Run Away With Me
Chapter i dont even know anymore
*2 years later*
It has been exactly two years since Gerard and I broke up and one year since Abel and I started dating. I tell myself that I am over Gerard and that I love Abel, but deep down I know that's a lie. The truth is is that my chest still ache when I think of him. And when I kiss Abel, I close my eyes and picture Gerard. I keep those things locked away deep inside of me though, so no one will ever know. Right now I am at the store picking up groceries while Abel is at work. I'm walking down the bread isle searching intently for the whole grain bread when suddenly I felt myself collide with another person.
"Oh shit, sorry!" I said apologetically as I looked up. When my eyes reached the person's face I froze. It was Gerard, only he looked different. His black hair had grown out a lot, his hazel eyes looked dull and sad instead of the usual playful sparkle. He looked tired and utterly broken.
"Frank, I.." Gerard Saud his voice cracking as a roller coaster of pain swept through his eyes. I tried to speak but my throat went completely dry.
"I miss you. I miss you more than you will ever fucking know." Gerard said tears welling up in his eyes. I felt shock at his words. Two years, and he still missed me? I wanted to yell and tell him it was all his fault I left and that he was a fucking liar, but seeing him so broken and alone hurt me to see, so I just pulled him into a hug. We sat there for a really long time just holding each other before he let me go. Gerard slipped a tiny folded piece of paper into my hands before taking a step back. A moment later a guy from our old high school, Brendon Urie I think, stepped behind Gerard hugging him from behind.
"Lets go sugar." Brendon pureed before kissing Gerard on the lips.
It has been exactly two years since Gerard and I broke up and one year since Abel and I started dating. I tell myself that I am over Gerard and that I love Abel, but deep down I know that's a lie. The truth is is that my chest still ache when I think of him. And when I kiss Abel, I close my eyes and picture Gerard. I keep those things locked away deep inside of me though, so no one will ever know. Right now I am at the store picking up groceries while Abel is at work. I'm walking down the bread isle searching intently for the whole grain bread when suddenly I felt myself collide with another person.
"Oh shit, sorry!" I said apologetically as I looked up. When my eyes reached the person's face I froze. It was Gerard, only he looked different. His black hair had grown out a lot, his hazel eyes looked dull and sad instead of the usual playful sparkle. He looked tired and utterly broken.
"Frank, I.." Gerard Saud his voice cracking as a roller coaster of pain swept through his eyes. I tried to speak but my throat went completely dry.
"I miss you. I miss you more than you will ever fucking know." Gerard said tears welling up in his eyes. I felt shock at his words. Two years, and he still missed me? I wanted to yell and tell him it was all his fault I left and that he was a fucking liar, but seeing him so broken and alone hurt me to see, so I just pulled him into a hug. We sat there for a really long time just holding each other before he let me go. Gerard slipped a tiny folded piece of paper into my hands before taking a step back. A moment later a guy from our old high school, Brendon Urie I think, stepped behind Gerard hugging him from behind.
"Lets go sugar." Brendon pureed before kissing Gerard on the lips.
Notes
So yeah sorry for giving a shitty update and makeing so long to update. My friend was admitted to the hospital for cutting herself to deep. It has been a lot to take in. Ya know it one of those times when you realise that even the funniest and best people you know can have these secrets. It's just a lot... sorry you guys. Stay sexy.Never change.
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We're gonna miss you... I hope you're successful in your quest to become a better artist...
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