Denial
~ Chapter 5 ~
Frank POV
Breathe in breathe out I think to myself as i hyperventilate. I'm trying so hard to get my breathing under control that i din't hear the rattling of the truck door opening. I turn around realizing I could now see in the once dark area. I look down into the curious face of my mother.
Before she can ask anything I mumble about accidentally locking myself in and jump off and run right past her all the way to my bed room at the top of the stairs. i sob for the next couple of minutes trying to catch my breath while doing so. How could he do this??? How could he do that?? He knew and he still probably damn well knows how claustrophobic I am!! Damn him that prick that was low even for him, I can't believe he even still had the nerve to walk away giggling! That was the last fucking straw!! I'm done no way in hell am I gonna let myself harbor feelings for my psychotic ex-bestfriend turned enemy. yeah it's gonna be hard but if I wanna be truly happy this is what I need to do. I slowly start to shut the lids of my burning eyes. Thinking what it might be like to finally let go of Gerard.
Gerard POV
I imagine pulling him into my bedroom, ripping off each others clothes. Me biting and nipping at his neck. Imagine him breaking away from me and start to slowly kiss his way down my chest. Taking one of my nipples and softly sucking and tugging at it. He then again starts to make his descent downwards. Engulfing me in his mouth completely like some kind of whore. I imagine him looking up at me with those beautiful eyes of his as I start to fuck his mouth. Just that thought alone is enough to send me into my orgasm. I finish pumping myself afterwards rinsing off and stepping out of the shower. I'm in my room getting dressed as i hear the loud clanging of the moving truck door being opened. I go to my window to see who finally found him, it was his mom. i thought he was going to tell her what really happened but instead I see him run right past her into the house. I suddenly see movement in the once vacant room across me. It's Frank. I start to get pissed about the fact that his room is right across from mine until I realize that he is crying. No, not crying , sobbing. I wonder why when I remember oh shit.... Frank was claustrophobic. I mentally start to curse myself. That has to be one of the worst things i could have done to Frank. I knowing myself what it is to have a phobia should have known better. There was nothing I could do now though maybe except ease up on Frank a little this school week. Yeah that sounds reasonable i can totally do that!
Breathe in breathe out I think to myself as i hyperventilate. I'm trying so hard to get my breathing under control that i din't hear the rattling of the truck door opening. I turn around realizing I could now see in the once dark area. I look down into the curious face of my mother.
Before she can ask anything I mumble about accidentally locking myself in and jump off and run right past her all the way to my bed room at the top of the stairs. i sob for the next couple of minutes trying to catch my breath while doing so. How could he do this??? How could he do that?? He knew and he still probably damn well knows how claustrophobic I am!! Damn him that prick that was low even for him, I can't believe he even still had the nerve to walk away giggling! That was the last fucking straw!! I'm done no way in hell am I gonna let myself harbor feelings for my psychotic ex-bestfriend turned enemy. yeah it's gonna be hard but if I wanna be truly happy this is what I need to do. I slowly start to shut the lids of my burning eyes. Thinking what it might be like to finally let go of Gerard.
Gerard POV
I imagine pulling him into my bedroom, ripping off each others clothes. Me biting and nipping at his neck. Imagine him breaking away from me and start to slowly kiss his way down my chest. Taking one of my nipples and softly sucking and tugging at it. He then again starts to make his descent downwards. Engulfing me in his mouth completely like some kind of whore. I imagine him looking up at me with those beautiful eyes of his as I start to fuck his mouth. Just that thought alone is enough to send me into my orgasm. I finish pumping myself afterwards rinsing off and stepping out of the shower. I'm in my room getting dressed as i hear the loud clanging of the moving truck door being opened. I go to my window to see who finally found him, it was his mom. i thought he was going to tell her what really happened but instead I see him run right past her into the house. I suddenly see movement in the once vacant room across me. It's Frank. I start to get pissed about the fact that his room is right across from mine until I realize that he is crying. No, not crying , sobbing. I wonder why when I remember oh shit.... Frank was claustrophobic. I mentally start to curse myself. That has to be one of the worst things i could have done to Frank. I knowing myself what it is to have a phobia should have known better. There was nothing I could do now though maybe except ease up on Frank a little this school week. Yeah that sounds reasonable i can totally do that!
Notes
oh my fellow killjoys i feel so much adoration towards you that im willing to stay up till four in the morning to right you another chapter may not be my best due to exhaustion but its all for you!! As always Thank You!!!Also can anyone guess my MCR song reference first to guess can help me pick who to ship Frank with.
@KayKay
Soon but not soon enough.
Thanx for reading and commenting!
2/9/15