What wouldn't I do for you?
Fuck up
Frank [P.O.V.]
I sit in the white waiting room for what feels like forever. Gerard holds my hand whispering sweet nothings. I sigh as a nurse calls
"Frank Iero." Gerard helps me up and walks with my to the room they assigned me. I am handed one of those awful blue gowns to put on. I huffed as Gerard looked away while I changed
"Really Gee? We have almost had sex and now it's bad to see me naked." Gerard giggled
"No, just for your privacy." I smiled
"What privacy. We share a room." Gerard was about to respond when the doctor walked in. Her gaze fell on me and she smiled.
"Hello, you must be Frank?" I nodded as she stared at Gerard "And who are you?" I whispered
"He is my boyfriend. I have an insane fear of hospitals he is here for support." The doctor nodded in agreement and sat down. She pulled out her stethoscope. She went through the typical doctor business and wrote some stuff down. She smiled at me lightly
"Frank, I think you have the flu. A weird form mostly effecting your stomach. Have you been puking a lot?" I nodded and she smiled "I thought so. You are going on antibiotics. You should feel better in a week." I nodded though I didn't feel sick other than the puking. I sighed because whatever got me out of this place the quickest was fine with me. Gerard smiled at me lightly. A knock came at the door. The large black nurse from upstairs walked in. She said
"Your friend Ryan begged to come down and see you." Ryan walked in. His fringe was in his face. He smiled lightly. I whispered
"What happened to Bren?" Ryan sighed
"He had to go home. His parents are pissed about him skipping school." I laughed
"I bet he was really reluctant to leave huh?" Ryan smirked
"I had to push him out the door. He clung so tightly to me. I think my lips are still numb. He bit down as I tried to get him to go home." Gerard chuckled and I smirked
"What?" He giggled
"That's a good method." Ryan smirked
"My boyfriend is the master of being clingy." We all giggled as the two woman left the room. I changed really fast back into my normal clothes. Ryan smiled "Well, guess who leaves tomorrow?" I jumped up excitedly
"Um, your crazy brain?" He nodded furiously. Gerard smiled at him
"Good, Brendon needs you to be perky and it's way to quiet in my vehicle with out you." Ryan smiled
"Gerard I don't talk." He snickered
"Yeah but Brendon does if your there. He doesn't if your absent." Ryan hugged Gerard and me goodbye. He said he would see us tomorrow in school. As we got out to the vehicle Gerard's phone went off. He muttered
"It's a text from Mikey." I whispered
"What's it say?" He whispered
"Says to go watch this video." We walked back inside. We went right to Ryan's room.
"Hey Ryro, can we borrow your laptop quick?" He laughed
"Um, sure why not. Don't erase all my straight porn guys." We snickered as we found the video. We clicked play to see something strange. Stranger than anything imagenable. It was Brendon. Ryan looked at it. Brendon was maybe 12 in it. He was getting beaten. A man yelled at him
"What you say faggot?" Brendon cried
"I'm sorry daddy. I can't help it. I just like him." His father punched him straight in the jaw. Ryan began to cry softly. He whispered
"Is this why he never wanted to go to his house?" I looked at his tear soaked eyes as he called who I supposed was Brendon.
"Hello?"
"Brendon, why?"
"Why what Ry?"
"Why didn't you tell me about your father?" as long pause before Brendon whispered
"I.... wanted to be strong for you." Ryan sobbed
"Is he still hurting you. I saw the video from forever ago tell the truth." Brendon sighed
"Only sometimes. It has gotten better. I promise." I felt a tear slip down my cheek. Gerard wiped it away though his own were being neglected. Ryan looked at me and Gerard as he shut the phone. I wrapped him in a warm tight hug. Ryan's roommate walked in cocky as ever. He smiled
"Aww it's a fag party." Ryan growled
"You fucking war torn PTSD suffering asshole get the fuck away from me." I hushed him. Ryan smiled as the man left. Gerard kissed Ryan on the top of the head. I smiled at his compasion. Ryan whispered "Thanks you two. You are always so helpful. I love you like my own brothers." We smiled at him.
"Oh we know." whispered Gerard. He ruffled Ryan's hair. "I am going to be your big brother don't you fret. We can go get all the bitches." He winked at Ryan as we both snickered. I giggled
"What kind of bitches Gee?" He smirked
"Ones named Frank and Brendon who are really ticklish." He attacked my sides then Ryan's Ryan's bathroom for the second time today but I had not eaten so only bile came out. The gross yellow liquid left a bitter after taste in my mouth. Gerard and Ryan both rubbed my back softly. I whispered
"Why can't I just be happy? What the fuck is wrong with me? Can't I do anything right?" Ryan whispered
"Don't talk like that. You aren't a fuck up." Gerard kissed my cheek and whispered
"Ryro, is right." I let out a tear to have it stopped in it's path by Gerard kissing it away. "Frankie, I love you." I smiled
"I love you too, Gee." All three of us sat on the bathroom floor just talking about everything. It was too perfect for my old bittersweet life.
I sit in the white waiting room for what feels like forever. Gerard holds my hand whispering sweet nothings. I sigh as a nurse calls
"Frank Iero." Gerard helps me up and walks with my to the room they assigned me. I am handed one of those awful blue gowns to put on. I huffed as Gerard looked away while I changed
"Really Gee? We have almost had sex and now it's bad to see me naked." Gerard giggled
"No, just for your privacy." I smiled
"What privacy. We share a room." Gerard was about to respond when the doctor walked in. Her gaze fell on me and she smiled.
"Hello, you must be Frank?" I nodded as she stared at Gerard "And who are you?" I whispered
"He is my boyfriend. I have an insane fear of hospitals he is here for support." The doctor nodded in agreement and sat down. She pulled out her stethoscope. She went through the typical doctor business and wrote some stuff down. She smiled at me lightly
"Frank, I think you have the flu. A weird form mostly effecting your stomach. Have you been puking a lot?" I nodded and she smiled "I thought so. You are going on antibiotics. You should feel better in a week." I nodded though I didn't feel sick other than the puking. I sighed because whatever got me out of this place the quickest was fine with me. Gerard smiled at me lightly. A knock came at the door. The large black nurse from upstairs walked in. She said
"Your friend Ryan begged to come down and see you." Ryan walked in. His fringe was in his face. He smiled lightly. I whispered
"What happened to Bren?" Ryan sighed
"He had to go home. His parents are pissed about him skipping school." I laughed
"I bet he was really reluctant to leave huh?" Ryan smirked
"I had to push him out the door. He clung so tightly to me. I think my lips are still numb. He bit down as I tried to get him to go home." Gerard chuckled and I smirked
"What?" He giggled
"That's a good method." Ryan smirked
"My boyfriend is the master of being clingy." We all giggled as the two woman left the room. I changed really fast back into my normal clothes. Ryan smiled "Well, guess who leaves tomorrow?" I jumped up excitedly
"Um, your crazy brain?" He nodded furiously. Gerard smiled at him
"Good, Brendon needs you to be perky and it's way to quiet in my vehicle with out you." Ryan smiled
"Gerard I don't talk." He snickered
"Yeah but Brendon does if your there. He doesn't if your absent." Ryan hugged Gerard and me goodbye. He said he would see us tomorrow in school. As we got out to the vehicle Gerard's phone went off. He muttered
"It's a text from Mikey." I whispered
"What's it say?" He whispered
"Says to go watch this video." We walked back inside. We went right to Ryan's room.
"Hey Ryro, can we borrow your laptop quick?" He laughed
"Um, sure why not. Don't erase all my straight porn guys." We snickered as we found the video. We clicked play to see something strange. Stranger than anything imagenable. It was Brendon. Ryan looked at it. Brendon was maybe 12 in it. He was getting beaten. A man yelled at him
"What you say faggot?" Brendon cried
"I'm sorry daddy. I can't help it. I just like him." His father punched him straight in the jaw. Ryan began to cry softly. He whispered
"Is this why he never wanted to go to his house?" I looked at his tear soaked eyes as he called who I supposed was Brendon.
"Hello?"
"Brendon, why?"
"Why what Ry?"
"Why didn't you tell me about your father?" as long pause before Brendon whispered
"I.... wanted to be strong for you." Ryan sobbed
"Is he still hurting you. I saw the video from forever ago tell the truth." Brendon sighed
"Only sometimes. It has gotten better. I promise." I felt a tear slip down my cheek. Gerard wiped it away though his own were being neglected. Ryan looked at me and Gerard as he shut the phone. I wrapped him in a warm tight hug. Ryan's roommate walked in cocky as ever. He smiled
"Aww it's a fag party." Ryan growled
"You fucking war torn PTSD suffering asshole get the fuck away from me." I hushed him. Ryan smiled as the man left. Gerard kissed Ryan on the top of the head. I smiled at his compasion. Ryan whispered "Thanks you two. You are always so helpful. I love you like my own brothers." We smiled at him.
"Oh we know." whispered Gerard. He ruffled Ryan's hair. "I am going to be your big brother don't you fret. We can go get all the bitches." He winked at Ryan as we both snickered. I giggled
"What kind of bitches Gee?" He smirked
"Ones named Frank and Brendon who are really ticklish." He attacked my sides then Ryan's Ryan's bathroom for the second time today but I had not eaten so only bile came out. The gross yellow liquid left a bitter after taste in my mouth. Gerard and Ryan both rubbed my back softly. I whispered
"Why can't I just be happy? What the fuck is wrong with me? Can't I do anything right?" Ryan whispered
"Don't talk like that. You aren't a fuck up." Gerard kissed my cheek and whispered
"Ryro, is right." I let out a tear to have it stopped in it's path by Gerard kissing it away. "Frankie, I love you." I smiled
"I love you too, Gee." All three of us sat on the bathroom floor just talking about everything. It was too perfect for my old bittersweet life.
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