I woke up in Gerard’s bed.

Confusing. So fucking confusing.

I turned towards him and saw that he was already awake.

“Hi baby” he whispered.

I started to remember everything that had happened last night.

Fuck, I was supposed to be non-bitchy.

“Morning ‘Rard.” I answered.

He smiled at me and planted a kiss on my lips I kissed him back and could feel him smile in to the kiss.

“I’m hungry.” I murmured. He had pulled away but rested his forehead against mine.

“Mmmm, me to.” He said in a seductive tone.

“Pffft, no! I meant hungry for food!”

“Huh? Oh...yeah, me too.” He said bushing.

I rolled over and got out of bed, Gerard fallowing me.
Gerard was still in his plain black pajamas’ and I was still wearing the purple and black stripped ones. Although he didn’t seem to care that I probably looked like shit.

He snaked his arm around my waist and we walked upstairs to the kitchen.

“Sit down I’ll cook!” Gerard said as he scurried to the fridge.

He knows how to cook?

I sat down at the (exaggeratedly large) marble island in the kitchen.

Gerard is so awesome and he says he loves me. And he comforted me last night.

God I love him.

Wait. WHAT?!

Oh my god. Oh my god. Oh my god. Oh my god. Oh my god.

Did I really just think that?!

But…there’s nothing wrong with loving him right?

I mean he loves me…so it’s okay if I love him.

“Frankie?” Gerard said. He was looking at me as if I was sick.

“Yeah?” I answered in a shaky voice.

“Are you okay honey? You look a little zoned out”

“No, I’m fine. Don’t worry.” I murmur.

Okay, back to the topic at hand.

Do I love Gerard?

I looked at him. He was busy frying something to notice me staring.

He was absolutely perfect.

His body, his hair, his eyes.

He was a fucking angel.

And he is the nicest person. I know he would be there for me if I ever needed it. Just like last night.

What’s not to love?

I think that kind of settles it.

I’m in love with Gerard Way.

Am I supposed to tell him?

Fuck this is way too complicated!

“Here you go.” He said as he placed a plate of fried veggies and rice in front of me.

Wow. He really does know how to cook.

“And here.” He handed me a bottle of blood.

“Thanks. I- yeah. This looks delicious.” I smiled at him.

He beamed and kissed my cheek.

While we were eating I couldn’t stop thinking about whether I should tell him I love him or not?

Fuck.

Gerard was busy trying to get me to smile to notice my inner war.

He was doing a good gob too.

Making jokes or saying random stuff, he was the sweetest person ever.

Yep, no doubt about it. I am crazily in love with 'Rard.

“I love you” he said all of a sudden.

He smiled. I knew he wasn’t expecting an answer but I wanted to give him one.

It’s not like I never loved Gerard.

I think I always knew it.

I was just afraid that he wouldn’t be there for me.

I don’t fear that anymore, and I want him to know it.

“I-I love you, too, ‘Rard.”

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