
Not So Bulletproof Hearts
The only hope for me is you.
Kats POV
Frank kept his head down for some time, making me moan uncontrollably. I grabbed his hair and guided his head to where I wanted him. I was in complete ecstasy as he was sliding his tongue over me, quickening his pace every by the second. I screamed so loud I think the entire world heard me. I let my hand drop from Frank’s head as kneeled before me and pulled his top off over his head.
Frank pulled me onto his lap and once again passionately sunk his tongue into my mouth, sliding his hands around my back as we did so. He fumbled around attempting to unfasten my bra and with one swift movement slipped it over my arms and dropped it on the floor. His hands wandered all over my body, fondling my breasts with such a firm grasp. Frank pushed me backwards on the center of the bed unexpectedly and took off his jeans again.
Frank pulled off his misfits boxers, launching them over his shoulder, where he lacked in height he made up for elsewhere. Slowly he pushed inside me and I held my breath. Grinding against my hips he soon picked up his pace, he sweat dripping down the various tattoos on his chest and hips. Throwing his head backwards and pushing the sweat covered hair away from his eyes, Frank bit his lip intensively. His thrusts became shaky as he grabbed onto my hip tighter and grunted loudly. I joined him in orgasm and moaned simultaneously. Frank collapsed his body next to me. I watched his chest, glistening with sweat rising up and down rhythmically.
We laid side by side in my bed, hot and sweaty catching our breath. I turned to look at Frank; he smiled and breathed out a small giggle. “I waited so long for that. I’m glad I waited. Your worth it.” He put his arm over me and pulled me up to his chest. Frank’s heart was pounding against my ears as I laid my head on his chest. We were motionless for quite a while but I decided to get up and get a shower.
Frank pulled himself to the edge of my bed. Picking a black tee shirt up off the floor, he pulled it over his head and set to searching around my room to find where he had thrown his belt. I flung on the nearest top I could find and went to the bathroom. The idea of getting a shower didn’t faze me after the night I’d had so I decided to run a bath and mull over the recent events.
Slipping down into the warm water I closed my eyes. At that moment a memory flashed into my head. Frank and Gerard… I nearly forgot about that. I was so caught up in the intimacy of Frank it slipped my mind. Frank called from the outside the bathroom door. “I’m heading out to get a packet of cigarettes. I’ll be home soon, angel.” I could hear his footsteps fading as he walked down the stairs to leave out the front door. Sighing loudly I wiggled my toes in bubbles and tried to think about the possibilities calmly.
After a while of thinking, crazy ideas passing over me and some reasonable ones I decided just to let the matter go. Frank didn’t seem guilty in any way so it can’t be that bad, I concluded. Getting out of the bath tub I dried myself with a towel and pinned it over my body. As I walked back into my bedroom I caught sight of Frank’s jacket. The one I drove home in last night. Frank must still be wearing Mikey’s jacket he ilegidly ‘borrowed’ though I doubt Frank asked him. I headed over to it and picked it up. Holding the jacket to my nose I inhaled the comforting aroma that it was penetrated with. An almost full packet of cigarettes fell out of the pocket and its contents were scattered on the floor. I gulped and the jacket fell from my hands as they flopped by my sides. He hadn’t gone out to get cigarettes…
Franks POV (from Kat leaving the bedroom.)
I salvaged my tatty old jeans from the floor of Kat’s room and pulled them on. I’m not even sure how I managed to pull off all this after Kat leaving the party last night. I guess I should ask her why but I can’t find the words to do it. Fastening my belt I turned around to see Gerard’s name flashing on my phone placed on Kat’s desk. I groaned and walked over, hesitant to answer his call.
“Hey Gee.”
“Hey, what happened last night? You and Kat left in a hurry…”
“We didn’t leave together. Kat left first and I went after her.”
“Is she okay?”
“That’s what I’m wondering Gee.”
“Look, I’m really calling to talk about last night.”
“… oh.”
“I think I need to cut down the drinking. Each time we hook up I’m drunk and as I sober up the following morning my senses get to me. I regret it quite a lot now. From what I remember you do too. So, I agree. It can never happen again.”
“yeah, but it doesn’t take back the guilt I feel for betraying Kat like that.”
“Guess we’ll both have to live with it, Frank.”
“She’s upset. I can feel it.”
“Why is she though? She doesn’t know.”
“I don’t know why she’s upset, Gee. I just need to cheer her up.”
“What are you gonna do then?”
“I’m not sure.”
“Meet me at the coffee house in 10 minutes and we can plan something special for her.”
“Yeah okay. see ya, man.”
I hung up and grabbed Mikey’s jacket. I can’t just leave. Kat will panic. I guess I’m gonna have to make something up. I tied my converse and left her room. Walking across the landing I listened to the sound of running water. If she’s getting a bath that will hopefully give me more time. “I’m heading out to get a packet of cigarettes. I’ll be home soon, angel.” I wasn’t going to stick around for a reply, so I just walked down the stars staring at my feet. As I opened the door I was met by the cool Fall breeze, it was warmer than earlier but still pretty cool. I got in my car and drove down the street in direction of the coffee house.
Notes
Hey guys! sorry its been a while. :) I'm now back at school and I've had a lot on. I'm writing a green day fanfiction too. (soon to be up on wattpad) and I've taken up practicing my electric guitar again. I'll post when i can! I won't leave you all I promise!!
were about to start on the last few main events in the story and i was wondering if i should do a sequel to this story 'not so bulletproof hearts' or should i write a frerard fanfic? :) comment what you think i should do. thanks <3 love you all.
10/7/13