~Desperate's P.O.V.~

My eyes fluttered open. I was laying in a bed with beeping machinery surrounding me. oh my god... either I failed at killing myself or I'm in heaven... no, heaven wouldn't look like this, and with all the shit I'd done over the years. this is probably hell.

"Desperate?" I turned my head towards the noise, seeing Frank. he walked over to me, taking my hand in his.

"If you ever do that again I will thoroughly maim you," I smiled at his comment,

"alrighty, what happened any way?" i asked, because seriously, i cant fucking remember.

"you tried to kill yourself,"

"I..." damn you brain!! work I say!!

"hey, I'm not blaming you, that's a lot of shit for some one your age... "

"Frank, I-"

I was interrupted by the doctor walking in, "well I see your up," he spoke,

"does that mean I can leave?" I asked,

"yes, you'll leave in two hours," The doctor exited the room.

oh my god... I'm kinda happy that i get to leave this awful place, yet at the same time i don't want to leave. Frank would probably insist that i go home, that my parents love me. but they don't. they kicked me out without so much as a second thought. they think I'm a slut and it hurts. I can remember that day...

I was walking home with my best friend Shane. he and i had been friends since kindergarten, and it was now senior year. my parents have never liked him, they said he was a bad influence after he got signed with a major record company last week.
"do you think you parents will be pissed?" he said,
"hell yeah, i don't think they'll ever talk to me again," i replied
"well, if they kick you out you can come live with me,"
"i highly doubt being late is something they'd kick me out for,"
"you never know, besides, your dad and that shot-gun..."
I smacked his arm playfully, we were finally standing outside my run-down, but still pretty nice house.
"Dess, can I ask you something?" he asked,
"sure,"
"what would you do if you liked someone, but weren't sure if they liked you back?"
I stood there for a moment thinking, completely oblivious to the fact that he was talking about me.
"I don't know, maybe if you know she's single just go up and kiss her. nobody can resist you," I said with a wink. before I knew what was happening, he smashed his lips with mine. I was shocked at first, but soon gave in and wrapped my arms around him, and kissed back,
"WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOUR DOING?!?!" I pulled away from him just in time to see my dad on the porch, he aimed his gun and fired.

~

I was snapped back to reality when Frank shook my shoulder,

"hey, you okay? you zoned out, and its time to leave," he said, I nodded my head in response.

"here's your clothes," he said, handing me a bag.

"would you mind leaving so I can change?" i asked,

"nope, I am not leaving you alone for one second, after what happened last time,"

"dude, I highly doubt you're going to want to see me naked,"

"I've already seen you naked, it doesn't bother me," I turned a bright shade of red, and jumped out of bed.

"at least turn around," I sneered, he turned to face the opposite direction. i pulled off the hospital robe and started dressing myself.

"nice tattoo, by the way," he said towards the wall,

"thanks," i said, slightly embarrassed at the fact that he had seen the tattoo i have of Pikachu on my shoulder, i got it with Shane. his brother was a tattoo artist. "finished, you can turn around now without the fear of seeing a naked lady,"

Frank chuckled as he turned around, he grabbed my hand and pulled me into the waiting room.

Notes

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~katiekilljoy<4