Oh Baby Let Me In
#CHAPTER 9#
I push into the kiss and gently caress my Frankie’s cheek. I let my tongue slip into his mouth and explore it, tasting every inch of him. I wrap him in my arms and continue the kiss until we both fall into a deep slumber, side by side.
***Time Lapse, One week and five days***
He trails his nails down my back and bites my shoulder to muffle his moans of ecstasy as I slide in and out of him. He grabs a handful of my hair bringing our mouths together and wrapping his legs tighter around me, allowing me to go deeper. Seconds later I feel him clench down around me and come with a soft whimper. I quicken my pace and come deep inside him, kissing him softly. Pulling back and looking into his eyes, I smile and after a moment he smiles back. I lift myself off and grab the bowl of water and washcloth off the side table. I dip the cloth in the water and gently clean off my love. Burning every inch of his beauty into my memory. He smiles up at me with something like sadness in his eyes; I try and smile back reassuringly uttering the three words I want him to say back so desperately to me.
“I love you.”
“…I love you too.”
He whispers after a pause, looking deep into my eyes with hope. I swoop down and pull him into another loving kiss full of all the emotions in my heart for him. Wetness touches my cheeks our tears swirling together, leaking into the kiss, making it salty. I smile through the kiss and feel him smile back, our teeth clinking together as we kiss.
“Tomorrow Frankie.”
His smile falls ever so slightly as he looks up at me his eyes searching my face. Looking for a hint of what I meant by tomorrow.
“Tomorrow we’ll leave this place. We won’t look back, just go wherever the road takes us, but it won’t matter where we end up because we’ll have each other. You’re all I need in this life Frankie, nothing else but you matters to me, baby.”
His eyes widen and he looks up at me in fear, removing his arms from their place around my neck. Sitting up his eyes flicker back and forth nervously from me to the bed sheets. Renewed tears start to fall from his eyes this time followed by the sound of sobbing and gasps for breath. His body rocking back and forth in time with his wails of desperation.
“Shh..Baby what’s wrong? It’s okay, if you want we can leave now. There is no need to wait. Here let me just-“
“No!”
“What?”
“Don’t you get it? I don’t love you! Everything has been a lie! I don’t want to leave because I still have hope that someone will find me, that someone will save me from YOU!”
I stare at his face hoping the words my love just said is a lie. Finding nothing in my hunt for a lie, I feel the voice start to creep back. Happy with my misery. Not caring I let it come back to deal with the news Frank just broke to me. I feel myself slip away as HE starts to comeback with a evil little chuckle escaping his lips. I give one last hopeful look to my baby, but nothing is there except for his look of disgust.
“Didn’t I tell you so?”
“Shut up!”
“So no luck with this one either Huh? Well no surprise there!”
“He’s just scared and confused, it’s not his fault. He ju-“
“Shut the fuck up! I gave you your chance now it’s my turn. If he decides he wants us I’ll let you come back. If not well…he’ll have to go join dear Mikey and Ray. How tragic it will be!”
He says gleefully, shoving me out of his space. I feel bad for Frank, knowing what this other guy is capable of. Not that bad though if it means he will finally truly love me.
(A/N Psychotic Gee is Back!)
“Well, well, well, Frankie baby now that isn’t so nice to say to us.”
“Us?”
“Yes, us. Well just me right now cause you hurt Gerards feelings so he left me to deal with you.”
“You are?”
“Actually good fucking point, I am not much of a fan of the name Gerard. So you can call me…Party Poison!”
He stares at me with a worried expression probably questioning my sanity.
“I would say not to look so worried baby but unfortunately you didn’t learn your lesson from last time did you? It’s okay cause I’m chock full of ideas for you.”
I crawl onto the floor under the bed and pull out the small trunk. Throwing it atop the bed, I unlock it and reveal its contents to a terrified Frank. I reach in, rooting my hand around looking for the perfect “toy” to use. I find it and bring it up with a triumphant “Aha!” Seeing Franks eyes widen in fear as he realizes what it is. Smiling I immediately begin my lesson.
***Time Lapse, One week and five days***
He trails his nails down my back and bites my shoulder to muffle his moans of ecstasy as I slide in and out of him. He grabs a handful of my hair bringing our mouths together and wrapping his legs tighter around me, allowing me to go deeper. Seconds later I feel him clench down around me and come with a soft whimper. I quicken my pace and come deep inside him, kissing him softly. Pulling back and looking into his eyes, I smile and after a moment he smiles back. I lift myself off and grab the bowl of water and washcloth off the side table. I dip the cloth in the water and gently clean off my love. Burning every inch of his beauty into my memory. He smiles up at me with something like sadness in his eyes; I try and smile back reassuringly uttering the three words I want him to say back so desperately to me.
“I love you.”
“…I love you too.”
He whispers after a pause, looking deep into my eyes with hope. I swoop down and pull him into another loving kiss full of all the emotions in my heart for him. Wetness touches my cheeks our tears swirling together, leaking into the kiss, making it salty. I smile through the kiss and feel him smile back, our teeth clinking together as we kiss.
“Tomorrow Frankie.”
His smile falls ever so slightly as he looks up at me his eyes searching my face. Looking for a hint of what I meant by tomorrow.
“Tomorrow we’ll leave this place. We won’t look back, just go wherever the road takes us, but it won’t matter where we end up because we’ll have each other. You’re all I need in this life Frankie, nothing else but you matters to me, baby.”
His eyes widen and he looks up at me in fear, removing his arms from their place around my neck. Sitting up his eyes flicker back and forth nervously from me to the bed sheets. Renewed tears start to fall from his eyes this time followed by the sound of sobbing and gasps for breath. His body rocking back and forth in time with his wails of desperation.
“Shh..Baby what’s wrong? It’s okay, if you want we can leave now. There is no need to wait. Here let me just-“
“No!”
“What?”
“Don’t you get it? I don’t love you! Everything has been a lie! I don’t want to leave because I still have hope that someone will find me, that someone will save me from YOU!”
I stare at his face hoping the words my love just said is a lie. Finding nothing in my hunt for a lie, I feel the voice start to creep back. Happy with my misery. Not caring I let it come back to deal with the news Frank just broke to me. I feel myself slip away as HE starts to comeback with a evil little chuckle escaping his lips. I give one last hopeful look to my baby, but nothing is there except for his look of disgust.
“Didn’t I tell you so?”
“Shut up!”
“So no luck with this one either Huh? Well no surprise there!”
“He’s just scared and confused, it’s not his fault. He ju-“
“Shut the fuck up! I gave you your chance now it’s my turn. If he decides he wants us I’ll let you come back. If not well…he’ll have to go join dear Mikey and Ray. How tragic it will be!”
He says gleefully, shoving me out of his space. I feel bad for Frank, knowing what this other guy is capable of. Not that bad though if it means he will finally truly love me.
(A/N Psychotic Gee is Back!)
“Well, well, well, Frankie baby now that isn’t so nice to say to us.”
“Us?”
“Yes, us. Well just me right now cause you hurt Gerards feelings so he left me to deal with you.”
“You are?”
“Actually good fucking point, I am not much of a fan of the name Gerard. So you can call me…Party Poison!”
He stares at me with a worried expression probably questioning my sanity.
“I would say not to look so worried baby but unfortunately you didn’t learn your lesson from last time did you? It’s okay cause I’m chock full of ideas for you.”
I crawl onto the floor under the bed and pull out the small trunk. Throwing it atop the bed, I unlock it and reveal its contents to a terrified Frank. I reach in, rooting my hand around looking for the perfect “toy” to use. I find it and bring it up with a triumphant “Aha!” Seeing Franks eyes widen in fear as he realizes what it is. Smiling I immediately begin my lesson.
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Haha yeah I love it too. The pic I mean. Aw thanks I hated it once I finished it but I'm glad you liked it. Thank you for reading and commenting. :)
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