Blind to the truth
Philip
Frank [P.O.V,]
From the moment I layed my eyes on Gerard's dark eyes and matching hair I was into him. He was hot but sassy as all hell. His bare white chest exposed was so sexy. I wanted to get to know this man. His soft delicate face was gorgeous. He was positively perfect. I had made this beautiful man cry today though trying to innocently play with him. I was like a kitten and he a ball of string. In my old blue blazer I drove fast. I slowed to see a small box in the middle of the road. I pulled over to inspect this sight. In the box was a small black and white kitten. It had bright blue eyes still telling me it was quite young. I picked it up and it purred lightly. I cuddled it and it purred looking for affection and food. I took the young kitten into my blazer and drove back to Mikey and Gerards' place. I didn't knock just opened the door to see Gerard in his boxers on the couch. It was about 9:30 at night so it should be expected. Ray had obviously left after me. Gerard yelled "Frank?!" He covered up a bit but honestly I wish he wouldn't, he had a nice body even if he was a bit pudgy.
I smiled "I found this!" Holding out the small kitten. Gerard stood up abandoning his embarrassment.
"Aww, Frankie where did you get him he's so cute!!" Gerard exclaimed.
I told Gerard the whole story about finding the little guy abandoned. Gee took him and whispered "Well I'm sure Frankie will treat you well little guy."
I whispered "I actually can't keep animals in my apartment but can you keep him here?"
Gee grinned so wide "Yes! Can we call him Philip?!"
I laughed "yes we can!" Gee hugged me and kept beaming. He pulled away and placed the kitten on the floor and layed down with it. He played with the kitten and proceeded to get Philip milk from his fridge heating it up and laying it down.
I smiled "Gee, have you had a kitten before?"
He laughed "Yeah I actually love cats."
I grinned "Are we chill still?"
"For now, but don't press your luck peasant you are lucky to be in the presents of the magnificent beauty that is Gerard Way."
"Aren't we all." I mumbled.
Gerard stood up and hugged me again. I felt his warm body on mine and never wanted it to end. I took in his smell which was glorious. I wanted to kiss him so bad but if I did what would he think? I put my head into his chest and didn't move. Gerard didn't move either he just breathed in rhythm with my own breathing. I looked up to see Gee staring down. I wondered if he felt the same and would make a move. I just closed my eyes hoping for the best. Gee let go of me slowly though. I stifled a sob as to not show how I really felt. Gerard put a finger under my chin as I dropped my head back down. I felt his gentle touch pulling me up and my heart fluttered as my stomach did back flips. I felt his warm breath getting closer to my lips. His thin beautiful lips were getting closer to mine with every slight movement. I felt his lips lightly rub against mine. He was so gentle was he scared that I didn't feel the same? I slowly made the kiss deeper and felt him move his lower lip lightly. I copied his movement slowly and steadily. I felt so great that if this ended I may die. He then started to pull away before coming back to me again. I started to pull him in closer to me as he took my hair into his hands. I felt my right hand move to his bare chest and run up and down it slowly. He was so beautiful. He started running hand up my shirt. I felt him dig his nails into my back a bit and I loved it. He was all mine right now and I wanted that to never end. I felt him trace my chest with his long fingers. I whispered into his mouth "You are so beautiful, baby." He removed his hand from my hair and slowly lifted up my shirt. I felt so special so loved. He put his lips on my neck and kissed it ever so gently. I placed a kiss on his collar bone and started on his chest. He pulled away. Had I gone too far?
He looked at me "I'm sorry Frank." He sat on the couch sobbing quietly. I just put my arm around him and whispered "What's wrong sweetie?"
He cried into my bare chest "I can't ruin this for Mikey not again! He deserves to be happy. I'm sorry we can't do this!"
I stood up hurt and confused "Then I guess I should just leave!" I stormed out slamming the door. I muttered "I hate him! I hate that man!" I left my shirt inside refusing to go back in I saw a brown jacket and grabbed it leaving.
From the moment I layed my eyes on Gerard's dark eyes and matching hair I was into him. He was hot but sassy as all hell. His bare white chest exposed was so sexy. I wanted to get to know this man. His soft delicate face was gorgeous. He was positively perfect. I had made this beautiful man cry today though trying to innocently play with him. I was like a kitten and he a ball of string. In my old blue blazer I drove fast. I slowed to see a small box in the middle of the road. I pulled over to inspect this sight. In the box was a small black and white kitten. It had bright blue eyes still telling me it was quite young. I picked it up and it purred lightly. I cuddled it and it purred looking for affection and food. I took the young kitten into my blazer and drove back to Mikey and Gerards' place. I didn't knock just opened the door to see Gerard in his boxers on the couch. It was about 9:30 at night so it should be expected. Ray had obviously left after me. Gerard yelled "Frank?!" He covered up a bit but honestly I wish he wouldn't, he had a nice body even if he was a bit pudgy.
I smiled "I found this!" Holding out the small kitten. Gerard stood up abandoning his embarrassment.
"Aww, Frankie where did you get him he's so cute!!" Gerard exclaimed.
I told Gerard the whole story about finding the little guy abandoned. Gee took him and whispered "Well I'm sure Frankie will treat you well little guy."
I whispered "I actually can't keep animals in my apartment but can you keep him here?"
Gee grinned so wide "Yes! Can we call him Philip?!"
I laughed "yes we can!" Gee hugged me and kept beaming. He pulled away and placed the kitten on the floor and layed down with it. He played with the kitten and proceeded to get Philip milk from his fridge heating it up and laying it down.
I smiled "Gee, have you had a kitten before?"
He laughed "Yeah I actually love cats."
I grinned "Are we chill still?"
"For now, but don't press your luck peasant you are lucky to be in the presents of the magnificent beauty that is Gerard Way."
"Aren't we all." I mumbled.
Gerard stood up and hugged me again. I felt his warm body on mine and never wanted it to end. I took in his smell which was glorious. I wanted to kiss him so bad but if I did what would he think? I put my head into his chest and didn't move. Gerard didn't move either he just breathed in rhythm with my own breathing. I looked up to see Gee staring down. I wondered if he felt the same and would make a move. I just closed my eyes hoping for the best. Gee let go of me slowly though. I stifled a sob as to not show how I really felt. Gerard put a finger under my chin as I dropped my head back down. I felt his gentle touch pulling me up and my heart fluttered as my stomach did back flips. I felt his warm breath getting closer to my lips. His thin beautiful lips were getting closer to mine with every slight movement. I felt his lips lightly rub against mine. He was so gentle was he scared that I didn't feel the same? I slowly made the kiss deeper and felt him move his lower lip lightly. I copied his movement slowly and steadily. I felt so great that if this ended I may die. He then started to pull away before coming back to me again. I started to pull him in closer to me as he took my hair into his hands. I felt my right hand move to his bare chest and run up and down it slowly. He was so beautiful. He started running hand up my shirt. I felt him dig his nails into my back a bit and I loved it. He was all mine right now and I wanted that to never end. I felt him trace my chest with his long fingers. I whispered into his mouth "You are so beautiful, baby." He removed his hand from my hair and slowly lifted up my shirt. I felt so special so loved. He put his lips on my neck and kissed it ever so gently. I placed a kiss on his collar bone and started on his chest. He pulled away. Had I gone too far?
He looked at me "I'm sorry Frank." He sat on the couch sobbing quietly. I just put my arm around him and whispered "What's wrong sweetie?"
He cried into my bare chest "I can't ruin this for Mikey not again! He deserves to be happy. I'm sorry we can't do this!"
I stood up hurt and confused "Then I guess I should just leave!" I stormed out slamming the door. I muttered "I hate him! I hate that man!" I left my shirt inside refusing to go back in I saw a brown jacket and grabbed it leaving.
Awwww, sweet!!! (; X
5/31/14