Forever
I Could Spend My Life In This Sweet Surrender
Okay, I was a little drunk and a lot curious so I nodded and Gerard drove off.
We drove for quite a while and I found myself staring at him; he was...gorgeous. His jet black hair contrasted so much with his white skin. He was so pale, it made him look ghostly. His nose was nice, it was kind of pointed at the end, his lips where thin but they looked so soft... I wonder what it would feel like to kiss those lips. God I must be drunker than I thought.
We arrived at a...forest? What this hell are we doing here?!
Oh my God, what if he kills me?! Or rapes me?!?!
I was panicking very much, very quickly.
"C'mon, baby." He had walked over to my side of the car and was holding his hand out to me.
"What the fuck are we doing here?" I asked
"I wanted to show you something
"What?"
"Come here." He starts walking in to the forest that turned out to only be a few trees on the outside.
Like a curtain that covered up the beauty behind it.
There was a waterfall, yeah, a motherfucking waterfall! It was beautiful.
"Wow" I whispered, once I could speak again.
"Do you like it?" He asked
"It's beautiful." I stood there for a while, then Gerard took me up closer, close enough to touch the water, it was cold but it felt nice.
We stayed there for a while. I don't know how long, but I loved it.
Gerard isn't so bad.
"We should go, Princess." he whispered. I nodded and we walked back to his car.
"What time is it?" I asked
"Uhm, 2:45."
"What?! Holy fuck it's late!" How the fuck
did I not notice how late it was?
My grandparents were supposed to visit me in the morning, I didn't know what time, they just said that they would visit me.
"Don't worry, we'll make it." The drive to my house was long and we got there at like 3:20. I didn't feel drunk at all anymore.
"Uhm, do you want to...come in?" I asked
"Yeah, uhm, coffee?" I nodded
We walked in and I showed him to the kitchen where I started to make coffee. I was a little tired but not enough to actualy want to go to sleep.
I made two cups of coffee and was about to take them over to where Gerard was, but sudennly he was right behind me. One hand on my hip and the other was pouting sugar in his coffee.
"Gerard, what the fuck?!" I exclaimed as I turn around and pushed Gerard back.
"What's wrong, honey?"
"You're way too close, back up." He didn't listen instead he walked up closer to me. He had me backed up against the counter and I couldn't back up any more.
"Too close? I don't think so, baby." He had his hands on my hips and was rubbing circles with his thumb.
"Gerard, seriously, gets the fuck off me!"
He smirked and I tried to push him off, I managed to move him a bit and ran up the stairs to my room. When I got there I tried to lock the doors but Gerard was already there and he came in before I could close it. He walked in and closed the door behind him then he started walking towards ne. The way he looked at me gave me chills...in all the right ways. His eyed where blood red, it felt...nice? to know Gerard was horny because of me. But I wasn't going g to admit that.
"Gerard, stop it!" He was getting really close to me again, and before I knew it I was in the corner of my room chest-to-chest with Gerard.
"Your beautiful, y'know?" Okay, so I was kind of hoping he would catch me. But I wasn't going to admit that.
"Stop it!" He grabbed my wrist with his hand when I tried to push him off. After I yelled at him some more he lifted me up bridal style and walked over to my bed. He dumped me there and before I could make any move to get away he pinned both of my wrists above my head with his hand.
"Gerard, stop! Get off me and leave!" Please, don't leave me.
"Not a chance in hell" I didn't really want him to leave, I want him to keep going, I want him to do anything he wants, but I wasn’t going to admit that.
He slipped his free hand under my shirt and up my chest, "Gerard stop" I said but he just smiled and kissed my cheek. He started moving his hand again, and then he rubbed my nipples, teasing me.
Yeah, it felt VERY good but, I was still trying to convince him -and myself- that I didn't want it, but he kept going.
He pinched my nipple and I yelpt. He smirked and unbuttoned my shirt. He looked me in the eyes as he lowered himself and planted soft, open mouthed kisses on my stomach and chest. His kisses traveled upward and he flicked his tongue against my nipple, I tried to say 'stop' but it came out more like 'stahhhhhhhh' which was totally embarrassing.
He started kissing my collarbones and jaw and then my neck, while he was till roaming my whole upper body with his free hand. I was still telling him to stop, but half of what I said wasn't even in understandable English, they were half words-half gasps. Gerard didn't really pay attention, he was busy dirty talking and touching.
He started sucking on my neck and his hand was fiddling with my jeans button. I was a panting sweating mess and I couldn't do anything about it. I was enjoying this and I'm pretty sure he knew it too.
"Guh-Gerard, stahh-stop!" I said
"I know you want to, too," he groped me through my jeans and I bit my lip to stop from moaning, "Just look at how hard you are." He kept grabbing me and it was driving me insane, it felt so good.
He kissed me.
Like, actually kissed my lips. All the 'stomach-butterflies' thing is bullshit. I didn't feel butterflies, I felt the whole fucking zoo.
He pulled away and frowned a bit, "kiss back" he said and then he pressed his lips to mine. I slowly started to kiss back and when he licked my bottom lip I opened my mouth a little, he slipped his tongue in my mouth, and kissing Gerard has got to be THE best thing ever. He pulled away and I turned my head away from him.
I was embarrassed. I was acting like such a slut.
"Look at me, baby" he said, I turned my head and opened my eyes and saw him.
Red eyes and lusty looking and just fucking gorgeous.
His hand was traveling downwards again. It slipped under my jeans and boxers. I looked him in the eye as he grabbed me but I couldn't keep eye contact; I threw my head back and moaned, long and loud and thank god I don't have neighbors.
"Do you like that, baby?" Gerard started dirty talking again and it was such a turn on to listen to all the things he wanted to do to me
He started jerking me off very slowly, he's such a tease. I had given up on telling him to stop (since we both knew I wanted him to keep going) and was left to moan and squirm under his touch.
"Ahhhh, ohh, Gerard!" I moaned, particularly loud
He had started to suck on my neck again, and whenever I felt his fangs graze my skin I gasped. I wish he would bite me. It's supposed to feel really good when a Dom bites you.
He still had his hand in my pants and sucking my neck and I was still gasping and moaning when the motherfucking door opened.
We drove for quite a while and I found myself staring at him; he was...gorgeous. His jet black hair contrasted so much with his white skin. He was so pale, it made him look ghostly. His nose was nice, it was kind of pointed at the end, his lips where thin but they looked so soft... I wonder what it would feel like to kiss those lips. God I must be drunker than I thought.
We arrived at a...forest? What this hell are we doing here?!
Oh my God, what if he kills me?! Or rapes me?!?!
I was panicking very much, very quickly.
"C'mon, baby." He had walked over to my side of the car and was holding his hand out to me.
"What the fuck are we doing here?" I asked
"I wanted to show you something
"What?"
"Come here." He starts walking in to the forest that turned out to only be a few trees on the outside.
Like a curtain that covered up the beauty behind it.
There was a waterfall, yeah, a motherfucking waterfall! It was beautiful.
"Wow" I whispered, once I could speak again.
"Do you like it?" He asked
"It's beautiful." I stood there for a while, then Gerard took me up closer, close enough to touch the water, it was cold but it felt nice.
We stayed there for a while. I don't know how long, but I loved it.
Gerard isn't so bad.
"We should go, Princess." he whispered. I nodded and we walked back to his car.
"What time is it?" I asked
"Uhm, 2:45."
"What?! Holy fuck it's late!" How the fuck
did I not notice how late it was?
My grandparents were supposed to visit me in the morning, I didn't know what time, they just said that they would visit me.
"Don't worry, we'll make it." The drive to my house was long and we got there at like 3:20. I didn't feel drunk at all anymore.
"Uhm, do you want to...come in?" I asked
"Yeah, uhm, coffee?" I nodded
We walked in and I showed him to the kitchen where I started to make coffee. I was a little tired but not enough to actualy want to go to sleep.
I made two cups of coffee and was about to take them over to where Gerard was, but sudennly he was right behind me. One hand on my hip and the other was pouting sugar in his coffee.
"Gerard, what the fuck?!" I exclaimed as I turn around and pushed Gerard back.
"What's wrong, honey?"
"You're way too close, back up." He didn't listen instead he walked up closer to me. He had me backed up against the counter and I couldn't back up any more.
"Too close? I don't think so, baby." He had his hands on my hips and was rubbing circles with his thumb.
"Gerard, seriously, gets the fuck off me!"
He smirked and I tried to push him off, I managed to move him a bit and ran up the stairs to my room. When I got there I tried to lock the doors but Gerard was already there and he came in before I could close it. He walked in and closed the door behind him then he started walking towards ne. The way he looked at me gave me chills...in all the right ways. His eyed where blood red, it felt...nice? to know Gerard was horny because of me. But I wasn't going g to admit that.
"Gerard, stop it!" He was getting really close to me again, and before I knew it I was in the corner of my room chest-to-chest with Gerard.
"Your beautiful, y'know?" Okay, so I was kind of hoping he would catch me. But I wasn't going to admit that.
"Stop it!" He grabbed my wrist with his hand when I tried to push him off. After I yelled at him some more he lifted me up bridal style and walked over to my bed. He dumped me there and before I could make any move to get away he pinned both of my wrists above my head with his hand.
"Gerard, stop! Get off me and leave!" Please, don't leave me.
"Not a chance in hell" I didn't really want him to leave, I want him to keep going, I want him to do anything he wants, but I wasn’t going to admit that.
He slipped his free hand under my shirt and up my chest, "Gerard stop" I said but he just smiled and kissed my cheek. He started moving his hand again, and then he rubbed my nipples, teasing me.
Yeah, it felt VERY good but, I was still trying to convince him -and myself- that I didn't want it, but he kept going.
He pinched my nipple and I yelpt. He smirked and unbuttoned my shirt. He looked me in the eyes as he lowered himself and planted soft, open mouthed kisses on my stomach and chest. His kisses traveled upward and he flicked his tongue against my nipple, I tried to say 'stop' but it came out more like 'stahhhhhhhh' which was totally embarrassing.
He started kissing my collarbones and jaw and then my neck, while he was till roaming my whole upper body with his free hand. I was still telling him to stop, but half of what I said wasn't even in understandable English, they were half words-half gasps. Gerard didn't really pay attention, he was busy dirty talking and touching.
He started sucking on my neck and his hand was fiddling with my jeans button. I was a panting sweating mess and I couldn't do anything about it. I was enjoying this and I'm pretty sure he knew it too.
"Guh-Gerard, stahh-stop!" I said
"I know you want to, too," he groped me through my jeans and I bit my lip to stop from moaning, "Just look at how hard you are." He kept grabbing me and it was driving me insane, it felt so good.
He kissed me.
Like, actually kissed my lips. All the 'stomach-butterflies' thing is bullshit. I didn't feel butterflies, I felt the whole fucking zoo.
He pulled away and frowned a bit, "kiss back" he said and then he pressed his lips to mine. I slowly started to kiss back and when he licked my bottom lip I opened my mouth a little, he slipped his tongue in my mouth, and kissing Gerard has got to be THE best thing ever. He pulled away and I turned my head away from him.
I was embarrassed. I was acting like such a slut.
"Look at me, baby" he said, I turned my head and opened my eyes and saw him.
Red eyes and lusty looking and just fucking gorgeous.
His hand was traveling downwards again. It slipped under my jeans and boxers. I looked him in the eye as he grabbed me but I couldn't keep eye contact; I threw my head back and moaned, long and loud and thank god I don't have neighbors.
"Do you like that, baby?" Gerard started dirty talking again and it was such a turn on to listen to all the things he wanted to do to me
He started jerking me off very slowly, he's such a tease. I had given up on telling him to stop (since we both knew I wanted him to keep going) and was left to moan and squirm under his touch.
"Ahhhh, ohh, Gerard!" I moaned, particularly loud
He had started to suck on my neck again, and whenever I felt his fangs graze my skin I gasped. I wish he would bite me. It's supposed to feel really good when a Dom bites you.
He still had his hand in my pants and sucking my neck and I was still gasping and moaning when the motherfucking door opened.
Notes
Sooootheres a new chapter!!
schools taking up soooo much of my time, its like BAM YOU HAVE HOMEWORK!
i am so embaresed that i just wrote something smutty
title from Aerosmiths 'i dont wanna miss a thing'
tell me what you think!
*wispers* people that comment are my favorite type of people
:)
this is fucking amazing
9/5/18