Abel led me into his small apartment, which turned out to be pretty nice. It had one bedroom and one bathroom, a nice sized living room, and a small kitchen. I tried to focus on what Abel was saying to me, but a wave of sadness crashed over me. My Gerard was gone. My first true love was gone. The first person to ever let me believe they loved me, the first person to shed light on my dark life, he had left me alone and broken. I wonder if he feels bad, probably not. Suddenly tears are flowing out of my eyes and Abel has an arm awkwardly wrapped around me, trying to comfort me. I bury my face in his chest as sobs and hiccups wreck through my body. One of my hands clutches my chest, trying to hold together the empty cave I call a chest together. I feel myself falling back into my depressed life, my light had left me, and I couldn't ever find a new one. Eventually my tears run dry and I fall asleep, just wanting this pain to be over. When I wake up I'm in Abel's bed, the blankets tucked warmly around me. I take a moment to try and remember what happened. Where is Gerard? Oh yeah, he fucking cheated. I looked at the clock on the bedside table, 12:00 a.m. I walked into the living room to see Abel sitting on the couch reading a manga book. I clear my throat and he jumps in surprise.
"Oh, you're up!" He says, setting his book down. I look at the title, Death Note, my favorite.
"Yeah, what day is it?" I ask him rubbing my head. It's pounding and I feel dizzy, but that's nothing compared to the pain in my soul. I would say heart but I left that with Gerard.
"Monday." Abel chirps.
"Shit! We are late for school!" I panic as I grab my book bag from the floor beside the couch.
"Hey, don't worry. I called us both in sick." Abel says with a small chuckle.
"Oh, thanks." I say a tad bit embarrassedly.
"Hey are you hungry? I know a great breakfast place a short walk from here."Abel said standing up. Thirty minutes later we arrived at the breakfast place. It was small and not a lot of people were their. The staff were all older nice looking people that looked like sweet grandmas and grandpas. We got to our seats and ordered our drinks. Coffee for me, Orange juice for Abel.
"So, how come I haven't like met you at school?" I ask Abel.
"Oh, I'm just kind of awkward, I try to stay out of people's way, I prefer to be alone. That way I can't get hurt." Abel said.
"I know what you mean, I used to be that way, and then I met Gerard..." I trail off and stir my coffee.
"Oh... Hey if um.. well... if you don't mind me like asking, like um what happened to um you and uh Gerard?" Abel asked with a slight blush. He used enough filler words in that one sentence to give an English teacher a heart attack.
"Well it had been our six month anniversary, and he promised to be home by ten, and he wasn't. I went out to look for him, and I found him at a bar makeing out with some dude." I say, I feel as if I might cry right there in the middle of the restaurant. Abel reaches for my hand and gives it a squeeze.
"Hey, it's okay." He says reassuringly. I just give a fake smile, because I know it's not okay, it will never be okay again.

Notes

Sorry I have really bad writers block so my chapters may suck for a while. Sorry!

Never change.

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