I waited until I heard my family’s car start and them drive off before I walked towards Frankie.

I sat down on the bed next to him and wrapped an arm around his waist.

He smiled at me and kissed my cheek.

Yeah. Cheek won’t do it.

I pulled him in to my lap and kissed him furiously.

He was unresponsive at first but he slowly started to kiss back.

I moved my hands from his waist and slid them up his shirt.

He immediately pulled back, “What are you doing?”

I didn’t answer and instead turned and laid him on the bed, straddling him.

I kept kissing him and pulled off his shirt.

“Gerard…what are…you doing?!” he hissed between kisses.

“Frankie…I want you so bad. You have no idea.” His eyes went wide and he tried to move away from me.

I sat up and pulled him towards me kissing him again.

He was still struggling and it pissed me off to no end.

I held him down by the wrists and used my other hand to rip off his jeans.

“Gerard, please. Don’t do this! Fucking stop! You said you were sorry, that you would never hurt me!”

I kissed him again and looked in to his teary eyes, “Don’t you love me enough?” I asked him.

He looked shocked and confused, “What? Gerard I’m not ready for this yet.”

I got off from the bed and started to yell, “WHEN WILL YOU BE READY?! I’VE BEEN WAITING FOR WAY TOO LONG!”

He looked scared now, “I just…I” he faltered.

I pulled him to me by the shoulders and shook him, “FUCKING ANSWER ME!! DON’T YOU LOVE ME ENOUGH TO HAVE SEX?!?!”

He looked so scared and he was crying now, “’Rard stop it. Please, I’m sorry! But I’m not ready yet!”

I pushed him away and punched him

Again

And again

And again

And again.

He fell to the flour but I pushed him up and kept hitting him.

He was crying and bleeding and begging me to stop, but I wouldn’t.

I’m too pissed.

Why doesn’t he want to be with me?!

He said he loves me, why doesn’t he show it?!

I kicked and punched him and kicked him all over again.

I kept hitting him for quite a while and eventually he stopped fighting me off and stopped pleading.

I was way too tired and angry to even spare him a last glance as I left the room.

Fuck him.

I got in to my car and started to drive to whichever club I could find.

I need a drink.

And someone to fuck.

Notes

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