~Sam's P.O.V.~

I got out of bed and crossed the room. I opened my window, Gerard climbed into my room.
"what the fuck are you doing here?!?" I whisper yelled, then internally facepalmed. my mother isn't home.
"I said I'd see you later, didn't I?" he smirked. he looked me up and down. he didn't get very far, seeing as his shocked eyes stopped at my bare forearms. shit. his eyes scanned my scars, and the fresh cuts. His eyes met mine, I couldn't help but let a tear run down my cheek. His eyes were watery but he didn't cry, at least, not at first.
"Sam..." he whispered, pulling me into a tight hug, I began to sob into his shoulder.
"Gerard, I-" I couldn't finish my sentence, his lips were on mine. slow. passionate. sexy. he picked me up and pushed me down on the bed, then climbed on top of me. Our lips met and before I knew exactly what was happening, Gerard tugged at the hem of my cami. my hand caught his,
"no, not yet," I said,
"w-what-" he stuttered, but I cut him off,
"you were right earlier, im not ready,"
he smiled knowingly, and kissed my cheek,
"I knew you'd come to your senses,"

~Gerard's P.O.V.~

I wanted her so badly, but thankfully she took charge and stopped me before we could do anything we were definitely going to regret. we just layed there in her bed, I held her in my arms until she stopped crying and fell asleep.

~later~

Sam and I woke up to my phone ringing, it was Mikey,
"dude, where the fuck are you??" he said
"none of your business, that's where," I hissed into the phone,
"school's started! get your ass over here now!!" damn, had we been asleep that long?
"I cant, a friend needs me, bye," I shut the phone and turned to Sam.
"who was that?" she asked, voice deep and sexy from sleep.
"my brother," I replied,
"oh, what time is it?" she said, rubbing her palm to her eye. I checked the time,
"eleven forty-six"
"fuck!" she climbed out of bed and scrambled to get ready,
"who said we were going to school today?" I chimed
"the government, and my mother, shit!" she finished getting her clothes on and continued her sentence, "stay here, I'll come get you in a minute,"

~Sam's P.O.V.~

I slowly poked my head out of my bedroom door, listening carefully for my mother. she was rarely home, but I just wanted to be sure. I snuck out, and wandered into the kitchen, looking at a white envelope and a letter on the table


Sam,
I'm sorry but I had to leave for London and couldn't take you with me. its for work and I'll only be gone for one week and a day. I've left $400 in the envelope for groceries and other emergency purposes.
love you, be safe

"Okay!" I yell to Gerard, he comes out of my room and hugs me from behind, resting his chin on my shoulder.
"my mom wont be back for another week..." I said, slightly shocked. but not really.
"I'm sorry," he said, kissing my cheek reassuringly.
"yeah..."
"hey, look at the bright side,"
"what 'bright side'?"
he spoke with his lips practically touching my ear,
"I get you for that whole time," I smiled and turned to kiss him.

Notes

okee, here you go. next chapter will be up tomorrow.
~katiekilljoy<4