Blind to the truth
Why did I do this?
Frank [P.O.V.]
I walked out of Gerard's all intentions of leaving but I end up in a huddled mass on the porch, and I'm glad I did.
Gerard [P.O.V.]
What the hell had I just done? I kissed Frank then just kicked him right out?! Was I insane if not I soon would be classified. Frank was beautiful as all hell! He had the sweetest most innocent hazel eyes and they held me in constant suspense. When I said no his eyes looked lost hurt and confused. The flash really did kill me inside. I looked at the small kitten nestled on my chest. He looked so sweet and innocent sort of like Frank. Frank was my little kitten until I compulsively pushed him away. I wish I could bring him back and hold him. He was probably sad and upset at me more than ever before. I walked to the door to peak out it and see if maybe he was still there. I pushed to reveal a huddled mass lying on the floor sobbing softly. I put my hand on the shoulder of the mass and it looked up eyes furious at me. I whispered "Can I say sorry?"
He teared up "No, I'm far to hurt and angry at you,"
I sat down in the door way next to Frankie "Well, too damn bad Franks you're going to put up with me. I don't give up easily."
Frank sat up slowly "You are a twat and I hate your guts Gerard."
I laughed "Yeah and I believe Mikey when he says unicorns exist."
"Well we can't all be Gerard Fucking Way who's life is extremely perfect!"
"My life perfect. Bitch please I am the biggest fuck up known to man. I ruined my old life in a predominantly catholic town because I enjoy penis. I moved here to escape the harassment me and Mikey faced, and I'm not completely sure I was right in doing so."
"Well, shit could have been a lot worse." He cried, and I knew Frank had secrets that he never told anyone. I wondered if maybe he was trying not to show me the truth but I could guess that he was abused at home by unforgiving parents, bullied at school for being gay then he hated himself for causing the bad that happened in his life. He would self harm and think that maybe one day he would cut too deep and finally all his blood would come spilling out into a gushing red puddle on the floor. He would cry himself to sleep every night until such a thing happened. I felt a tear roll down my face and a smooth finger wipe it away but it was not my own gentle hand but that of Frank. He whispered "Gee, why are you crying?"
"I just, it is really nothing." I lied but Frank should just forget me.
"Gee, don't lie to me I'm not the cocky prick you think I am, I am actually quite understanding and I only want to help in anyway I can." I fight back a sob and shake a little. Frank walks behind me and holds me tightly as he sits down behind me. I look close my eyes and a shiver runs down my spine. Frank whispers "Gee, come back inside and lets get you a blanket you are so cold." Frank and I walked back inside into my lonely living room and into my shutoff bedroom. He lays me down on my bed and stands next to it for a minute until I pull down on his hand to lay down next to me. He obliges with my request and I pull him closer. He has on my brown jacket, I laugh lightly as he takes it off to reveal his bear chest again. I look into his soft hazel eyes so innocent and whisper
"Kitten, do you really hate me?"
"Did you just call me kitten and no." He moved a bit closer bringing me into his arms for a warm love filled embrace. I snuggle into his soft neck and kiss it lightly. He rubs his hand on my chest slowly moving it up and down to my stomach. He gets a little lower each time. I kiss his neck again giving the soft okay. He begins to tug on the waist band of my boxers. I move my hand to his ass and give it a light squeeze through his tight jeans. Frank slowly slips his hand into the front of my boxers. He lightly runs his finger over my member and whispers in my ear "are you sure?" I nod and kiss his chest sweetly. He continues to tease me as I begin to get hard. I feel so sure of this and I have never felt so safe as I do right now. Frank removes his hand and takes over. He straddles on top of me kissing my neck with a fiery passion. I finally feel my erection full on. He knows all to well as he kisses down my chest and stomach to my happy trail. He comes to my nipple to kiss both of them making me crave him that much more. I moan quietly. He continues down pulling my boxers down slowly over my hips starting to expose farther the natural V-shape of my body. He continues kissing downward as he does. I close my eyes wishing that he wouldn't tease me so. Finally he gets my boxers off and runs his fingers up and down my member then his soft sweet tounge. I moan loudly as he kisses the tip. He starts to take in the head and work his way down slowly. I just want nothing more than to satisfy him the way he does to me. I feel a wave of pleasure come over my body knowing that I am about to climax. Frank sees this and stops. I look down. He comes up and whispers "Isn't this a two person game?"
"I can't hold it much longer Frankie."
"That's okay." Frank slowly comes back to me and I notice the large bulge in his dark jeans and I stop caring about myself and flip him to his back. Frank is gentle while I'm fierce and suck his neck while unbuttoning his pants. He moans my name and I feel a pleasure I have never felt. I kiss his hairless chest and stomach. I follow his happy trail down taking his cute green boxers with it. He moans as I take him in my mouth with no hesitation. I slowly race it with my tounge hoping he is being satisfied. I look up at his face which is in pure ecstasy. I whisper in his ear " Are we going all the way?" He smiles
"Of course." I feel him go onto his hands and knees ready. I grab the lube on my bed side stand and take two fingers around his entrance to lube him. I then take my own member and wipe some on. I slowly insert into him. "Frankie, you are so tight kitten." He whispers
"That happens when you are a virgin." I slowly pull our.
"What?"
"Gee, I'm a Virgin..."
"But, I can't do this." I can't be his first. I'm not right for this honor, and he deserves so much better than me. "Frank, you deserve a better first then a fuck up like me." Frank moves over to me and sits in my lap.
"Gee, it's you that I want." I feel the tear as he kisses it away. I smile lightly and he puts his hand on my face and hugs me tightly. I kiss his forehead. Frank pulls me into a passionate kiss and pushes me onto the bed again. I roll onto my side and face him. He looks so sweet so pure. I can't just have sex with him his first time should be making love. I whisper "If you want me to be your first I want yours to be special." Frank smiles and kisses my lips. I pull him in close and he lays his head on my chest as we pass out looking at the beautiful stars out the window.
I walked out of Gerard's all intentions of leaving but I end up in a huddled mass on the porch, and I'm glad I did.
Gerard [P.O.V.]
What the hell had I just done? I kissed Frank then just kicked him right out?! Was I insane if not I soon would be classified. Frank was beautiful as all hell! He had the sweetest most innocent hazel eyes and they held me in constant suspense. When I said no his eyes looked lost hurt and confused. The flash really did kill me inside. I looked at the small kitten nestled on my chest. He looked so sweet and innocent sort of like Frank. Frank was my little kitten until I compulsively pushed him away. I wish I could bring him back and hold him. He was probably sad and upset at me more than ever before. I walked to the door to peak out it and see if maybe he was still there. I pushed to reveal a huddled mass lying on the floor sobbing softly. I put my hand on the shoulder of the mass and it looked up eyes furious at me. I whispered "Can I say sorry?"
He teared up "No, I'm far to hurt and angry at you,"
I sat down in the door way next to Frankie "Well, too damn bad Franks you're going to put up with me. I don't give up easily."
Frank sat up slowly "You are a twat and I hate your guts Gerard."
I laughed "Yeah and I believe Mikey when he says unicorns exist."
"Well we can't all be Gerard Fucking Way who's life is extremely perfect!"
"My life perfect. Bitch please I am the biggest fuck up known to man. I ruined my old life in a predominantly catholic town because I enjoy penis. I moved here to escape the harassment me and Mikey faced, and I'm not completely sure I was right in doing so."
"Well, shit could have been a lot worse." He cried, and I knew Frank had secrets that he never told anyone. I wondered if maybe he was trying not to show me the truth but I could guess that he was abused at home by unforgiving parents, bullied at school for being gay then he hated himself for causing the bad that happened in his life. He would self harm and think that maybe one day he would cut too deep and finally all his blood would come spilling out into a gushing red puddle on the floor. He would cry himself to sleep every night until such a thing happened. I felt a tear roll down my face and a smooth finger wipe it away but it was not my own gentle hand but that of Frank. He whispered "Gee, why are you crying?"
"I just, it is really nothing." I lied but Frank should just forget me.
"Gee, don't lie to me I'm not the cocky prick you think I am, I am actually quite understanding and I only want to help in anyway I can." I fight back a sob and shake a little. Frank walks behind me and holds me tightly as he sits down behind me. I look close my eyes and a shiver runs down my spine. Frank whispers "Gee, come back inside and lets get you a blanket you are so cold." Frank and I walked back inside into my lonely living room and into my shutoff bedroom. He lays me down on my bed and stands next to it for a minute until I pull down on his hand to lay down next to me. He obliges with my request and I pull him closer. He has on my brown jacket, I laugh lightly as he takes it off to reveal his bear chest again. I look into his soft hazel eyes so innocent and whisper
"Kitten, do you really hate me?"
"Did you just call me kitten and no." He moved a bit closer bringing me into his arms for a warm love filled embrace. I snuggle into his soft neck and kiss it lightly. He rubs his hand on my chest slowly moving it up and down to my stomach. He gets a little lower each time. I kiss his neck again giving the soft okay. He begins to tug on the waist band of my boxers. I move my hand to his ass and give it a light squeeze through his tight jeans. Frank slowly slips his hand into the front of my boxers. He lightly runs his finger over my member and whispers in my ear "are you sure?" I nod and kiss his chest sweetly. He continues to tease me as I begin to get hard. I feel so sure of this and I have never felt so safe as I do right now. Frank removes his hand and takes over. He straddles on top of me kissing my neck with a fiery passion. I finally feel my erection full on. He knows all to well as he kisses down my chest and stomach to my happy trail. He comes to my nipple to kiss both of them making me crave him that much more. I moan quietly. He continues down pulling my boxers down slowly over my hips starting to expose farther the natural V-shape of my body. He continues kissing downward as he does. I close my eyes wishing that he wouldn't tease me so. Finally he gets my boxers off and runs his fingers up and down my member then his soft sweet tounge. I moan loudly as he kisses the tip. He starts to take in the head and work his way down slowly. I just want nothing more than to satisfy him the way he does to me. I feel a wave of pleasure come over my body knowing that I am about to climax. Frank sees this and stops. I look down. He comes up and whispers "Isn't this a two person game?"
"I can't hold it much longer Frankie."
"That's okay." Frank slowly comes back to me and I notice the large bulge in his dark jeans and I stop caring about myself and flip him to his back. Frank is gentle while I'm fierce and suck his neck while unbuttoning his pants. He moans my name and I feel a pleasure I have never felt. I kiss his hairless chest and stomach. I follow his happy trail down taking his cute green boxers with it. He moans as I take him in my mouth with no hesitation. I slowly race it with my tounge hoping he is being satisfied. I look up at his face which is in pure ecstasy. I whisper in his ear " Are we going all the way?" He smiles
"Of course." I feel him go onto his hands and knees ready. I grab the lube on my bed side stand and take two fingers around his entrance to lube him. I then take my own member and wipe some on. I slowly insert into him. "Frankie, you are so tight kitten." He whispers
"That happens when you are a virgin." I slowly pull our.
"What?"
"Gee, I'm a Virgin..."
"But, I can't do this." I can't be his first. I'm not right for this honor, and he deserves so much better than me. "Frank, you deserve a better first then a fuck up like me." Frank moves over to me and sits in my lap.
"Gee, it's you that I want." I feel the tear as he kisses it away. I smile lightly and he puts his hand on my face and hugs me tightly. I kiss his forehead. Frank pulls me into a passionate kiss and pushes me onto the bed again. I roll onto my side and face him. He looks so sweet so pure. I can't just have sex with him his first time should be making love. I whisper "If you want me to be your first I want yours to be special." Frank smiles and kisses my lips. I pull him in close and he lays his head on my chest as we pass out looking at the beautiful stars out the window.
Awwww, sweet!!! (; X
5/31/14