It was fifth period so it was the last class before lunch. It was art but our teacher had never showed so most kids had left. I decided to listen music and take a nap.

i was unexpectedly woken up by the feeling of someone palming me through my jeans. I shot up in my seat only to have my eyes meet gerard and that damn smirk. "Morning Frankie" he said seductively. I looked around the room to see it was empty and the door was shut. " it's just us friends here" he said winking.

He started heading for my belt with his hand but I quickly stopped him. I really didnt want to be in this situation right now, but lucky me.

I was to scared to do anything else except block my belt with my hand. Gerard stood from his squaring position and put one leg on either side of me and sat down straddling me. He started grinding down on me while my hand was still between both of our clothed members.

***time lapse***

i decided to head home after lunch even though I ended up just not going to lunch anyway. Even though I was hungry I didn't have money for it.

As soon as I walked through my front door I regretted it. Sittin on my couch was my least favorite person in the world. My cousin Cameron. He saw me and stood to come and hug me , but I ran upstairs and locked myself in my room. "Frank is that anyway to treat family?"

"your not apart of my family!! Leave me alone!" I heard him chuckle outside my door.

"I see you haven't missed me but I've missed you."

**time lapse**

"but your not supposed to be transferring until after Christmas?!"

"Surprise"

great Cameron moved early so now he'll be living with me , and going to Belleville. The reason I hate him so much is because he made my life a living hell in New York . Family or not he still beat the crap out of me.

"Listen I'm basically ignored in this school an I'd like to keep it that way"

"fine I promise to leave you alone if you promise not to tell anyone I'm related to you"

"fucking deal"

***time lapse***

i was in art in the back if the room as usual alone. Gerard came in and sat on my right, but what just made my fucking day is when cam came in and sat on my left,

i shot him a death glare which only made him laugh, and then he handed me a note. I opened it at the top was his number , and the note beneath it said 'I'm only giving this to you because if I need something I expect you to help.'

I turned to put the note in my bag , and saw gerard staring at cam. He turned his gaze to me and winked.

Mr. Smith told us to get into groups of three for our project. Cam and gerard both grabbed my arms at almost the same time. I leaned iver to cam "what the fuck Cameron!i thought you didn't know me!?"

"I never said I wouldn't use you to do my work"

we sat In our groups and turned our chairs so we could face each other. As soon as gerard got next to me he grabbed my thigh. I quickly removed his hand not wanting to give cam another way to black mail me. Plus I didn't like whatever gerard was trying to do. I mean what would you even call that?

i looked at him to see him scowling at Cameron. oh god he probably thinks that there's something between us!

As I was walking to lunch someone pulled me into a closet and immediately started kissing me. I knew it was gerard and tried to push him off me. "Not today Frankie I'm not losing you to that jock" just like I thought. Gerard thinks me and cam are a thing.

I gasped when I felt gerard shove his hand down my pants and grab me. I screamed but he cut me off with a kiss. I could feel it an anxiety attack was about to happen. I tried to violently to push him off but I think it only turned him on more.

"Frank shut up!" Jack yelled. I was a writhing mess. He grabbed a sock off the floor of my room and shoved it in my mouth as a gag as he pushed into me. "Fuck frank your so god damn tight!" I was crying and just wanted this feeling of pain to be over. I was to young to really understand what being raped was but as I got older I realized what had happened to me when I was 12. I screamed when he came inside me. "God frank that was amazing! Ill have to visit more often"


I just stood there not able to breath as gerard took me into his mouth. After he had sucked me for only a moment he just finished himself off by jacking himself off while I watched.

"g-gerard..."

"Call me gee"

"why? Why me?!"

"I didnt hurt you did I?" He sounded honestly concerned and when I nodded no i saw a wave of relief come over his face.
"Good I'd never want to hurt you"

"w-what is this? Like I-I just.."


"I don't know it's just when I saw you I wanted you and I always get what I want and I didn't want that jock to have you so.."

"Don't worry I'm never going to be with him ever! Never have never will"