Dinner was nice. Mikeys mom Donna was a very loving person she made me feel like I was apart of the family. Gerard left quickly after the toast and of course Lindsey followed after him. Im not going to lie I wanted to go talk to him and run my hand through his red hair, I wanted to tell him how I loved him. I wanted him to wrap his strong arm around me and tell that he loves me that he has always loved me. But I cant and he won't. He had someone else to love and will never come to me. He will never love me.

Don and Donna were about to leaving and told me I had to go home with Mikey and that they will send someone to pick up my stuff from Gerards house. Mikey held his hand out like before to walk me to OUR car as he stated and we drove home in silence. I looked out of the window watching the light poles pass by causing shadow of cars on the floor.

"Are you okay?" Mikey speaking scared me.

"Ummm yeah. Why do you ask."

"It Just I don't want you to feel uncomfortable. I know we dont know each other well but just know this frank I do care about you and I will always treat you with the most respect and love."

"How could you love me if you don't even know me or what I've been through in life?" He glanced at me real quick and smiled like.

"Frank I know a lot about you. I visited you in the hospital. I learned about you. I cared about you before you even knew me. I learned about the people you called family. Frank when I heard about what you lived through and what you had to suffer the hell you called life. I cared."

"You visited me?"

"When you were out for those two day I was there for as long as they would allow me. So Frank I do care but I had to care from a far."

He cares this mate I was lucky to get actually cares about me. I was so happy to know that I could possibly love him. I leant over and kissed him it was quick and nice but there was true happiness from both me and him.

Although it was an inocent kiss I still felt like I was cheating on my heart... On Gerard