"PLEASE HARDER" I moaned

"You want ... it harder... beautiful?" He grunted shortly after

"YES! MAKE ME FORGET EVERYTHING!"

He thrusted harder and faster making me moan and scream in ecstasy. I was forget everything just like I wanted. It felt so good. He was so happy, he really wanted to make love with me but never asked he didnt want to pressure me. I basically attacked him sex when I got home but he loves me... right?

"BABY... I CAN'T HOLD IT" He did a long moan and came. I came right after him.

"Frankie I love you so much" He held me in his arms and kissed the top of my head and srunched my face a little with a small smile.

"I love you too Mikey" I smiled slightly but, my heart sank. Sex with Mikey was beautiful but, what i did before would break his heart.

*FLASH BACK TO BEFORE FRANK GOT HOME*

I was crying so hard Gerard didn't fight for me he didn't want me and now he does how can I believe him how can I trust him. I loved him so much but, I could never turn my back on mate. Mikey took me in and loved me before I even knew he existed.

I was at my car when I was turned around roughly. It was Gerard his eyes were red and puffy as if he was crying. We stood there look like fools. Then he did it, he kissed me there was so much love and passion in the kiss we held on to each other like our life depended on it.

Gerard opened the back seat door of my car so we could escape the rain. when we got in the car we made out and the then everything was so fast and blurry next thing I know our clothes are everywhere and we were both coming.

When we were both putting on our clothes Gerard started talking. " So were do you want to go?"

"What are you talking about?"

"Were running away right? Like I talking about before." He was zipping up his pants

"This was a mistake Gerard. We shouldn't have done this. you need to go." I started crying

"What do you mean it was a mistake? Frank I love you and I know you love me"

"Im so sorry Gerard but, I cant hurt Mikey I've already let go to far."

"So you wont hurt Mikey but, you will hurt me?" He looked broken and hurt. His eye were watery.

I just looked at him with no emotion I knew what I had to do. I had hurt him. "Yes Gerard. You need to go." I didn't even look at him when he left or when he slamed the door. I just crawled to the drivers seat and drove home. I drove to my mate and walked into the house and wanted to forget everything.