Gerard POV

Holy fuck, she was hotter than I had ever expected. I knew I was in love with her. I'm going to convince her she's not going to get hurt by being with me. I looked up at her, waiting for approval to finish what we started. She nodded, pulling up the sheets around her. I started moving slowly, building up tension and pulling her face to mine for a kiss. This was the only time I would be allowed to show her how much I loved her "You're the best Kat." I smiled "I try." within a few minutes, we both climaxed and I fell next to her "That was amazing." she snuggled up against me, so why not put an arm around her? "Damn, you sure can do a good job." I smirked, running my fingers through her hair. I could tell she was falling asleep so I got brave "I love you." There was no reply, and she didn't get stiff so I guess she was asleep. Damn it, she doesn't understand how she drives me insane. Her thick dark brown hair, her warm brown eyes. Her thick eyelashes. Her constant fear of being too fat, even though I told her she looked great. Her laugh, her crying over the past. Even the little scars she had gotten over the years, some the wrong way. I loved her. She was beautiful, perfect and cruel all at once. Cruel for knowing how I feel and rejecting it. Telling me love is a lie. Telling me no amount of love could change her. She was right, her heart was practically stone. But fuck, I didn't give a fucking shit. This was the girl I loved. I'd do anything to get her to fall in love with me.