"...who is she?" I asked.


He sighed, "Jackie"


What?!


I climbed in to his lap and held on to him tighter.


"How did your parents not know that she was that girl?"


"Baby, it was years ago. I doubt they even remembered what had happened."


That bitch.


"...I love you."


"Frankie, honey, I love you so much, baby."


I looked in to his eyes.


This can't be happening. That bitch can't tear us apart.


"What are we going to do?" I ask.


He hugged me close to his chest, "...I don't know."


"Can't you just...stay here?"


"I could, but they would find us sooner or later."


"You can't go, 'Rard. I can't...can't lose you."


I buried my face in to the crook of his neck. He can't leave me.


I would die without him.


I just got him back I can't lose him.


I started to cry. Gerard just held me closer. Running his fingers through my short hair and whispering sweet words of love and reassurance

.
"Frankie, princess?" he spoke a couple minutes in to my cry-fest, "I've g-gotta go, baby."


I cried even harder, "N-n-no!!!" I sobbed as I clutched on to his shirt even harder, "P-please don't leave m-me!"


I felt Gerard bury his face in to the crook of my neck and then I felt a couple tears hit my neck


What?


'Rard was...crying?


He's supposed to be the strong one.


I pulled away a bit and came tear-stained face to tear-stained face with Gerard.


I took his face in my hands, "D-don't c-cry, 'Rard...we'll m-make it."


He pressed his face on to my chest, wetting my grey v-neck with his tears, but I didn't mind, I wrapped my arms tightly around his shoulders, holding him there.


"I love you so, so much, baby." he whispered.


I tightened my grip on him, "I l-love you, too, 'Rard." I hiccuped.


"...I'll leave...in the morning." he whispers.


...at least I can have him for today.


We sat there for more than half an hour, just being in his arms was soothing.


"Let's lie down." I whispered.


We had been sitting like that for quite a while, and I'm sure he was getting sore from me sitting in his lap.


"Yeah"


I got off him, I was unsteady on my own feet so I swayed slightly. He held on to my hips, steadying me.


He rubbed circles with his thumb, then he moved his hands up and under my shirt. I shivered a bit. He Moved his hands, sliding them up my back and taking my shirt off me.


I lifted my arms and then placed my hands on his shoulders.


He looked all over my chest, I blushed a bit. Not used to having him-or anyone, ever- look at me like that.


He ran his hands all over me, my chest and back.


He placed his hands on my hips again, moving me closer to him. I watched with half lidded eyes as he kissed my tummy. It was soft and for some reason felt like heaven.


I felt him bite down softly on the little bit of extra flesh on my stomach.


"Ahhhh" I moaned softly, god did that feel good.


He kept kissing me, then he nuzzled in to my slight pudge with his nose.
I love how delicate he is, how each touch feels so full of love, how every time he touches me I shiver and get goosbumps and butterflies. Fuck, I love him. So much.


I can't lose him. Not now, not ever.


He pulled me closer, I got back on the couch, my knees on either side of him.
I leaned down and caught his lips in a deep love filled kiss.


I felt his tongue swipe at my bottom lip, so I opened my mouth. I moaned slightly when he licked the roof of my mouth. Then just relished in the feeling of his tongue sliding against mine.
He bit my bottom lip, sucking it in between his lips afterwards.


I moaned, embarrassingly loud when he took my lip ring between his lips and pulled on it.


"Ahhh...fuck 'Rard" I gasped


He smirked and kissed me again, sliding his tongue against mine.


I pulled on his shirt, he pulled back for about two seconds to take it off and then went back to kissing me.


I slid my hands over his smooth chest.


He had suck a good body, he wasn't the most muscular guy ever but he wasn't scrawny. When he moved his arms I could see the how muscles under his pale skin flex. He was lean but well built. Long story short: he was perfect.


I moved my hands so one was holding on to him, draped around his shoulder and the other was pulling his hair.


His kisses started getting lower, he kissed my jawline and my neck, then my collar bone.


Biting and sucking. Fuck, that felt so good.


"Let's go...ahhhh...to the bedroom." I gasped.


He hummed in approval. Next thing I know he picked me up bridal style and carried my up stairs. We kissed the whole way to the bedroom.


Once there I had about two seconds to look around while Gerard lied me on the bed.


The room was very big, one of the walls was made entirely of glass, the floor was -like in the rest of the house- hardwood and the bed had black and red sheeting.


Gerard lied me down on my back and then climbed on top of me, straddling me.
We started making out again. I was so concentrated on Gerard's tongue in my mouth I didn't notice him move his leg.


He moved so his knee was between my legs. I felt him bring up his knee and rub the bulge in my pants.


"Ah ah ah, 'Rard!" I moaned whorish loud.


He started kissing my neck again.


Oh god that felt so good.


He pulled away a few minutes later, leaving me squirming and begging for more.


"'Rard...don't fucking dare leave me here...like this." I panted.


He was stood next to the bed, also panting.


"Baby, are you sure you want do this?"


"Of course I wanna do this...'Rard I fucking love you so fucking much, of fucking course I wanna do this."


I sat up, Gerard sat down next to me on the edge.


"I wanted our first time to...be special."


I moved and sat down next to him, "This is special."


"It's not...I wanted to do something -don't laugh- romantic."


"I want that, too, but...what if we...don't get another chance?"


"Don't fucking say that, Frankie," he got off the bed and started pacing, "We'll get through this, we won't let this shit tear us apart, I fucking promise," he kneeled in between my legs, wrapping his arms around my waist and resting his head on my thigh, "We'll find a way, I promise, princess."


I ran my fingers through his hair, "...how?"


He hugged me tighter but didn't answer.


There was no answer.


There was no way out of this.


No matter how much we loved each other we couldn't stop this.


A few minutes later he looked up smiling, "...I have an idea."


"What is it?" I asked curiously.


"I'm gonna call J.R."


"And? How does that help?"


"Because, JR'll know what to do."


"How? What the hell are they gonna do with Jackie and her dad?"


"...kill'em?"

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