Gerard P.O.V.

I stood up to throw my trash away.

When I was at the trash can, someone was already there, too.

She was all in red. She had a red skirt, black boots, dressed like a schoolgirl... Lindsey.

I kept hoping she didn't see me. But it was too late to hope.

She turned around and bumped into me. Like the day we first met at Starbucks.

My trash fell to the floor. She didn't really see me, she first saw the trash that fell to the floor.

When she did looked at me, she had tensed up.

"Uh, sorry, Lindsey," I said, bending down and picked up my trash.

"Uh. Yeah. I'm sorry too," she said it all to quickly.

I can feel our friends eyes looking at us. The thing is, no one knows Lindsey and I dated except for our band mates.

In fact, no one knows we even know each other.

Out of nowhere, Eliza comes up and throws her trash away. She holds my hand.

"Baby, are you okay?" She said.

"Yeah," I said.

"Well, nice to meet you again, I must go now," Lindsey said and walked away.

She looked like she was going to cry. Did I hurt her?

I wanted to stop her. I wanted to talk to her, but Eliza is next to me, holding my hand.

"Who was that babe?" She asked.

"Just an old friend. I haven't seen her in a while," I said.

This was all a bad idea. To bring Eliza to this tour when I knew Lindsey is going to be here. I'm such an idiot!

My girlfriend and ex-girlfriend on the same tour. Nothing bad can happen, right. Cough, sarcasm, cough.

We kept looking the direction Lindsey went. She went back to her bus.

I think I did hurt her, because her band members went chasing her. Jimmy flipped me off but Eliza didn't see it.

"Lets go sit down," I said.

We went to go sit with the rest of the guys. Eliza didn't notice, but they all shook their heads. As if saying I made the biggest mistake of my life.

I probably did. Actually, I did make the biggest mistake of my life.

"Hey, Gerard, I'll be back, I have to go," Eliza said. I knew where she was going. She had to go.
I nod and she leaves. When she isn't in the tent anymore, Frank punches me.

"Ouch. What the fuck was that for?" I asked rubbing my arm.

"For being an idiot," Frank said.

"I know I am an idiot!" I said.

"Dude, you have to go talk to her," Mikey said.

"Why?" I asked.

"I talked to her earlier today. I asked her how's it going she had a sad look. Well, had a sad expression on when she saw me." Mikey said.

"So what you guys are saying is that I really did hurt her," I said.

"Yes," they all said.

"Guys, don't you think I fucking know that. Well, now when I saw her at the airport." I said.

"Well, go talk to her!" They all said.

"I will but," I said checking for Eliza, "what about Eliza?"

"Oh, we'll take care of that," Frank said with a smirk.

"I don't think we should trust him," I quickly said.

"Don't worry, Gerard. We got this shit," Bob said.

The next day, Eliza was still asleep for some reason.

Our bus driver, Pancakes -yes his name is Pancakes, or so that's what he told us to call him- stopped at the gas station along with the rest.

"Go! Lindsey's out there. I see her, go Gee, go!" Frank said pushing me to the door.

"What about Eliza, what if she sees us." I said.

"Dude, like Bob said before, we got this shit," Frank said. "Now go!"

Frank pushed me out the door. He kept pushing me.

"Frank. Do you really have to push-" I bumped into someone, thanks to Frank.

"Ouch!" said a woman, who was on the floor now.

"I'm sorry. My friend kept pushing me," I said. She looked at me. Crap it's Lindsey.

"You know Gerard, I think we should quit bumping into each other," Lindsey said standing up.
She refuse the help.

"Say that to Frank." I said turning around but Frank wasn't there. "Well, fuck you, too, Frank."

"Well, see you later," Lindsey said and started to walk.

"Wait." I said grabbing her arm.

"What." She said coldly.

"Look, I want to start over again. I'm sorry I was mad at you. Please forgive me, please. Can we
leave this all behind?" I asked.

She took a deep breath and looked at the sky. Then to me.

"I'll forgive, but, I'll never forget," Lindsey said and walked away.

"Lindsey." I said.

"What do you want!" She said annoyed.

"I'm sorry. I really do mean it. Please, please forgive me." I said.

She came back to her spot.

"I told you, I'll forgive, but, I'll never forget. Got it?" She said.

"So you are forgiving me." I said.

"Correct. But, I'll never forget it," Lindsey said.



"So, is it good or bad?" I asked the guys.

Eliza was still asleep. It's twelve PM!

"Well, depending. Do you want to get back with her?" Ray asked.

"Yes. And I want her to trust me," I said.

"Then it's bad. Gerard, you told her she could trust you. After what happened, I don't think she can trust you like she did back then." Ray said.

"Did I really hurt her that badly?" I asked. They all shook their heads. "I fucked up." I said.

"Big time," Frank said.

"You're not helping man," Mikey said.

"Of course not! I'm sorry Gee, but I'm on Lindsey's side. You told her to trust her. She told me about her issues, I can see why she doesn't want to trust you anymore. You really did let her down." Frank said.

"Hey, it's twelve PM, why isn't Eliza awake?" I asked trying to get out of topic.

"Uh-uh. Don't change the topic," Frank said.

"Fine! But still." I said.

"We told you, we got this shit," Bob said.

I narrowed my eyes. The fuck did they do? I sighed.

"Fine. So I have to somehow make it up to her?" I asked.

"You, sir, have to prove to Lindsey that she can trust you. It's like a hint," Frank said.

"A hint?"

"Yeah, a hint. She still loves you." Frank said and crossed his arms.

"I don't think so." I said.

"Trust us, she does," Frank said and they all nodded.

"No really, why is Eliza still sleeping?!" I asked.

"Oh, we kind of drugged her to sleep," Frank said sheepishly.

"What the fuck you guys!" I said.

They all pointed at Frank. "His idea!" They all said.