When I started this story four years ago I was so excited for it. Before I posted it I had about seven chapters already written and so many of you gave me so many kind words and loved Ellie as much as I do that I knew I had to keep writing for it. But this story is dead. I never had a plot for it, I had too many devices floating around but I do want to give you all some peace of mind.

1. The drawing she did for Gerard for Christmas was ultimately going to be the main inspiration for Black Parade and Danger Days. (go reread that chapter if you feel like you're forgetting what it may have looked like).This was later going to feed into an Epilogue when the guys would first premiere BP at the VMA's in '06.
2. Ellie was dealing with PTSD.
3. The people she was involved with before her run in with Frank, wanted her dead.
4. Aside from the PTSD, she was severely mentally-ill with early signs of schizophrenia (And I couldn't write schizophrenia, I don't know what it is like).
5. She would end up committing suicide after being assaulted by the people who wanted her dead. I was going to write a spin-off expanding around Cara (her mom) around the time of Danger Days would be released.
6. Her twin's death was something I wrote in on a whim but then started to want to write about them and their high school days (I might actually do that, I wanted you guys to meet Elias the minute I created him).
7. Cara is another character I really wanted to expand on.
8. As well as Marigold, Ellie's best friend.
9. Ellie was going to see Elias and her father again, it was going to be in the Epilogue.
10. I actually did write the last chapter and most of the Epilogue, but it's on a hard drive that I need to get a new USB wire thing for.
11. I got a new computer also, so the entirety of this story isn't even on this new computer yet.
12. Ellie truly did love Frank, there was no doubt about it.

I loved this story, I really did. But I have to let it go now.

If you guys have any questions and want me to write Ellie in high school as a bonus chapter, I will. Wholeheartedly.

Thank you for the kind words and love every single one of you have given me. Even the butt-touches

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