Crying For Help, Till I Found You
Only One Way Out
I ran as fast as I could hoping/praying that the vampire wasn't following me...Well really that no one was following me. I made it to the field just behind the school when I finally stopped.
I looked around breathing hard to point of hyperventilating. I dropped to my knees and cried I let everything out. Tears went to sobs. Sobs went heart wrenching yells.Yells went to nothing. I layed down on the floor for the second time this morning but there was a difference between the two.
When I was tied up there was hope that someone would help me. Now all hope is gone. For the first time in my pathetic life have I truly given up on hope, humanity, school, and life.
I dragged myself to my back pack where I keep a bottle of Advil. ( I never intended the pills to be an escape but, to help me after my horrid beatings I get at at school.) I looked at the almost full bottle and let a few more tear fall. I poured the pills into my hand an took them one at a time. Each pill had a reason. One for my mother, father, brother, flawed school system, vampires, school mates, beatings, and last but not least the cruel joke god was playing on me.
When I finished the bottle I layed down on my back and looked at the sky. It was beautiful blue with perfect cotton candy clouds. It was warm and the sun shone right on my face.
What a beautiful day to die J thought.
Everything started getting fuzzy and numb I knew death was coming. I let a few stray tear roll down my cheeks. It's all going to be over soon. I closed my eyes knowing any minute I would be gone and no one in the world will ever care.
So I closed my heavy eyes and welcome death with open arm.
I felt something pick him up and move me. I could barely open my eyes when I saw that a vamp was carrying me and running to what I think might be the nurses office.
Why are you helping me? Just let me die. Im not important. Im not even apart of your species.
By the time I had all these thoughts we were in the nurses office. The vampire and nurse were hurrying around the room the nurse put something in the back of my mouth making me throw up and the vamp was calling 911. After throwing up a second time I blacked out and hoping I was dead.
I looked around breathing hard to point of hyperventilating. I dropped to my knees and cried I let everything out. Tears went to sobs. Sobs went heart wrenching yells.Yells went to nothing. I layed down on the floor for the second time this morning but there was a difference between the two.
When I was tied up there was hope that someone would help me. Now all hope is gone. For the first time in my pathetic life have I truly given up on hope, humanity, school, and life.
I dragged myself to my back pack where I keep a bottle of Advil. ( I never intended the pills to be an escape but, to help me after my horrid beatings I get at at school.) I looked at the almost full bottle and let a few more tear fall. I poured the pills into my hand an took them one at a time. Each pill had a reason. One for my mother, father, brother, flawed school system, vampires, school mates, beatings, and last but not least the cruel joke god was playing on me.
When I finished the bottle I layed down on my back and looked at the sky. It was beautiful blue with perfect cotton candy clouds. It was warm and the sun shone right on my face.
What a beautiful day to die J thought.
Everything started getting fuzzy and numb I knew death was coming. I let a few stray tear roll down my cheeks. It's all going to be over soon. I closed my eyes knowing any minute I would be gone and no one in the world will ever care.
So I closed my heavy eyes and welcome death with open arm.
I felt something pick him up and move me. I could barely open my eyes when I saw that a vamp was carrying me and running to what I think might be the nurses office.
Why are you helping me? Just let me die. Im not important. Im not even apart of your species.
By the time I had all these thoughts we were in the nurses office. The vampire and nurse were hurrying around the room the nurse put something in the back of my mouth making me throw up and the vamp was calling 911. After throwing up a second time I blacked out and hoping I was dead.
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8/15/13