~Desperate's P.O.V.~

Last night after I had finished my business, Frank led me to his bunk.

"I am forcing you to sleep here," he said,

"mmkay, night," I said, already half asleep.

"night," he said, pushing me down on the mattress and covering me up with his blanket. he left the room, leaving me to sleep in his nice warm bed.

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so much fire... so much destruction... so much screaming. who's screaming? it sounds so familiar... is... is that Frank? oh my god, what have I done?? I killed them. I could hear Gerard shouting something, Mikey was crying... Ray was, comforting him? Bob... Bob was trying to get Frank to calm down. I looked at the place as it burned, I felt so guilty.... Frank, I didn't want anybody to know, but I loved you. I couldn't take it anymore, I ran into the burning building.

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I woke with a jolt, the room was dark. Is it still night? what time is it? I'm so anxious.... I just... that dream was so horrible!! I sat up and pulled my knees to my chest, sobbing quietly. I just let the tears stream down my face. I noticed there was a small amount of light coming from the window, I pulled back the curtain to see it was complete daylight. I closed it again, and returned to my sobbing. I honestly have no idea why the hell I'm crying.

It took me a few moments to realize Gerard was standing at the door, I looked up at him with my tear-stained eyes. he came and sat on the bed next to me. he pulled me into his arms, sitting me on his lap. I cried into his shoulder.

"hey, hey, shhh..." he said, trying to calm me down. "was it a bad dream?"

I nodded my head, "yeah," I managed to choke.

"do you want to talk about it?" he said. I paused for a minute, thinking. could I trust him? could I tell him my most sacred of secrets? no, I cant. but I shouldn't lie to him completely,

"there-there was so much fire... so many people screaming... so many lives lost..." I cried. he pulled away, looking at me.

"it wasn't real honey, its just a dream," he said, pushing the hair away from my eyes. he kissed my forehead, "you should probably get dressed, we're going shopping,"

I looked at him as if he were crazy, "we're going shopping?"

Notes

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