Mikey is claustrophobic so after about 30 minutes of being stuck in the bathroom he was staring to freak out. I started to go through the sink cabinets trying to find something to give mikey. Surprisingly I was able to find an anti-anxiety medicine quickly and gave it to mikey.

Apparently whatever I have mikey was string because he fell asleep almost instantly. I was bored so I started to go through the rest of drawers. I was schocked when the next drawer I opened was full of prescription pill bottles all with franks name.

All of them were anxiety and depression pills, but there were a few that I wasn't sure what they were for. Frank started screaming bloody murder so against what he said I ran out of the bathroom and thank god I did. Cameron was on top of frank holding him down onto a bed and grinding into him. Frank was crying and trying to push him off so he hasn't seen me. I tackled Cameron to the ground, and he was still pretty wasted so he just stayed down there.

Frank was crying and it broke my heart. "I told you to stay In there!" He screamed. "Get out!! Get mikey and get out!!"

"your fucking lucky I didn't listen! What if he raped you!?"

He stood up and shoved me "so what! It wouldn't have been the first time! Please just get the fuck out! I know your going to keep touching me in school anyway, and I'm not going to cheat in mikey like that! Just tell him I'm sorry and were done!!"


****time lapse****

i hadn't seen frank once this week and it was Thursday. Mikey still hated me, and he still doesn't know exactly what happened between me and frank and he never will.

Today after school I stopped Cameron: I know it was a stupid idea but I had to know where frank was.

"He's in the hospital." Cameron stated as if it was the boring thing ever.

"W-what?..."

"Little emo tried killing himself, he took all his meds at once and had to have his stomach pumped." Cameron started to walk away but I stopped him.

"What were all those pills for anyway?..."

"you saw them?!" He asked finally interested. "He never tells anyone let alone let them see all of it!"

"W-why??"

"Gerard franks messed up. He's got more issues than I can count. He's literally insane." With that Cameron walked away.

***time lapse***

i was at the hospital but not even sure if this was the right one. I walked up to the lady at the desk and asked if frank was here and for his room number. "248" she said dully. I walked into the room and frank was laying down watching tv. "Fuuuuuuuuucckk!" He groaned when he saw me.

"Listen if you want to fuck me just get it over with." I just stared at him schocked. He was in a hospital and he though I wanted to have sex.

"What don't tell me that you changed your mind. Go ahead it would just fucking make my already obviously perfect life."

I wanted to cry. I made him feel like shit. It was my fault e was here and I knew it but I had to ask anyway. "W-why frank?"

he just looked at me "what."

"Why! Why did you take those pills! Why did you cut yourself! Why do you hate mikey now and why the FUCK DID YOU WANT TO END YOUR LIFE!!"

I looked up to see frank crying. He whispered his answer but I heard it "because I'm useless"

Notes

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