I can't believe I just told him that.


He's going to hate me now.


I mean, who wants to be with an infertile fertile?


No one.


I looked up at him, he looked down on me and smiled slightly.


"That doesn't matter, baby. I love you whether you can have kids or not." he brushed the hair out of my face.


"But d-don't you want to have a family and a-ll that?" I hiccuped.


"Honey, I want to be with you and if that means that we won't be having kids then I don't want to have any. All I've ever wanted was to be able to make you happy, and, princess, if you're happy then I'm happy." he smiled.


God, am I lucky.


Gerard is amazing and I'm so fucking lucky to have him.


I smiled back.


Then I hooked my arms around his neck and leaned up, kissing him.


He immediately started to kiss back.


I moved so I was sat up on his lap, my knees on either side of him.


I moved my hand from his neck to his hair.


God, I love his hair.


I pulled on it, maybe harder than necessary. But he moaned, loudly, so I guess it was okay.
And, wow. I just made Gerard Fucking Way moan.


He sounded sexy as fuck.


He moved his hands from my back to my hips.


He bit my lip -pretty hard- and then licked at it. Taking my bottom lip in between his lips and sucking gently.


Fuck that felt so good.


He then took my lip ring in between his teeth and pulled on it.


Fuck, I just moaned so loud.


I smirked and rolled my hips down hard on to his.


His head lolled back and he moaned, really loud.


I kept doing that while I kissed and sucked at the sensitive skin of his neck. Running my tongue over the small cuts on his neck and then grazing my fangs over them.
I wasn't going to bite him, but I could tease, couldn't I?


"Fuuuuuuck, Frankie" he groaned when I grind particularly hard.


I was surprised he could speak, I don't think I could form coherent words anymore.


I was too busy making Gerard feel good while enjoying it, too.


We were panting and rubbing and moaning and it all felt just so good.


I was so close, I'm sure 'Rard is, too.


"Nguh...so close...Fuck Frankie." Yeah, he's close too.


Doms usually don't get off so easy, but since he hasn't really gotten any in a long time, he's just kept all the sexual frustration bottled up.


"Nuh...ah, uh 'R-rard I'm...ahhhh....I'm...ohhh...gonna c-cum."


He pulled on my hair so that my neck was fully accessible, then he started to kiss and suck on the sensitive spots of my neck.


I shuddered -and almost came- when I felt his fangs touch my skin.


Oh, god. Fuck, yes.


He started to tease me, only applying enough pressure on my neck for me to feel his fangs but not enough to actually pierce my skin.


By now I had stopped moving my hips, and I was so worked up on 'Rards fangs that I didn't notice him undo my jeans.


So when I felt his hand wrap around me I moaned and gasped very loud.


He pulled my jeans and underwear down to my knees.


And the moaned even louder when he started to jerk me off, fast. Like, very fast.


"Fuck, yeah, baby...wanna see you cum...Fuck Frankie, cum for me baby." Gerard dirty talking was seriously the sexiest thing I have ever heard.


I was so, so close.


'Rard knew too, I think that's why he sped up.


He started nibbling on my neck again.


He was just about to bite.


And guess what fucking happened.


Gerard's motherfucking cell phone rang.


I -obviously, given the circumstances I expected him to let it ring and let me cum.


But, no.


I almost cried in frustration when he pulled back his fangs and removed his hand.


"R-rard, you've gotta be f-fucking kidding me" I hissed.


He ignored me and pulled his cell phone out of his back jean pocket.


Lifting his hips and 'accidentally' rubbed up on me.


He looked at the cell phone and frowned, then answered.


"Ma?"


What?!


He left me with talking hard-on, just so he could talk to his mother?!


What the fuck?!


No, I can't just stay like this.


It's so not going to go down.


I pulled my boxers back on, pulled back the seat so Gerard was completely laying down, then I pulled off my shoes and jeans.


He looked really surprised and confused.


I could hear his mother yelling all the way over here, fucking bitch is fucking crazy.


"Ma? The fuck are you talking about." I was surprised he was talking so casually, like 'I totally wasn't about to make my mate cum'.


I started to undo Gerard's belt and then his jeans, he was looking at me like 'don't fucking do it'.


But I did. I pulled off his jeans and shoes, so we were both in only our boxers.


He looked up at me like 'I'm So Horny' and then went back to talking with Mama Way.


"Ma I've gotta go, good b-" he was cut off mid sentence.


First he looked confused and then his eyes went wide.


He pulled the phone away from him and turned to me, "Get off." he sounded dead serious. I hesitated, what the fuck was going on? "Get off!" he yelled.


I quickly got dressed and stumbled back to the passenger seat.


He was still on the phone, looking more confused (scared?) by the second.


What the fuck is going on?

Notes

*hides behind a rock because of the crappy atemptat at smut*

CHAPTER 46!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Fuck this is gonna be a long story

When I first started writing it (since I didn't expect anyone to like it) I only thought it would have like 20 chapters, at the most. And now here we are at chapter 46 *sniffles*

Love you guys! You're so awesome! Never let anyone make you think you're not worth it!

title from All Time Lows 'Backseat Serenade'