
Starbucks
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Shit Shit Shit. What the fuck did I do? You just broke up the band, dumb ass. That’s what.
Their back. I can see them now. Some brightly colored other dark and bloody. And after me, all of them, for no reason. But one always stood out, the one who I knew his name.
Drareg. He was me, but not me. Me backwards. Everything I loved, he hated. And he was stronger than the rest. He could do… things.
Miss me, Gee?
Shit Shit Shit.
What’s wrong baby? Was it hard without me?
“Go away Drareg!” I shouted at seemingly open air. I probably looked crazy. I need to make him go away. I walked towards the cabinet, and took out a bottle. One that I hadn’t held since before the band. 12 years ago.
Don’t do it Gerard. You’ll miss me!
No, I won’t, You’re unpleasant.
Aww, baby. You don’t mean that. You love me!
“I don’t love you!” I screamed, and chugged the bottle. The alcohol burning my throat as it went down. Drareg’s voice got quiet as I passed out on the sofa.
Their back. I can see them now. Some brightly colored other dark and bloody. And after me, all of them, for no reason. But one always stood out, the one who I knew his name.
Drareg. He was me, but not me. Me backwards. Everything I loved, he hated. And he was stronger than the rest. He could do… things.
Miss me, Gee?
Shit Shit Shit.
What’s wrong baby? Was it hard without me?
“Go away Drareg!” I shouted at seemingly open air. I probably looked crazy. I need to make him go away. I walked towards the cabinet, and took out a bottle. One that I hadn’t held since before the band. 12 years ago.
Don’t do it Gerard. You’ll miss me!
No, I won’t, You’re unpleasant.
Aww, baby. You don’t mean that. You love me!
“I don’t love you!” I screamed, and chugged the bottle. The alcohol burning my throat as it went down. Drareg’s voice got quiet as I passed out on the sofa.
8/21/13