"Gerard, just tell her!" I whispered. We've been having a whisper argument for about five minutes. Myron and Ari were walking about five steps infront of us, chatting about stuff and listening to 'weightless' by All time low. It is a good song, but more important things were clouding my judgement right now. "Why don't youjust ell Ari!" He whisper-yelled back. "Because I don't want to ruin our friendship" I said under my breath. "Well, if I tell Myron, I fucking miss out on knowing her at all!" He said, a bit viciously. "Alright, how about we do it at the same time?" I suggested. "That's actually a good idea, Frankie" he said, smiling at me. "Okay, so I'll call Ari overe, and then you go down to Myron" I said, looking down at the two girls. "Sweet" he said, and pulled me into a hug. "Yo Ari, come here a sec" I said nervously. Gerard whispered "good luck" and walked to where Myron was stood. "So, what do you want" Ari asked, smiling at me. We were literally the same height. I might be about an inch taller. "Uh, well, er" I mumbled, and looked down at Gee. Him and Myron were hugging and from what I could see of Gerards face, it went well. Damn that boy works fast. "Um, I was er.. um. I, would you like uh" I said, and closed my eyes. Fuck fuck fuck fuck. "Would you um" I said. "Frank" she said, and put her hands on my shoulders. "Calm down" she smiled warmly at me. "Fuck. Ari, will you go out with me?" I asked. "Are fucking retarded?" She said. Shit. "Uh, um" I said. I could feel my face getting hot. "Its taken you this long to ask me out?" She laughed, and pulled me into a hug. Oh thank fuck. "Yeah, sorry" I apologised, and wrapped my arms around her tightly. I looked down at Gee, and he stuck hisbthumbs up at me. I smiled back, and did the same. When we pulled out of the hug, it was silent. Apart from Alex Gaskarths voice singing "maybe it's not my weekend, but it's gonna be my year" and it was just perfect. "Come on guys" Gerards scratchy, but strong voice broke through the song. "Okay" I called back. I linked my fingers with Ari and we ran to join them. I noticed that they were holding hand aswell. A wide smmiled spread across my lips. I was happy. So fucking happy. I loved every fucker on this planet right now.
~franks walking ari home idk~
"So, how come it took you this long to ask me?" She asked as we were along the front street. "Um, I'm not sure" I laughed. "Well I was waiting" she said, laughing. "Im sorry" I apologised, with a huge ass smile. "Fucking weirdo" she said, and laced our fingers together. There was huge clouds floatimg across thw sky, fluffy and grey. "If it fucking rains I'm gonna be pissed" I said, looking up t the sky and turning the corner to Ari's flat. There was only about five minutes left of the little journey, but it seemed to take ages. When we reached the steps we both just stood there waiting for something to happen. "Uh, so, how do we end this?" I asked. "Well, how about we end it with a hug, I call you a loser, say I'll see you tomorrow at school and then I go in" she said, and pulled me into a hug. She did exactly like she said, and then went in. I ran home. I only live ten minutes away, but I still ran it. Half because I was happy and half because it was raining.I pushed open my front door and slimped my jumper off, revealing my pale, thin arms and the Iron Maiden that Gerard had gotten me for my birthday. Not to mention a load of scars lining my wrists. I looked at the clock, it was 10:30 pm. Fuck. I tried to sneak through the kitchen and up the stairs, but I walked into the fridge-freezer and knocked a tin off the top. "Frank?" My mum called. I placed a foot on the bottom step. "Yes mum?" I shouted back. "Come hereplease" she said. "No, I'm tired. I'm going to bed" I called. "Get the fuck here now" my dad shouted angrily. "No!" I shouted back, and ran up the stairs to my bedroom and locked the door. My dad ran up the stairs and started banging on the door. "Let me the fuck in! Frank, you're just making it worse for yourself!" He shouted. Shit shit shit shit. I grabbed a rucksack from the floor and stuffed it with some clothes. I opened the window and looked down. I've done it before, but this was for a different reason. I placed a foot a foot on the window sill. Its only the second floor. I could still hear my door rattling and my dad shouting. "Its really not that high" I said out loud. I crouched and prepared myself for the fall. It kinda felt like I was flying, that is until I landed right on my fucking leg. "Owwwww" I whined as I got up. I rubbed my leg quickly, and then started walking to Gerards. I know I'll be allowed to stay there.