What wouldn't I do for you?
Good Girls Bad Guys
[Mikey P.O.V.]
I felt my heart sink as I read the text message from my love. She typed out and sent
'Mikey, I just don't love you like I should. I'm sorry it's over.' I starred blankly at the screen letting it all sink in slowly. My heart slowly crumbled as someone pulled on it from five different directions. I smirked. Serves you right you piece of shit. Maybe if you had treated her better she would love you. Probably not though you unlovable piece of shit. I felt hot tears run down my cheeks. Every thought in my head rushed to how I could truly end the pain, or end all feelings. I thought no don't just go talk to Gee he can help. I walked downstairs and knocked on the door. I walked in without an answer to see Gee and Frankie looking confused as all hell. I began to sob and Gerard stood up
"What's wrong Mikey?" i sobbed out the entire story as Gerard hugged me. Frank watched me and rubbed my back slightly. Gee wiped my tears away and kissed my forehead. I whispered
"When will it stop hurting?" Gerard looked down and mumbled
"When you find some one to finally make the pain go away." Frank looked at Gerard. I watched as Gerard quietly said "Frank, you don't even know how special you are to me." Frank stood up and walked to the desk and pulled out a small notebook. He opened it and wrote down something. I watched him sit on the desk and pull his knees to his chest. He hugged them tightly pressing his face into them tightly. I wondered what was wrong. Had I missed something majorly important? Gerard mumbled "He will be fine. He's really happy just trying to stay calm for your sake." I whispered softly
"Thank you Frankie." He gave me a thumbs up and kept his head down. I stood up still sobbing slightly to see what Frank had written to Gee. The page said
"Life has never been better for me. How can I go on living without this man in my life." Gerard read it too. He whispered
"Frankie, I'm not going anywhere." Frank sighed heavily
"I know that my imperfections will one day drive you away Gee. I just don't want to lose us."
"Nothing could drive me away Frankie. I'm here for the long haul." I smiled at my brothers happiness. My pain wasn't as important as this blooming relationship here. I whispered
"I love you two so much. Thank you for the help. I feel better." I walked out with a real smile on my face because my brother's happiness made me happy as well.
Gerard [P.O.V.]
I stared at Frankie for a moment. I placed a hand under his chin and pulled him in slowly for a soft warm kiss. He smiled into it making me giggle. I pulled away to see him looking so gorgeous as he always does. I watched him put his hands on my chest lightly twirling his finger in broken circles. I whispered
"What Frankie baby?" He smiled devilishly
"Oh nothing just, thinking about you is all." I smirked
"What about me?"
"Just your eyes, high cheekbones and little pixie nose. So feminine yet so manly at the same time. You are the idea of perfection right here." I laughed
"I think you might be losing it Frankie baby."
"I'm not losing anything... tonight at least. ;)" I felt his lips on mine as he dragged me to the bed. I felt his hand go up my shirt a little and I whispered
"I thought you weren't losing anything tonight." Frank straddled me sweetly
"I'm not. You silly boy." He sat on my crotch lightly. He rubbed his ass against it lightly and I felt my pants getting tighter. He smiled at me "Is there something in your pocket or are you excited to see me Gee?" I moaned as he started to move with a little more force. I moaned
"Fuck, Frankie what are you doing?" He covered my mouth.
"I thought there were rules Gee." I smiled at him
"I'm not breaking them you are baby." He smirked at me
"Oh you aren't so, you wouldn't mind if I stop I wouldn't want to be a bad kid." I sighed
"Frankie, don't do this to me baby." He laughed manically and walked away. I watched him go grab something from his bag. I whispered "What is that?" He held up a video tape and whispered
"Lets watch a movie." He put the tape in and pressed play sitting by me. "If you can make it through all of my favorite movie I will help you out with that. No touching yourself Gee." I saw what he had put in was a complete collection of the Saw movies. I whispered
"This is just cruel Frankie." He smirked at me and put his hand on my inner thigh moving it back and forth so close to my crotch I almost cried. I was in so much pain. I whispered "Please Frankie baby. Can I go situate myself?" Frank sighed
"No fun Gee." i smiled
"It's to early anyways lets make it special. Okay?" I ran to the bathroom to relieve myself of this torture.
I felt my heart sink as I read the text message from my love. She typed out and sent
'Mikey, I just don't love you like I should. I'm sorry it's over.' I starred blankly at the screen letting it all sink in slowly. My heart slowly crumbled as someone pulled on it from five different directions. I smirked. Serves you right you piece of shit. Maybe if you had treated her better she would love you. Probably not though you unlovable piece of shit. I felt hot tears run down my cheeks. Every thought in my head rushed to how I could truly end the pain, or end all feelings. I thought no don't just go talk to Gee he can help. I walked downstairs and knocked on the door. I walked in without an answer to see Gee and Frankie looking confused as all hell. I began to sob and Gerard stood up
"What's wrong Mikey?" i sobbed out the entire story as Gerard hugged me. Frank watched me and rubbed my back slightly. Gee wiped my tears away and kissed my forehead. I whispered
"When will it stop hurting?" Gerard looked down and mumbled
"When you find some one to finally make the pain go away." Frank looked at Gerard. I watched as Gerard quietly said "Frank, you don't even know how special you are to me." Frank stood up and walked to the desk and pulled out a small notebook. He opened it and wrote down something. I watched him sit on the desk and pull his knees to his chest. He hugged them tightly pressing his face into them tightly. I wondered what was wrong. Had I missed something majorly important? Gerard mumbled "He will be fine. He's really happy just trying to stay calm for your sake." I whispered softly
"Thank you Frankie." He gave me a thumbs up and kept his head down. I stood up still sobbing slightly to see what Frank had written to Gee. The page said
"Life has never been better for me. How can I go on living without this man in my life." Gerard read it too. He whispered
"Frankie, I'm not going anywhere." Frank sighed heavily
"I know that my imperfections will one day drive you away Gee. I just don't want to lose us."
"Nothing could drive me away Frankie. I'm here for the long haul." I smiled at my brothers happiness. My pain wasn't as important as this blooming relationship here. I whispered
"I love you two so much. Thank you for the help. I feel better." I walked out with a real smile on my face because my brother's happiness made me happy as well.
Gerard [P.O.V.]
I stared at Frankie for a moment. I placed a hand under his chin and pulled him in slowly for a soft warm kiss. He smiled into it making me giggle. I pulled away to see him looking so gorgeous as he always does. I watched him put his hands on my chest lightly twirling his finger in broken circles. I whispered
"What Frankie baby?" He smiled devilishly
"Oh nothing just, thinking about you is all." I smirked
"What about me?"
"Just your eyes, high cheekbones and little pixie nose. So feminine yet so manly at the same time. You are the idea of perfection right here." I laughed
"I think you might be losing it Frankie baby."
"I'm not losing anything... tonight at least. ;)" I felt his lips on mine as he dragged me to the bed. I felt his hand go up my shirt a little and I whispered
"I thought you weren't losing anything tonight." Frank straddled me sweetly
"I'm not. You silly boy." He sat on my crotch lightly. He rubbed his ass against it lightly and I felt my pants getting tighter. He smiled at me "Is there something in your pocket or are you excited to see me Gee?" I moaned as he started to move with a little more force. I moaned
"Fuck, Frankie what are you doing?" He covered my mouth.
"I thought there were rules Gee." I smiled at him
"I'm not breaking them you are baby." He smirked at me
"Oh you aren't so, you wouldn't mind if I stop I wouldn't want to be a bad kid." I sighed
"Frankie, don't do this to me baby." He laughed manically and walked away. I watched him go grab something from his bag. I whispered "What is that?" He held up a video tape and whispered
"Lets watch a movie." He put the tape in and pressed play sitting by me. "If you can make it through all of my favorite movie I will help you out with that. No touching yourself Gee." I saw what he had put in was a complete collection of the Saw movies. I whispered
"This is just cruel Frankie." He smirked at me and put his hand on my inner thigh moving it back and forth so close to my crotch I almost cried. I was in so much pain. I whispered "Please Frankie baby. Can I go situate myself?" Frank sighed
"No fun Gee." i smiled
"It's to early anyways lets make it special. Okay?" I ran to the bathroom to relieve myself of this torture.
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I actually have another story in the process. it isn't ferard but has some in it. it's called "life isn't fair" it's on here so if you wanna check it out.
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