The Story of Frerard

(Gerard's POV): Just as I had planned, I sneeked out of my bedroom, without anyone noticing, and arrived at the top of the cliff. But, then i thought, SHIT- I didn't take the car, and now someone might come looking for me. Despite that mistake, though, at least I was by myself, and was going to end my sorrow. I looked down below, standing from the cliff. There was an ocean surrounding it. Then, I noticed how high the cliff was, from the ground- extremely high, and it was terrifying the fuck out of me. Suddenly, I began to feel shivers all over my body, and I began to feel dizzy. I was really petrified and nervous- I kept thinking to myself, what if I jump, but don't die, and spend the rest of my life, as well as heartbroken, having to move around in a wheelchair in agony, completely paralysed? I took a deep breath, and leaned further forward, preparing to jump off the cliff. "This the end. Goodbye, world." A tear trickled down my cheek. No, I thought, I cannot look back now, not after everything that has happened between me and Frank. I shut my eyes and jumped. Considering that the cliff was incredibly high, it took me quite a while to land in the ocean. So, I began crying again, thinking maybe if I cry enough, I'll already have drowned in my tears, before even landing in the ocean. Non-stop had I been thinking about how Frank would feel if he discovered that I was dead. Straight away, an image creeped into my mind. The image was vile, and dreadful to think about. It was Frank spread out on the floor, motionless and surrounded by blood. There was also a gun layed next to him. He had shot himself; to take away the pain. Then, I realised how much happiness I had experienced, when Frank came into my life. I, Gerard Way, who was planning to commit suicide, had made the biggest decision, I will always regret. A moment later, I crashed into the freezing cold water, falling deeper into the ocean. Gasping for oxgen, I tried to swim back to the surface, but the current was too powerful. What had I done? I had tried to sacrifice my life, without thinking, making the people who I care about the most, face all the misery I have in the past. I had to survive now, I had to, but I didn't think I had a choice of living now- I was going to drown...

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