Beep.

Beep.

Beep.

Beep.

What the fuck is that?

Wait.

Why am I alive?

Wait.

Where the fuck am I?

Am I awake?

Am I dreaming?

Am I remembering?

Fuck.

This is so scary.

I don't know weather I'm alive or dreaming or dead or remembering.

What’s going on?

Beep…beep……beep………beep

That beep is getting slower and slower.

What the fuck is it?

Fuck.

I want to scream, but I can’t…the silence and darkness is suffocating.

Beep…………beep……………beep

I’m getting…dizzy? Sleepy?

I feel like I’m flying.

Like I’m floating

Opening my eyes isn’t an option.

So I have no idea where I am.

Maybe I’m still out in front of the house.

Or, maybe Gerard took me to the hospital…no, he wouldn’t. He doesn’t love me.

Fuck.

I feel so weak.

Just thinking is so exhausting.

I just want to sleep…

…..beep…………..beep…………………………beep

Slower.

Perfect.

I just…need to…….sleep.

…………beep…………………………………………….beep

So dark.

So peaceful.

So perfect.

…………….beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep

Perfect.

So quiet.

Suddenly I could hear something apart from the -now fading- beeping noise.

And I could feel something, too.

I felt wetness on my cheek.

And a soft touch on the side of my neck.

And I could hear…someone crying?

“…please don’t leave me.”

Who was that?

Wait.

That sounds like…Gerard.

I felt him tilt my neck.

What is he doing?

Then I felt his breath on my skin.

And his hand on my jaw…opening my mouth.

I felt his fangs graze my skin…what is he doing?

Then I felt his neck…right under my fangs.

Wait.

He’s going to bite me.

We’re going to bond

Notes

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