
Me and my bullet proof heart
Chapter 1
My chemical romance fanfiction Water POV: sometimes I think that all I do is lie. And it's not lik I try to lie, but those vicious things come shooting out of me lik a bullet from a gun. Today we move... Again. Because I'm severely bullied. We do this a lot. Five times to be exact. I'm bullied for being different. The way I dress, how I act. Because i dont where short bubble gum pink skirts and loose half shirts. i where blak shirts with the names of all my favorite bands everyday. i where blak skinny jeans and fingerless gloves. its Lik everything you say can be used against you. Welcome to high school. We are moving to summit, New Jersey. So when I say "yeah mom, I'm totally fine." She doesn't believe me. Because its one of my lies. But it's kind of hard to talk to someone who cryed when they first saw me. My name is Water Tear Tran. Water after my ocean blue eyes that changed to green when I turned one. Tear after the ones my mother cryed the day I was born, not happy ones. She has never liked me. I am bullied by own mother, for the same reason every one else does. Because I'm different. Because I'm emo. I am blasting my my chemical romance music real loud on my small blak radio. I am scream singing the words to my favorite song. " they're ganna clean up your looks with all the lies in the books to make a citizen out of you, beacause they sleep with a gun and keep an eye on ur son so they can watch all the things that you do BECAUSE THEY'RE DRUGS NEVER WORK THEY'RE GANNA GIVE YOU A SMIRK CAUSE THEY GOT METHODS OF KEEPING YOU CLEAN THEY'RE GANNA RIP OFF YOUR HEADS-" I am cut off by my mother who's voice is ear piercing. " you better turn that music down Water!!!" I'm surprised by this. I haven't heard her say my name in such a long time, normaly it's something more... Viscous. Her inside joke with her book club friends is to call me " her little embarrassment." " it would be nice too have a little peace and quit around here for once!" She continues in a rush that sounds almost... Sweet. Her boyfriend must be over. I run down the stairs two steps a time, all the while pulling my knotted black hair down In front of my right eye just the way my mother hates it. That a favorite little game of mine: annoy the heck out of my mother. I laugh coldly hoping that she will flip out and he will brake up with her. " that would be really funny" I think. When I see my mother she nearly explodes. I laugh at the thought of that actually happening. " what's wrong mum?" I ask smugly taking a side glance at her confused boyfriend: Erik. She forces a fake smile and says " don't cover up your BEAUTIFUL eyes Water" with as much sweetness as she can muster. " I'll listen to you when pigs fly mum." I say with venom soaking my words and practically stabbing my feat into my worn out combat boots. I can hear her telling her boyfriend how unbearably hard it is for her to take care of a daughter like me. But frankly I don't think he believes her. Personily I don't think I'm a peice of work at all. She's the problem in this relationship. Sand. That's what's all around here sand because there is a nearby beach. All the kids at my new skool hang out there witch is exactly why I am going to avoid that place. Sand. Ew. In the skools crouded parking lot( witch seems to be another place to avoid considering all the people) I notice a group of boys who stand out. Most of them have blak or colored hair and eyeliner. Something makes me walk over to this group of boys. That something just might be because... Well it doesn't matter. " hai umm my name is Water..." I begin feeling the blush. They all start to laugh. " oh so u think my name is FUNNY do u??? Do u think I asked for this name???" Venom soaks my words as they leave my lips. They all freeze. Gerard POV: she is really pretty, this girl. She wears mostly blak and her green eyes are so.. Pretty. " I'm Gerard ." I say giving her my hand to shake, but she doesn't so I look stupid holding out my hand lik that. Mike flashes me knowing look. I mentally face palm myself as mike winks stupidly and says " hey Water, do you wanna skip class with us later today?" She beams and says " your not telling me to go away?" In a really confused voice. "You can hang out with us whenever you lik" he says staring at me from the corner of his eye. Then Water turns to me. " you," she says quizzically touching my chest with her pointer finger. "are you Gerard WAY?" I lik that she knows my name; even if I am famous. " yes" I say fighting back a smile. " frum my chemical romance ?" She ask taking her finger frum my chest. " yeah" . Then I think she surprised all of us when she hugged me with the strength of three me and whispered " I luv you" into my chest. I could practically feel mike, ray, and frank smirking. Water POV: what must have been an hour later I unwrap my arms frum around Ways waist. I can feel myself blushing violently, but Gerard's worse. Like a tomato with bright red hair. I laugh out loud. " ha!!! Ha ha ha!!!"I call loudly. The others must notice too because they join in. " what?" He asks anoyed. " what's so funny?" Gerard POV: I still can't figure out what's so funny. We are walking down the hallways. Past the many lockers to the small place next to the boys bathroom. We call it our " emo corner." But Water doesn't get the joke. Conveniently her locker was around there too. " so Water." I begin not exactly knowing what to say. But THEY come around then. " so the fag has a girlfriend." She says. I'm about to say something but Water steps in front of me. " you BETTER watch yourself." Water says and the blonde one who insulted me scoffs. " what are you supposed to be? Raggedy Anne gone goth." She says and her to little followers giggle. Waters hands ball into fists. " you know what? TAKE A LOOK IN THE MIRROR!!! YOU SEE THAT PRETTY LITTLE FACE OF YOURS???!!! X-MARKS-THE-SPOT-ID -LIKE - TO - PUNCH!!!!!!!!!!!!" Then she really does it. She punches the blonde square in the face. And of course the girl screamed; judging by how she hugged me Water is pretty strong. When she turns around she is smiling smugly, and the annoying blonde girl letting out an ear piercing shriek. " thank you I " I mouth. Then the loudspeaker sounds " Water Tran to the principles office!" Water looks so scared at this. And when she stalks off towards the principles office I swear I can hear her crying. Then I walk to to English with the guys. Ms. Maxwell drones on and on but I don't hear her because under my blak hoodie is my earphones. It's hard to keep frum humming, but being the person I am, I've had lots of practice. But poor Water stuck in the principles office finds her way into my mind. Poor Water. Water POV: I stalk out frum the principals office with dry tears on my blank face. Never, not any of those times that I have been bullied, have I ever physically assaulted ANYONE. But that girl; she called GERARD WAY a freak. All my life I have been bullied and been called a freak. I would not let the same happen to him, well them. I walk to the emo corner and find Gerard and Mike talking about music. "-ill have to get her to sing for me." Gerard says. "I wonder if she's any good?" Says Mike. " hey guys." I say. Both Gerard and Mike turn to look at me " hey Water." Says Frank from behind me. " hi frank." I say. " how did it go?" Ray says now as he leans on his locker. " what?" I ask confused. "The principal visit ?" Gerard says as a matter of factly. I roll my eyes at them " let's just say I can't skip class with you guys." I groan. (Almost 3 days later) "She's such a kiss up," I complain to Gerard as we walk down the street to my house. "She get whatever she wants just because she's so... PERFECT." I kick a stone that's laying on the pavement, my hands nestled deep within the pockets of my blak skinny jeans. Gerard nods and does the same. "It's injustice." I say. Now I lean down to pick up one of the stones, and throw it into a puddle. We stop in front of my house. "Well by gee." I say and wave. He waves and opens his mouth to say something but then closes his mouth again. Gerard POV: I walk home alone. I hear voices and faint footsteps....