Frank [P.O.V.]

Gerard. What fitting name for such a beautiful guy. His blonde hair just made him look so innocent and he was gorgeous to say the least. I loved how he was so quiet yet he seemed so confident in who he was. I had confidence but did not exude it like Gerard did. He smiled and I could tell it was faked. I wondered what could bother such a beautiful man as I walked to English. I saw the door and sighed thinking now or never leaning more toward never. As I walked in I saw Gerard sitting in the back with his head down looking at the desk. I walked toward him humming to myself. I whispered "Gerard, how are you going to learn if you don't look up from that desk? I mean really, how interesting could it be?" I smiled hoping he would get the joke.
"I'm just... nervous." He said meekly. I grabbed his hand and looked toward him
"Don't worry, I'm here you aren't alone." He looked up his eyes so innocent. I wanted to kiss him as his pouty lip twitched into a small smile. I then realized, I had no idea whether Gerard was gay or straight.
Well he wore eyeliner so h had to be. Wait straight guys could wear make up. But they didn't wear any, unless they wanted to be called gay. Gerard was starring at me as I realized I was mumbling to myself. I hoped he didn't hear what I was saying.
"Frank, does it really matter to you my sexual orientation?" Damn it. He did.
"Well, no I was just wondering. Mostly because I'm gay and felt like you might judge me when you found out." He sighed, but I didn't know if it was out of relief or not.
"Frank, you are the only person who will even give me a second look. Why would I judge you?"
"I don't know, some people are just mean to me." I smiled at Gerard a little.
"Well, I can't judge. I'm gay too." He smirked as the teacher started the lecture. My mind would not leave the fact that Gerard was gay alone. I starred at him all class with out realizing it. He whispered at the end of class "Frank, why are you looking at me? I'm not that pretty." I smiled and gushed a little,
"Oh, Gee you are so cute." I winked at him and he turned bright red. He stood up and sat on my desk. I smiled up at him as he whispered
"No ones ever said that to me before." I felt a tear roll down my face at the thought of no one ever telling Gee he was cute. I never had been told it only because I was an ugly fucker. I knew it to be true because even my mother had told me so.
"Gee, no one? You are so beautiful. I can't express how much it hurts me that no one ever told you. I will tell you it everyday if it would make you believe me. I never want you to feel like me. My own mother used to tell me I was an ugly fucker. I know it's the truth but I didn't need to hear that at ten years old." Gee looked shocked and stood up. I thought he would leave me, but he turned and helped me up into the most gentle and warm embrace. I put my head into his shoulder. The hug was ruined by the bell ringing. I had totally forgotten we were even at school. I didn't want to let go of Gerard he felt perfect to me. I would miss him too much. I did though and he gave a look of disappointment as I pulled him out the door and whispered "See you at lunch Gee." I walked away hoping that Gerard would have a good first day because with him here my day already was.

Notes

So, chapter 2. Comment to tell me if you like or not! Note that I am super psyched to be writing again. Trying to do a chapter everyday! =)

I also am going to try to use a different song title for each chapter! My brother, my friend and me yesterday carried an entire conversation just with MCR songs. It was entertaining and not planned!