you already blame yourself for what he does." I gazed at Mikey
"I just, he makes me feel so safe." I felt another tear roll down my face.
"That's okay. I understand this completely."
"You do?" I felt the desperation come out in my voice.
"Yes, I feel that way about Alicia. She is my savior. She brought me back to life. I don't know if Gee told you anything but our parents beat and abused us. They then abandoned us this year. We live with our grandmother Daloris. I wish she was younger though because she is quite ill." I looked at Mikey in all seriousness
"I am so sorry."
"It isn't your fault there are shitty people in the world."
"I wish I could help." I mumbled.
"You can Frank. I know how to help Gerard. When we were little he used to say he wanted an all black box of crayons. It would make him smile again I know it."
"Thank you Mikey. Don't tell Gee about this though okay?"
"I promise you Frank." He smiled and pulled me into a long nice hug. It wasn't like Gerard but I felt a bit better.
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I actually have another story in the process. it isn't ferard but has some in it. it's called "life isn't fair" it's on here so if you wanna check it out.
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