
...with just a dash of adultery and a heap of regret.
3/4
Gerard Way was struggling to cope. Another two days had passed with the beautiful teenager in his home, and he had started to worry. The former My Chemical Romance singer wasn’t the type of guy to crush on people… except his wife. Yet, somehow, he felt – for a lack of a better word – ‘butterflies’ whenever he saw or thought about Chloe. Gerard just couldn’t get over how much she had grown since he last saw her, and how beautiful she had become. He just couldn’t pinpoint what it was about her that had grabbed his attention.
The two days that had passed were really hard for the married rock star. And how Chloe was with him just added to the torture – although it was completely unintentional on her part – with constantly smiling at him when they talked, or how she would touch his arm, or how they seemed to have so much more in common than Gerard remembered, and he liked being around her and wanted to spend more time with her… even going as far as to let Chloe stay for dinner that he cooked from scratch and ate together – just the two of them.
As much as he enjoyed Chloe’s company, Gerard did not like how he was feeling about her. The girl was half his age, barely even an adult. She was just a kid who was looking after his daughter while he worked. There was nothing more to it than that. But as those forty-eight hours went by, the less he kept trying to convince himself that, and he found that he was spending more time thinking about her in a more inappropriate way.
He felt extremely guilty, of course. In the six years he and Lindsey had been married, never had another girl impressed him. The past two nights he had gone to bed, his heart dropped when he gazed at the wedding photo on his bedside table – one of the happiest days of his life back when their bands were at Projekt Revolution in 2007. But still, even that photo and those memories couldn’t stop Chloe from entering his dreams.
By the time Friday evening came around, Gerard finally finished his latest comic, and with six days left until the deadline, leaving some time to go back over it. But he would leave that until after the weekend, which he planned on spending with his favorite little girl, with no interruptions.
It was just as he was putting away his variety of pencils that he heard a quiet knock on the bedroom door, and saw Chloe, “I’m now gonna leave. Bandit’s had a really long day and she’s sleeping.” She hated to go so soon. She loved being at the Way’s, and she knew that with Gerard finishing his work, there wouldn’t be any reason to have her around, at least for a while.
The father stood up and crossed the room with a smile, “That’s fine. Thank you for everything this week, Chloe. Bandit has really loved having you around. She adores you!” Neither were really sure what to say next, as both were terrible with goodbye’s. However, there was something Gerard wanted to give her, “You need paying,” he blurted out, causing Chloe to giggle at his outburst. He reached into his back pocket and pulled out his wallet that could really do with replacing, and took out a wad of cash, “Spend it wisely.”
Chloe’s eyes widened and the amount she was given, and counted it quickly. She gasped, “$500? Gerard, this is way too much, I can’t accept this.” She tried to hand it back to her favorite singer, but he refused, “I’ve only been here three days! Please, I don’t need this much.”
Gerard shook his head, still with a smile on his face, “You’ve been great with Bandit. And you’re off to college in a couple of months; this’ll help you out a little.” He wanted to laugh at how shocked she looked to receive such an amount for nothing more than babysitting. But he and Lindsey saw her as more than that; they had known each other for a few years and genuinely liked the girl, so it only made sense to the couple that they would want to help her out for college in some way.
The teen threw her arms around him, “This is so generous of you, thank you so much. And please, thank Lindsey for me, too.” Gerard hugged her back, though feeling slightly uncomfortable having her so close to him. He swallowed hard, trying to gain some control, yet when Chloe pulled away from him, he lost the little control he had and covered her mouth with his own. Chloe froze for only a moment, wondering if he was going to pull back after realizing his mistake… but he didn’t. Chloe moved her lips against his, enjoying the soft, yet cautious kiss. However, it was only a few seconds before she realized what she was doing and broke the kiss, “Gerard, what are you –“ but she was interrupted by his lips kissing her again, and it was then that she completely lose herself.
Gerard snaked his arms around her waist, bringing her even closer to him than she already was. Chloe made no attempt in stopping her own arms from circling his neck, and she let her fingers become lost in his tangled, dark hair. Their kiss deepened, with Gerard’s tongue invading her mouth, which she willingly accepted. Their heart rates increased; neither one of them believing what was happening… and what was inevitably going to happen. Gerard’s hands slid down Chloe’s back and rested on her firm behind, which he squeezed gently. Chloe responded with a light moan, and then decided to take some control of the situation.
Without breaking their passionate kiss, Chloe pushed Gerard against the bedroom door and allowed her hands to roam his body, letting her fingers unzip the jacket he was wearing and travel up his shirt, feeling his smooth torso. Gerard quickly became excited by this and let go of her lips to attach his own to her neck, gently biting and sucking, which had Chloe moan quietly into his ear. Chloe reach down to feel Gerard through his jeans, rubbing and teasing him until she had to feel more of him, quickly undoing his belt and unzipping his jeans.
Still working on her neck, Gerard lifted Chloe’s top just enough to slip his hand inside and grabbed one of her full breasts. The nipple hardened at his touch. Chloe slipped her hand inside his boxers, sliding her fingers up and down his length, causing him to shiver, before wrapping her entire hand around him, and stroked him. Gerard shut his eyes tight; what she was doing to him felt so good, and he wanted to show his appreciation… in a little while.
Needing more of him, Chloe removed her hand, to which Gerard growled. Chloe ignored him and settled on the floor on her knees in front of him, bringing his jeans and boxers down to his ankles before taking him completely in her mouth. She used her tongue to lick the tip of his hard member and bobbed her head quickly, letting him fill her mouth, her hands resting against his thighs.
Gerard rested his head on the back of the door, his eyes closed and as placed his hands on the back on her head. It felt so, so good, he didn’t want her to stop. But the feeling was just too good to last, and he called out her name as he let go in her mouth, his load running down her throat as she happily swallowed every drop, wiping her mouth and she stood up.
Before she even had time to think about what just happened, Gerard stepped out of jeans and reached out to pull off Chloe’s top. While he worked on her jeans, Chloe removed her bra and pulled Gerard’s shirt and jacket off, both of them leaving their clothes in a heap on the floor.
Gerard pushed Chloe back until her legs hit the bed, and she fell, her body quickly covered by the rock star she had had a crush on for years. Chloe’s leg parted, allowing Gerard to rest between them, his hands feeling her body as they kissed hard and passionate. Gerard gave Chloe’s perfect breasts some attention, swirling his tongue around her hard nipples and his fingers toyed with the bundle of nerves between her legs. All Chloe could do was moan, never remembering anything like this being as good with her past boyfriends.
Gerard was pleased that it didn’t take him too long for his excitement to return and he reached into the top drawer to grab some needed protection – something he hadn’t used in a while. He sat back for a moment to tear the foil packet and slide it over his member before thrusting deep inside Chloe. The teen moaned loudly, crying out his name and he continued to thrust hard into her. Gerard’s mouth found her breasts again as Chloe wrapped her legs around his waist, her back arching into his body. Gerard grabbed her behind aggressively, enjoying the way she felt in his hands.
Chloe could feel the familiar sensation build up in her stomach. Her fingernails clawed into Gerard’s back, leaving marks as she ran them down his back before she called out his name, her walls collapsing around his length as he pumped in and out of her quickly. Chloe breathed hard, her eyes closed, though her hips still rocking against his. Gerard soon came again, groaning into her neck, and collapsed on top of her.
As exhausted as they both were, Gerard was far from done with her. With heavy breathing, he kissed down her body and the inside of her smooth thighs before covering her with his mouth. She squirmed beneath him; she was feeling extremely sensitive as she was coming down from her orgasm, yet her fingers became lost in his hair once more. Gerard swirling his tongue around her as his pumped his fingers inside her. She was so wet and inviting.
He stopped for a moment to turn Chloe around and on her knees, her small round backside in his face. He used his tongue to quickly dart in and out of her and his fingers continued to rub her. Chloe couldn’t moans from escaping her mouth, and her second orgasm came quickly, her arms buckling slightly underneath her. Gerard licked her clean, her walls throbbing against his mouth.
Neither of them could take any more; their bodies were covered in sweat, and a satisfied glow surrounded them both. Chloe turned back around and lay on her back with Gerard resting between her legs again. They kissed gently, neither one of them turning it into anything more as they were definitely tired from their activities.
Gerard opened his eyes, expecting to see Chloe lying beside him, but instead found that the room was dark, and the other side of the bed hadn’t been touched. He also found that he was fully clothed underneath the bed sheets. He let out a sigh of relief as he sat up in bed, rubbing his face with his hands. It was just a dream. Gerard almost wanted to break down from relief and guilt.
The father and husband picked up his cell on the bedside table to see that it was six-thirty on Friday morning – meaning that Chloe was yet to have her last afternoon at the Way household. Gerard rested his head on the wall behind him. He could not have been happier that it was Chloe’s final day, and, unlike his dream, he wasn’t going to let anything happen between them.
Knowing he wouldn’t be able to get back to sleep now, Gerard dialed a number, listening to it ring until the phone was answered, “Hey, baby, you’re up early.” He smiled at the sound of his wife’s voice, who had already been up an hour on the east coast, “Is everything okay?” She wondered why he was ringing her so early; knowing L.A was three hours behind New York, where her band was playing that night.
Gerard felt so guilty. Even though nothing had actually happened between him and Chloe, he couldn’t help but feeling like he had done something wrong. But he wasn’t about to let his wonderful wife know about this, “I just wanted to hear your voice… I miss you.” It wasn’t a lie.
“I miss you, too. I love you so much, Gerard.”
Her words made his heart feel tight in his chest, and he felt close to tears, but swallowed the lump in his throat, “I love you, too, hun.”
The two days that had passed were really hard for the married rock star. And how Chloe was with him just added to the torture – although it was completely unintentional on her part – with constantly smiling at him when they talked, or how she would touch his arm, or how they seemed to have so much more in common than Gerard remembered, and he liked being around her and wanted to spend more time with her… even going as far as to let Chloe stay for dinner that he cooked from scratch and ate together – just the two of them.
As much as he enjoyed Chloe’s company, Gerard did not like how he was feeling about her. The girl was half his age, barely even an adult. She was just a kid who was looking after his daughter while he worked. There was nothing more to it than that. But as those forty-eight hours went by, the less he kept trying to convince himself that, and he found that he was spending more time thinking about her in a more inappropriate way.
He felt extremely guilty, of course. In the six years he and Lindsey had been married, never had another girl impressed him. The past two nights he had gone to bed, his heart dropped when he gazed at the wedding photo on his bedside table – one of the happiest days of his life back when their bands were at Projekt Revolution in 2007. But still, even that photo and those memories couldn’t stop Chloe from entering his dreams.
By the time Friday evening came around, Gerard finally finished his latest comic, and with six days left until the deadline, leaving some time to go back over it. But he would leave that until after the weekend, which he planned on spending with his favorite little girl, with no interruptions.
It was just as he was putting away his variety of pencils that he heard a quiet knock on the bedroom door, and saw Chloe, “I’m now gonna leave. Bandit’s had a really long day and she’s sleeping.” She hated to go so soon. She loved being at the Way’s, and she knew that with Gerard finishing his work, there wouldn’t be any reason to have her around, at least for a while.
The father stood up and crossed the room with a smile, “That’s fine. Thank you for everything this week, Chloe. Bandit has really loved having you around. She adores you!” Neither were really sure what to say next, as both were terrible with goodbye’s. However, there was something Gerard wanted to give her, “You need paying,” he blurted out, causing Chloe to giggle at his outburst. He reached into his back pocket and pulled out his wallet that could really do with replacing, and took out a wad of cash, “Spend it wisely.”
Chloe’s eyes widened and the amount she was given, and counted it quickly. She gasped, “$500? Gerard, this is way too much, I can’t accept this.” She tried to hand it back to her favorite singer, but he refused, “I’ve only been here three days! Please, I don’t need this much.”
Gerard shook his head, still with a smile on his face, “You’ve been great with Bandit. And you’re off to college in a couple of months; this’ll help you out a little.” He wanted to laugh at how shocked she looked to receive such an amount for nothing more than babysitting. But he and Lindsey saw her as more than that; they had known each other for a few years and genuinely liked the girl, so it only made sense to the couple that they would want to help her out for college in some way.
The teen threw her arms around him, “This is so generous of you, thank you so much. And please, thank Lindsey for me, too.” Gerard hugged her back, though feeling slightly uncomfortable having her so close to him. He swallowed hard, trying to gain some control, yet when Chloe pulled away from him, he lost the little control he had and covered her mouth with his own. Chloe froze for only a moment, wondering if he was going to pull back after realizing his mistake… but he didn’t. Chloe moved her lips against his, enjoying the soft, yet cautious kiss. However, it was only a few seconds before she realized what she was doing and broke the kiss, “Gerard, what are you –“ but she was interrupted by his lips kissing her again, and it was then that she completely lose herself.
Gerard snaked his arms around her waist, bringing her even closer to him than she already was. Chloe made no attempt in stopping her own arms from circling his neck, and she let her fingers become lost in his tangled, dark hair. Their kiss deepened, with Gerard’s tongue invading her mouth, which she willingly accepted. Their heart rates increased; neither one of them believing what was happening… and what was inevitably going to happen. Gerard’s hands slid down Chloe’s back and rested on her firm behind, which he squeezed gently. Chloe responded with a light moan, and then decided to take some control of the situation.
Without breaking their passionate kiss, Chloe pushed Gerard against the bedroom door and allowed her hands to roam his body, letting her fingers unzip the jacket he was wearing and travel up his shirt, feeling his smooth torso. Gerard quickly became excited by this and let go of her lips to attach his own to her neck, gently biting and sucking, which had Chloe moan quietly into his ear. Chloe reach down to feel Gerard through his jeans, rubbing and teasing him until she had to feel more of him, quickly undoing his belt and unzipping his jeans.
Still working on her neck, Gerard lifted Chloe’s top just enough to slip his hand inside and grabbed one of her full breasts. The nipple hardened at his touch. Chloe slipped her hand inside his boxers, sliding her fingers up and down his length, causing him to shiver, before wrapping her entire hand around him, and stroked him. Gerard shut his eyes tight; what she was doing to him felt so good, and he wanted to show his appreciation… in a little while.
Needing more of him, Chloe removed her hand, to which Gerard growled. Chloe ignored him and settled on the floor on her knees in front of him, bringing his jeans and boxers down to his ankles before taking him completely in her mouth. She used her tongue to lick the tip of his hard member and bobbed her head quickly, letting him fill her mouth, her hands resting against his thighs.
Gerard rested his head on the back of the door, his eyes closed and as placed his hands on the back on her head. It felt so, so good, he didn’t want her to stop. But the feeling was just too good to last, and he called out her name as he let go in her mouth, his load running down her throat as she happily swallowed every drop, wiping her mouth and she stood up.
Before she even had time to think about what just happened, Gerard stepped out of jeans and reached out to pull off Chloe’s top. While he worked on her jeans, Chloe removed her bra and pulled Gerard’s shirt and jacket off, both of them leaving their clothes in a heap on the floor.
Gerard pushed Chloe back until her legs hit the bed, and she fell, her body quickly covered by the rock star she had had a crush on for years. Chloe’s leg parted, allowing Gerard to rest between them, his hands feeling her body as they kissed hard and passionate. Gerard gave Chloe’s perfect breasts some attention, swirling his tongue around her hard nipples and his fingers toyed with the bundle of nerves between her legs. All Chloe could do was moan, never remembering anything like this being as good with her past boyfriends.
Gerard was pleased that it didn’t take him too long for his excitement to return and he reached into the top drawer to grab some needed protection – something he hadn’t used in a while. He sat back for a moment to tear the foil packet and slide it over his member before thrusting deep inside Chloe. The teen moaned loudly, crying out his name and he continued to thrust hard into her. Gerard’s mouth found her breasts again as Chloe wrapped her legs around his waist, her back arching into his body. Gerard grabbed her behind aggressively, enjoying the way she felt in his hands.
Chloe could feel the familiar sensation build up in her stomach. Her fingernails clawed into Gerard’s back, leaving marks as she ran them down his back before she called out his name, her walls collapsing around his length as he pumped in and out of her quickly. Chloe breathed hard, her eyes closed, though her hips still rocking against his. Gerard soon came again, groaning into her neck, and collapsed on top of her.
As exhausted as they both were, Gerard was far from done with her. With heavy breathing, he kissed down her body and the inside of her smooth thighs before covering her with his mouth. She squirmed beneath him; she was feeling extremely sensitive as she was coming down from her orgasm, yet her fingers became lost in his hair once more. Gerard swirling his tongue around her as his pumped his fingers inside her. She was so wet and inviting.
He stopped for a moment to turn Chloe around and on her knees, her small round backside in his face. He used his tongue to quickly dart in and out of her and his fingers continued to rub her. Chloe couldn’t moans from escaping her mouth, and her second orgasm came quickly, her arms buckling slightly underneath her. Gerard licked her clean, her walls throbbing against his mouth.
Neither of them could take any more; their bodies were covered in sweat, and a satisfied glow surrounded them both. Chloe turned back around and lay on her back with Gerard resting between her legs again. They kissed gently, neither one of them turning it into anything more as they were definitely tired from their activities.
Gerard opened his eyes, expecting to see Chloe lying beside him, but instead found that the room was dark, and the other side of the bed hadn’t been touched. He also found that he was fully clothed underneath the bed sheets. He let out a sigh of relief as he sat up in bed, rubbing his face with his hands. It was just a dream. Gerard almost wanted to break down from relief and guilt.
The father and husband picked up his cell on the bedside table to see that it was six-thirty on Friday morning – meaning that Chloe was yet to have her last afternoon at the Way household. Gerard rested his head on the wall behind him. He could not have been happier that it was Chloe’s final day, and, unlike his dream, he wasn’t going to let anything happen between them.
Knowing he wouldn’t be able to get back to sleep now, Gerard dialed a number, listening to it ring until the phone was answered, “Hey, baby, you’re up early.” He smiled at the sound of his wife’s voice, who had already been up an hour on the east coast, “Is everything okay?” She wondered why he was ringing her so early; knowing L.A was three hours behind New York, where her band was playing that night.
Gerard felt so guilty. Even though nothing had actually happened between him and Chloe, he couldn’t help but feeling like he had done something wrong. But he wasn’t about to let his wonderful wife know about this, “I just wanted to hear your voice… I miss you.” It wasn’t a lie.
“I miss you, too. I love you so much, Gerard.”
Her words made his heart feel tight in his chest, and he felt close to tears, but swallowed the lump in his throat, “I love you, too, hun.”
I know this is a year old but I only read it now and it's just phenomenal! Wow, you're a very good writer. This was so beautifully done!
xxxx
8/19/14