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If I can't have you - Frerard/Frikey

Chapter 3 - Dark

He woke up and couldn't see, he felt a itchy pice of fabric wrapped around his head, covering only his eyes. He tried to open his mouth to call for help but found it taped shut with a wide band of duct tape. He yanked desperately at the binding that were holding his arms above his head to no avail. He suddenly felt a hand gently caressing his face, it felt so different yet so familiar, like a forgotten dream from years ago . The rough skin felt gentle on his bruised cheek, he felt artistic fingers trace around the violet and indigo patterns that were fading to a sickly yellow around the edges. He wanted to hate the touch but it was so gentle and charming he felt himself leaning into it. All to suddenly the tape was ripped from his mouth. He gasped for the dry air and felt his lungs expand at the sudden intake of the stale air. He wanted to ask who it was it he had a sickening feeling he already knew who it was. "Gerard?" He whispered
"Yeah frankie?"
"Why am I here?" He knew it was a stupid question he probably already knew the answer to
"I wanted to say sorry" okay so he didn't expect that answer
"W-what?"
"I was... I don't know, I shouldn't have hurt you, you're so perfect and I can't stand it, I want you to be mine and mine alone" he muttered
"I...you...I'm not yours anymore"
"I don't see you tied up in anyone else's apartment"
"I don't want to be here please! Let me go!"
"Please Frankie! Just stay with me! Don't abandon me! I need you to live!" His hand travelled from caressing franks cheek to being entwined in his fairly long black hair " please"
" I have no choice on whether i'm here, do I?"
Silence. "you're not asking me, you're telling me. You're treating me like I'm nothing more than your toy that you're just to childish to let go of. I'm just a object to you" he whispered
"No Frankie..."
"Don't deny it, you just want to keep me here so you can use me as you goddamn want" he spat
"Listen! I love you! You're not just a toy!"
"No, I'm just being treated like one by you!" He yelled
"Please!"
"I'm not being given a option, your just going to do what ever you want anyway"
"No..." This wasn't what gerard had planed. He wanted it to be romantic. Not a forced affair " I love you, if you want to leave tell me, I'll leave town, I'll leave state I'll leave America! Just...tell me you don't love me..."
"I want to tell you that, but if I did I would be lying to myself...just...let me go Gerard"
"You still love me?" He tried not to show his glee in this new discovery
"I don't want to...you're...you're insane...you're not the Gerard I fell in love with" tears were cascading down his pale cheeks leaving streams that shone in the full artificial light.
"I know, I know baby"
"I don't want to love you"
"If I could stop it hurting I would babe, but if we both love each other, why don't you just be with me?"
"Because it hurts to much...I love Mikey... I can't...no"
"You loved me first"
"You hurt me"
"He talks about you like he owns you"
"You do...you...I want you to let me be free Gerard"
"I can't do that frank"
"Why not?" He tried to kick him but his ankles were taped to the wall.
"To call it love would be too simple...too obvious..."
"Gerard...I ...I love you, but please...I don't want this...eventually people will notice I'm missing...people will hear the screams...Mikey will know..." He whispered the last part
"No he won't...I'll stop him from taking you"
"It's not taking if I go with him". Gerard just put the duct tape back over his mouth and left the room, no emotions shinning through his hazel eyes.
---3 day time skip---
Mikey paced around his apartment, frank had been gone for three days, his Frank had not been seen in 72 hours. His pride and joy, his lover, his life had been snatched away from him . No one takes what's his. He had a sickening feeling he knew where frank was. He didn't want to check though. He sighed, he had to do this.

Notes

the universe hates me :3 and i hate it, also, if you have any suggestions, feel free to post them, like if you want some fluff or violence or death, just like, leave it in the doobly doo. and tell me how often you want me to update, like one long one a week or several short ones or 1 supder duper fantastically long one every 2 or 3 weeks, tell mehhhhhh

-St Jimmy Red Killer Queen Graceless of the MCRmy, Queen of wtf ect, ect, ect

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Comments

@RubyToroIeroWayLeto

okay cool thanks!

ms.MCR ms.MCR
5/28/14

@RubyToroIeroWayLeto

okay cool thanks!

ms.MCR ms.MCR
5/28/14

@ms.MCR
On Ao3 it's gothicrubyrocker :3 there are only three chapters up on there so far but I'm putting the rest up on there today

@ms.MCR
On Ao3 it's gothicrubyrocker :3 there are only three chapters up on there so far but I'm putting the rest up on there today

*sob* okay.... Wait are you the same username on AO3? Ehh fuck it I'll hunt you down. In a loving way. :)

ms.MCR ms.MCR
5/28/14