Gerard's POV
*Back to when they walk in on Mikey and Ray*
Shit. What was I witnessing. My own brother, and my best friend were making out. Could this get anymore fucked up. They hadn't noticed me yet. Shit. Shit. Shit. What am I meant to do. I felt someone bump into me and I heard Frank's voice. "Hey what are you doing just sta-" he stopped when he saw past me. Mikey and Ray jumped apart and both went red with the guiltiest looks on their faces.
"Kobra, what were you and Jet just doing?" I asked quietly, I could feel the blood starting to drain from my face and I knew that my face would only show shock.
"Uh, n-nothing." Mikey stuttered. Well that was an obvious lie.
"You were definitely doing something." I heard Frank say from next to me. I could just about hear the amused smirk on his face. He thought this was funny! I was freaking out here and he thought this was freaking funny. I just looked at Mikey, my eyes flickered to Ray for a moment and then back again.
"We were talking." Mikey said. I stood there for about 10 seconds before they even noticed me. I saw what they were doing. This was so messed up. I mean I could accept the whole gay thing, that was fine. But my brother and my best friend?
"With your tongues?" Frank asked. Okay, that was crossing the line, a line, Frank's line, Mikey and Ray had already crossed their line. (A/N: Sorry if that didn't make much sense).
Mikey and Ray jumped and yelled, "No!" in perfect unison.
"Mikey…" my voice trailed off, I could hear the hurt in it. Why hadn't he told me? I wouldn't have been mad, he was my brother, I would still love him. "Just please explain this to me." I finished. I wanted answers and an explanation, and I really wanted this horrible awkwardness to go away.
"Okay." Mikey finally said. Ray grabbed Mikey's hand and he relaxed. "Jet's my boyfriend. We didn't want to tell you guys yet, because we didn't know how you would react. I know that sounds really cliché and stupid, but it's true."
"How long?" I asked, looking at Ray this time.
"About a week." Ray replied.
I sat down onmy bed and looked down at my feet. At least I knew now. I smiled. "I'm glad I know now." I said still looking at my feet. Mikey walked over and hugged me, I hugged him back. "Thanks for understanding." he said to me. "And sorry you had to see that Ghoul." he said turning to Frank, who was still standing in the doorway.
"That's fine. I'll leave you guys to it then." he said and walked out.
"I'll leave you guys alone." I said and got up, walking out of the room. I made my way over the stairs and walked up them to the roof. I sat down on the edge with my feet dangling over. I was scared of heights, not because I was afraid of falling or something. Before BL/ind I had tried to kill myself. There was a small river behind my house and bridge that went across it. I had stood on the edge of the bridge and looked down, the water was rushing by as we had just had a storm. I had stepped of the bridge and fallen into the river, where I was soon knocked out from the lack of oxygen. It hadn't been enough to kill me obviously, but ever since then I had developed some fear of heights. The memory made me feel cold, and I shivered slightly, even though it was fairly warm up here. I sighed and walked back down stairs to see if I could get something to eat.

Notes

Here is some of Gerard's POV. Idk I just really wanted to write this part from his perspective as well. More chapters coming.
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