When I got back to the Way house nobody was home. Good, so I wouldn't have to answer questions. I sat on the floor in Gerard's bedroom sobbing. I should have known I wasn't good enough for Gerard. I should have known it wouldn't end well. I took the drawings Gerard had given me and ripped them up. I didn't care anymore. I smashed my guitar. I didn't care anymore. I ripped up the songs he handwritten for me. I didn't care anymore. I slit my wrist. I didn't care anymore. Then, I found a drawing of me in the bottom of my drawer. It was the first drawing of me Gerard had ever given me. It was the first night he called me beautiful. The first night we kissed. The night he asked me out. The night I said yes. I then remember, I do care. Somewhere in my foolish little heart, I still love him. I pull out a piece of paper and begin to write.
Dear Gerard,
I should have known it wasn't real. I should have known I was just a toy for you to throw away. I should have known someone like you wouldn't love someone like me. You, a perfect image of what everyone wants to be, a shiny new toy in the windowsill that everyone wants. Me, a broken piece of glass on the dirty pavement, a broken toy discarded in the trash. I gave you my heart and with you it will forever stay. You may use the broken remains as a token of games you have won. Or perhaps burden of decisions you made, of people you claimed to love. However you use it it's yours, I can't take it back. I love you Gerard Way. And loving you was the worst and best decision I have ever made. I'm going back to my dad's now. It's over between us.
-Frank

I leave the note on his bed and grab my things before heading out of the front door.

Notes

So here is a short chapter! Sorry it's so short, and sorry for not replying to your comments! I just get so Manny comments and messages I cant reply to them all 0.0 your support means the world to me though!
Oh and I have chosen a character for the contest winner!
Avel Jepson, male, Creator:Boo_boo
Congrats Boo_boo!

Never change.

#WOLFY#