Frank fell asleep in my arms. Tears stained cheeks and puffy eye lids yet still beautiful. This my mate and he is broken and keeping secrets from me but, its not like i dont have my own secrets eaither.

I loved frank from when I first saw him in hospital. He was so peaceful like it was the first time in his life he had no worries. His small body was pale and thin I need to take care of him hold let him know he wasnt alone. That I will alway be there for him no matter what.

I thought my brother was going to ruin it for me. Gerard was always a flirt and a hoe. Frank is just another toy to him another heart to break. He told me if I was to ever talk to frank that he would make my life a living hell. and of course I went to my father and we had sort out everything it took us a week. we both had to leave Frank alone because neither of us were promised frank.

But I couldnt let it go. Frank being such a rare person and Gerard wanting him made me love him more, want him more, need him more. How could I let my big brother keep frank when I wanted him more.

I had to do it. I had to fix the ceromony. I just had to! I was going to get paired with that god awful, gold digging whore lindsey. How is that fair? How could Gerard get what he wanted all the time? I want frank so I made him mine... He will learn to love me like I love him... I'll do anything for him.

And now I have frank and I will love him till the day I die.