Only The Lonely
I Won't Let Anyone Hurt You, Not Even Yourself
Kat POV
I woke up a few hours later, alone in Gerard's bed. I noticed his clothes were no longer on the floor so he must be downstairs. I got up and pulled my clothes on, shaking my sex hair out. I skipped down to the kitchen, where I smelled macaroni & cheese "Hey Gee." I smiled as I jumped on the counter next to the stove "Hey Kitty Kat." he half smiled "You seem sad. Didn't you enjoy yourself?" I frowned "I did. I have things on my mind. How'd you sleep?" "Like a dog on the floor." I giggled "I hope you keep in mind what I told you before we got it on." he mumbled "You know I can't..." I soothed and rubbed his back "I don't want anyone to get hurt and we both would get hurt. I'm not a good person to love." "Mhm. Food's ready. You wanna get bowls?" he turned away from me and I felt extremely bad. I was hurting him, for his own good. I hated it, but I had to do it. I got the bowls and hip bumped him out of the way so I could serve. "Watch it, curves." Gerard laughed and searched the fridge for drinks "Beer...wine...vodka...rum. What're you drinking?" "Half a can of beer please." I frowned. Gerard's love of alcohol was worrying, he was getting worse in my opinion. We sat down to eat and enjoyed our meal as best we could, only to be interrupted by Gerard's phone ringing. "I'll be right back." he answered and by the way he spoke, I could tell it was Mikey. "Dude, leave me the fuck alone. I told her already......she won't change her mind and I won't change mine. Tell Frank exactly what I said. Alright, bye." I sat back down and shook my hair out "Who was it?" I smiled sweetly "Mikey, being stupid again." he snorted "Never gets the point." "I should go...I have work tomorrow." I kissed his cheek and grabbed my keys, ready to walk home "You're not walking. It's not safe." he got up and walked to his car, dragging me after him. After he walked me to the door, I hugged him tight "Thanks for everything." he pulled my face up to his and kissed me, a lot harder than we had before. I leaned against the door and kissed him back just as hard, moaning softly as he slid his tongue in my mouth. Maybe I could love him....
I woke up a few hours later, alone in Gerard's bed. I noticed his clothes were no longer on the floor so he must be downstairs. I got up and pulled my clothes on, shaking my sex hair out. I skipped down to the kitchen, where I smelled macaroni & cheese "Hey Gee." I smiled as I jumped on the counter next to the stove "Hey Kitty Kat." he half smiled "You seem sad. Didn't you enjoy yourself?" I frowned "I did. I have things on my mind. How'd you sleep?" "Like a dog on the floor." I giggled "I hope you keep in mind what I told you before we got it on." he mumbled "You know I can't..." I soothed and rubbed his back "I don't want anyone to get hurt and we both would get hurt. I'm not a good person to love." "Mhm. Food's ready. You wanna get bowls?" he turned away from me and I felt extremely bad. I was hurting him, for his own good. I hated it, but I had to do it. I got the bowls and hip bumped him out of the way so I could serve. "Watch it, curves." Gerard laughed and searched the fridge for drinks "Beer...wine...vodka...rum. What're you drinking?" "Half a can of beer please." I frowned. Gerard's love of alcohol was worrying, he was getting worse in my opinion. We sat down to eat and enjoyed our meal as best we could, only to be interrupted by Gerard's phone ringing. "I'll be right back." he answered and by the way he spoke, I could tell it was Mikey. "Dude, leave me the fuck alone. I told her already......she won't change her mind and I won't change mine. Tell Frank exactly what I said. Alright, bye." I sat back down and shook my hair out "Who was it?" I smiled sweetly "Mikey, being stupid again." he snorted "Never gets the point." "I should go...I have work tomorrow." I kissed his cheek and grabbed my keys, ready to walk home "You're not walking. It's not safe." he got up and walked to his car, dragging me after him. After he walked me to the door, I hugged him tight "Thanks for everything." he pulled my face up to his and kissed me, a lot harder than we had before. I leaned against the door and kissed him back just as hard, moaning softly as he slid his tongue in my mouth. Maybe I could love him....
9/24/13